mmm back into the swing of things... wrtin in my journal... damn I must be really bored... anyways yesturday was a bit crappy... I ended up breaking bown into fits of tears when talking to a friend which I feel really shitty about... i have never done that before other when dave tickle died which was due to completely other reasons... but I have ( Read more... )

mmm tis very bored :( havent been on here for a while mainly due to busyness and lazyness.... a nice little mixture between the two :D anyways i got half my exams done so far... YEAH well done me, I felt I did pretty damn tip top in them... well the best I could do anyways :p anyways I had like the worlds biggest shock today... I found out that a ( Read more... )

Gothic Bizarre Traum Heffalump


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gggrrr it just really boring... i hate my boring life of nothingness... mmm sittin about not doing much... was ment to go out but really I couldnt be assed and I wouldnt be wanted... otherwise they would have contacted me as they said they would... cause I dont have a clue where to go :p anyways yes fridges... I gota go out tommorow though... mates ( Read more... )

mmm bored... and just realised I havent put anything in this for ages... mmmm all is well at the moment... quite a few pep are pissed off with me but hey it dont matter... well work it out in the long run, always do. Anyways back to school and well doing more work than ever... I have to stay behind 2 hours after everyday and then when I get home I ( Read more... )

Agh show doo, everythings just not right

still trying to understand it... it all is a lot for me to take in but I kind of understand why he did it... I always thought I would be the first one to go but now that this has happened its all put into a new perspective... life is the most beutiful thing there is, and no matter how much I think people disslike me, or dont like me enough or how I ( Read more... )

"why he had to go I dont know he wouldnt say, I said something wrong and now I long for yesturday..." once again... all alone... hes happier now, its the way he wanted it to be, but if only, if only I had the time and I had do things right... he comes to me with problems he had and I did what I thought might help him... I guess I was completly ( Read more... )

mmm I feel kinda weird, duno where I am, where am I supposed to find out where we are, it feels like a pig has shat in my head... or something like that. anyhows friday migigger still all going to plan, I have desided to like sleep most of the time, I'll be wreked, oh and I have to make dinner for flick on the friday, and she demanded that I had to ( Read more... )

mmm I hate days of school... :( I think they would be great and yeah lets skip shcool, which is good... but then I end up lazing about thinking... and me and thinking dont go well, all those letter in my head slowely going to gether creating a sentence (em that will only make sence to like 3 pep I know :p) anyways yeah... no good, I been sitting ( Read more... )