What a marked difference there is between my current state of mind and the one of the me who wrote the previous two entries.

I used to sit with mouth agape and stare at Felipe as he rattled off the blueprint he'd laid out in frightening detail for the next 10 years of his life. I would do this because I had no plans of my own. None. I was planless. ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here waiting for the Command & Conquer 3 demo to finish downloading, and I think, "Hey maybe I should finish that dissertation on the fucking quagmire my life has become." The second half of this is coming much later than I originally intended, but I'm easily distracted and find some sick pleasure in putting things off ( Read more... )

Man I can't believe I'm using fucking LiveJournal.

I'm not entirely sure who I'm writing this entry to or for. I guess there's still a handful of people who have me listed as a friend and might stumble upon this entry days from now, read it, and have something insightful to say about the words and sentences that follow, despite them existing mostly ( Read more... )

That is all.

So I get the old Gmail alert in the corner of Firefox (which just deleted all my fucking bookmarks again) and I'm like "LOL MAIL LETS CHECK IT OUT". It was an invitation to an admitted students open house at the University of Central Florida. Naturally I was all like "WTF" because I had just applied over the weekend and they said it would be three ( Read more... )

nope

ZOMG!

Something is seriously wrong with my neck. This morning I woke up with a huge crick in my neck. I could barely keep my head staright, and could only move it to the front or to the right., Left or nbackwards caused pain. I took a shower and hoped the warm water would ease it away, but it really really didn't. It started toi get a little worse, so I ( Read more... )

So lately I find myself a lot more tireder than I used to be. I usually end up falling asleep some time in the afternoon, and even though I get lots of sleep because of that, I invariably end up dead tired the next afternoon. Maybe this weekend I should just hit the figurative Reset button and sleep all through the weekend.

SSDD, but at least now I can smoke my problems away. Legally.