Sometimes resisting the urge to drink in the middle of the week is really fucking daunting.  Like crazy insanely daunting.  I'm an unemployed guy with a frighteningly finite amount of cash left, but the drive to be around other people even if it's only for a little bit is sometimes quite overwhelming.  I'm probably gonna win that battle tonight, ( Read more... )

Weekend before last I made tacos for the first time in my adult life.  I'd previously derided Mexican food as "Peasant Food", but considering I've been unemployed for months I think it could be argued I qualify as a peasant.  Anywho, for my first outing I made WAAAAYYYYYY too much meat and in trying to finish them off in 2 days (do not ask why it ( Read more... )

So I've been alone for an embarrassingly long time.  I justify this to myself by acknowledging that I'm a complete goddamn mess with no recognizable prospects.  Not for lack of trying, and there was maybe a time in my mid to late 20's when I would have been able to pull it off (and one could argue that I did albeit unwittingly), but now in my mid ( Read more... )

- I seriously can't stop watching Lexy Panterra videos. I've always been a boobs guy more than a butt guy, but the things that woman can do with her ass are downright hypnotic and they torture me in my dreams ( Read more... )

About a month ago my cat died, likely due to my own negligence. Well, definitely due to my own negligence. He'd always do this weird coughing that smelled fucking terrible. Sometimes he'd cough up foam but it never seemed to really be anything serious. Anytime he started exhibiting symptoms I'd look online and it never seemed that serious, so I ( Read more... )

So I made a big long post about 3D printing a spaceship I designed, and it all got lost.

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Reading back on the blog a good 10 years or so, it seems I'm still harping about pretty much the exact same shit. I'd like to say this night caught me in a foul mood because of a misunderstanding with my main group of friends, but really all that shit had been brewing for a while. Doesn't say a whole lot about me now, does it? hahaha

So much has happened, but has any of it been important? New parts to my heart... I think a couple times over. I went to Japan back in 2010 or so and had a crazy adventure that was somewhat sullied by the fact I had no one to share it with. I finished the ashcan of the first volume of my comic, and have since made so many adjustments to the ( Read more... )

I'm drunk. I think I've done the best I could in most circumstances.... I apologize for mostly nothing... Money... Money is my greatest worry, I don't wak\ke up every day thinking about it but I certainly go to sleep as such. I'd lik to qwirite it off as a symptom, of my generation, but I'm nt sure how much that pans out. Truth is, I ( Read more... )

I took today off from work so shite could be done on my car. I spent 7 hours talking to an old girlfriend who lives in England. I went to a bar where I ate pizza and drank alot of beer. I left that bar to go to another, and on the way pondered on the questions of life, the universe and everything. I hit on lots of interesting thoughts and ( Read more... )