jesus so far i have been asked by 7 people to come live with them.. from michigan, new jersey, North Carolina, and florida.. lol and there all guys.. which is kinda weird caue seriously right now i have no desire to get hurt again.. or to be with someone great nad hurt them.. i went to a doc appointment (my lawyer made me) and everything went okay ( Read more... )

so today i am feeling a lil better.. not much really goin on todya was a HELL day at work.. the guy mmmm(long story just know hes a bad guy) is suspose to stay away from me and is not aloud to come into caseys ever again.. well he came in he ordered a pizza.. when i saw him i frooze i couldnt move and he looked at me and smiled.. and i just started ( Read more... )

really upset today.. just really really upset i aint goin read back through this to make it nicer i need to blow off steam sry if i offended anyone ( Read more... )

omg work sucked... just picture me slipping on a tomota and of course i fall right on my back.. with what in my hand a full tub of sauce all over me the floor the ceiling the walls the tables and this happens at like 7 so i had sauce in my hair all over my clothes til 11

omg the last few days have been stressing me out.. with chris H. my ex husband being a dick and nto calling me when i need him the most.. i have decided that he used me when he married me.. and since hes with someone else right nwo he cheated on me when we were married and never loved me.. and then my friend chris not the ex.. hes goin through alot ( Read more... )

so today everything went well.. i really think this one guy that works at teh bank is a cutie but he attached o well i can still look.. lol its all good.. i am actually not looking for a guy right now.. since i do still love chris its goin be hard for me to even look at another guy and say yeah i wanna have sex with him.. i just think its to early ( Read more... )

OH MY FUCKING GOD i FUCKING WON THE LOTTERY... lol okay so it was only 77 bucks but hey its fucking something... i still dream about winning a 100 million dallor lottery.. that would be fucking awesome even if they take half if it i get 50 million and id be set for like... who would want some

ahhh so my "date" on friday went okay... it was nice to be with a guy that really listened to me and didnt automatically think i was stupid all the time.. hes reallly sweet and we hada good time... i told him that i just wanted to be friends because i dont wanna get into a relationship now that will turn out badly because i still love chris and i ( Read more... )

today was a very very very very very very very goooooooooooood day.. and tomorrow i get paid yippee ( Read more... )

if today got any better id be rolling around in glass by noon ( Read more... )