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Are You
Are you still lame like me,
still feel pain like me?
Ever rip your fucking heart out,
drown in flame like me?
Are you ashamed like me,
defamed like me?
Ever struggle to accept
what you became like me?
Do you desire like me,
try to rewire like me?
Are you still reaching toward connection
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Was it
My dreams invaded by an ancient longing the last few nights? Did i imagine it? Or, for just a moment could i feel you there again. -
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This New Years, maybe I try forgiving myself. Maybe it's time to stop using baggage to hold myself back or slow myself down. Maybe I owe that to myself above everything else in life. -
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I'm having more fun than ever previously in my life. It is, however, counterbalanced by an incredible sense of loneliness that I cannot shake.
At this point in my life I know how to fight Avery challenge I've come across except for the loneliness.
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“Tropic of Cancer.”
“My world of human beings had perished; I was utterly alone in the world and for friends I had the streets, and the streets spoke to me in that sad, bitter language compounded of human misery, yearning, regret, failure, wasted effort. Passing under the viaduct along the Rue Broca, one night after I had been informed that Mona was ill and starving, ( Read more... ) -
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I was asked by a Goddess to love my enemy,
and so I begin to learn to love myself.
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Everyone that terrifies you is
Sixty-five percent water.
And everyone you love is made of
Stardust,
And I know sometimes
You cannot even breathe deeply, and
The night sky is no home, and
You have cried yourself to sleep
Enough times that you are down to your
Last two percent, but
Nothing is infinite,
Not even loss.
And you are made of the sea and the stars,
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The bottle is drained and I can say now
That like a colander
The things I most want to hold on to
Slip right through
Finding what I seek is draining
And I am rusted and flaking away.
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Who to Be?
Musts:
Adventure
Adrenaline Rush
Meaningful
Powerful Experiences that linger, Remind me that life can be beautiful, show me the best aspirations of all beings, even at times when there is loss, setbacks and failures. Inspire me to greater understanding and knowledge of the universe from the individual and community to the stars and their ( Read more... )