a bug flew into my eye today and it's been stinging like mad ever since. now the other one stings too. oookkkkk ( Read more... )

i figured this would make a better post than comment, so everyone knows.

my mother wants to have her own stupid party on friday so i doubt i'll get out of the house to go anywhere... but if i do (for lia) i already promised steven feldman that i would go to his party. i'm sorry dear.. but i don't think i'll be allowed to anyway. my mother was ( Read more... )

it was exactly midnight when i looked at my watch about a second ago. i have so much homework to do. im going to try to get out of/bs/not do as much as i can. i think now that i look at it i can actually narrow a lot of it down and do it tomorrow. the only thing is, i either stay up today or tomorrow... either way i lose. and i have a football game ( Read more... )

yesterday rocked. i went to lia's game and she totally won!!! it was awsome!!! she was/prolly is incredibly happy! i have to say that seeing her face after the game was probably the happiest moments of my life. not. kidding. then, although i am going to get smacked for saying this (ive been warned) i totally ruined the moment cuz i had one of my ( Read more... )

i keep wondering what will happen when i do get to see my dad agian. all day ive been thinking about this. would i run and gave him a hug and start chatting about how i lost a tooth or got an A on a test like i used to so many years ago?? or maybe i'll recover my feelings of anger towards what he did, and how he acted. the awkwardness, the fear, ( Read more... )