there is such a high cost of thinking things over to the point that you lose track, of why you were thinking about them in the first place ( Read more... )

charity event for christmas. food, clothes, anything you can muster to help the homeless. the economy needs a bolstering, but until peeps can getstst jobs, lets do our part to keep the wheel turnin'. flying by the seat of my pants on this one, but message me if you wanna contribute.

life is a compilation of secret that you don't share with anyone, because you never trust anyone as much as you trust yourself, and no one ever wants to trust themselves as much as they should ( Read more... )

I'm so close to spinning out again. I don't care about the up down of cowardice or whatever. Its just a matter of putting it on record. Cause the cosmos is this giant ocean that I'm lost in, but when I'm sober I can swim, so if I end up in the shark tank then its my fault right and thru, but at least when I'm fucked up its as if I can pass the ( Read more... )

its odd to think that over 2 years ago, I was striving to enter the armed services, completely comfortable with the notions that I had so firmly rooted in art and concept theory... Ready as a man, I thought, to face the world. I was sure that the stripes and pins and metals and scars that I would slave to earn as a soldier in our great U.S. of A., ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0

i like how the guys aren't wearing sports coats, the girls's dresses are simple, and pretty, and the maid of honor, and best man, are unique.

hahahahhahaha.

unbelievably precious

breathe gold, sell your soul, off of red lips, like rubys hinting whispers, pull us together. Look leary out of eyes trying to fill a desert with tears, and tell me what you see. Taste the tongue that savours, everytime you sip real slow. Touch like nobody knows.

i've got friends who go to UMBC, friends that go to MD... Friends who go to Howard community and friends who go to Montgomery Com.

I'de say the Montgomery community college kids, are alot more fun to be around. Mind you, they're still super imature... They are a more classy than the Howard Com. kids, and are therefore alot more appealing... Not to ( Read more... )

so i'm in an online pool hall, slicing up the chat board, and dicing up the tables, when i land snug, up next to a real 8ball.

julies coming back to town, from new hampshire and the navy.
i still can't believe she beat me in... it reminds me of starship troopers when, ricos heated, and dizzys like
"you saying I joined up causa you?"
and ricos all like
" ( Read more... )

i have really been slumming on my updates.

honestly, i found a new journal to post to, as part of a community, that is now becoming stale, sadly.

it all started as an artistic endeavour. as has, my past 2 relationships.
it has ended however, as the masks of paint, and pictures, and images and perceptions, has sunk to show the face of the master.
this ( Read more... )