holy shit its been a long ass time.................................

deceptions of the mind drag me down again ( Read more... )

ever seen a walmart without any food or water or coke??? i have now. its so freakin weird. everyone carries around guns for protection. i honestly feel like i'm in a third world country. theres people walking around with no shoes and without showers. yesterday we waited in line to get gas in mississippi for 30 min. to only be able to get $40 ( Read more... )

i leave in exactly 12 hours and 35 min. i just want to thank everyone that helped with clothes and all the whatnot i now have to bring with me to louisiana. and i just want to tell everyone that i love you all very very much. theres a chance that we may get turned away and theres a chance that if we do get into louisiana, we may not be able to get ( Read more... )

i leave friday, maybe thursday after school. i have to go help clean up my home. its sad but my family is ok. i had planned to go visit my cousins' graves for the first time since my cousin ryan died but now i can't; the graveyard was flooded. i'm hoping that maybe the water will go down by the time i get there so that i can at least help wash off ( Read more... )

i didn't choose this song; this is the one mrs. calloway chose for me. its kinda sad but i like it. its really hard because there are at least two triplets in each measure and if you read sheet music and sing, triplets are not all that easy to do. that just means it'll be freakin awesome when i finally get it down, lol ( Read more... )

wooo hooo. school is about to start. ohh and before i go any further; erica phemister i tried to call you back but i just got your voicemail so you can't be mad and say i didn't call you back, lol. anyway. this past week has been great.... well its technically only wednesday but what i've had of the week has been great. i'm actually looking forward ( Read more... )

Whenever I'm alone with you ( Read more... )

i love you i love you i love you. i've wanted to say that for a long time. just wanted you to know.
luv,
aims

can't fuckin sleep, again. shit shit shit. and theres nothing to do in my house. i could sneek out really really easily but to do what... just drive around the neighborhood, waisting gas that i don't have and money i don't have to fill up the tank. i just watched 'the rules of attraction' and i thought it was decent. i'm so ready for school to ( Read more... )