I was rereading some of my old posts.. and boy how much i have changed... i feel i have grown up alot in 3 years. The past still hurts a little.. If i think about it. but I do not think about it. I am completely happy right now in my life. I have a good job.. an almost always great boyfriend. and I love myself.. which is a big change because I didn ( Read more... )

yes it has been awhile i just wanted everyone to know that i am doing okay.. yes just okay ( Read more... )

so this week has been great me and brian have offically been dating a week.. and i have never ben treated with more respect never been treated with more careness.. this guy really likes everything about me and hes always telling me how beautiful i am and now perfect i am.. we talk alot we talk about chris and we talk about his ex the mother of his ( Read more... )

well my days go by so fast i dont even have time to come on here with my jobs and boyfriend and friends and family its just like wowi dont think ihave have ever been happier brian is just about perfect(no one is absolutely perfect if they say they are or someone is they are lieing) hes evertyhing to me that chris wasnt.. he treats me so much

o my god i love feeling like this.. brian is so great.. he treats me so good.. and sends me flowers at work.. its great i think i can really fall in love with him.. even though thats is far off in the distance hes just a really good guy all around good guy.. and he treats me sooo great and i love the feeling of someone that wants to take care of me ( Read more... )

omg i have never been so happy in my life.. this guy that i am talking to makes me the happiest.. its weird too hes the first guy that i have ever trusted right off the bat.. even though i have some percaustions about what he says i think "well chris wouldnt have kept his promise" but i try and look past that.. i see him and i know that hes ( Read more... )

just got home.. riding around with bryan and courtney and my cousin nick.. courtney and bryan are cousins.. bryan likes me.. we held hands but only because courtney made us... it was nice to be with a guy that only talks good things to me.. and doesnt care about my bitchy side.. (all girls have em) courtney and i were trying to get nick not mad ( Read more... )

wow yesterday was crazy got up at like 730 to get ready to go to my aunts house for my cousin baby shower.. was there until hmm 10 i guess.. it was full of people and yummy good eats.. i met my soon to be aunt and she wants me to come over and have dinner with them one night.. shes also goin introduce me to her daughter.. whose about my age.. i ( Read more... )

hes goin be here in like 30 min he went to the firemans dance and will have to take his date home.. lucky for me hes coming to stay here with me.. lucky for me i have another bed.. hehe i am so mean.. teasing a sweet innocent bguy.. lol ( Read more... )

omg i am so scared its thundering and lightening outside and i hate storms.. to bad my boy toy aint here to help me out.. he always like makes me not think about the damn storms.. ahhh to bad hes out on a fire .. then hes goin home cry.... lol we arent dating hes just a good friend that makes me really happy.. i met him in the store i started ( Read more... )