Okay so the last post I took off of public view....I'm better than that.  He can do what he wants and if lying is it then fine....He said sorry but it doesn't make everything better.

To all of my friends:   I love you all and I can not thank you enough.  I'm sorry for putting any of you guys in  a difficult situation.  Many apologies to you girls ( Read more... )

Halloween was more FUN then I could ever ask for. I had a blast!! I love my girlies they all looked way amazing...Lar, Hay Hay, Sue Sue, Ash!! Too much fun!! The milk carton made me giggle...It is so my fav custome of all time ( Read more... )

FYI!!! ~

I am not sleeping with anyone!! No one-Yes not even MARK!!!  So don't think it..Not that you should care about my sex life....or non sex life!!!  SO SHUT UP!!!

Drinking has turned into this huge social acceptance...It makes it okay to dance on boys, make out with people, get naked, dance with random boys, and so much more....And I like it that way. It gives you an excuse to act stupid and for people to say "Oh they were drunk!" So with that said I'm out to have a good time with my girlies ( Read more... )

It's all in my head....Really it is.

Going out with my girlies!! Gotta make up for this bad week!!

So I'm not going to my classes today....But I think I'm going to work...I need the money. I feel horrible. I woke up feeling bad and it pisses me off. I don't want to be sick or get sick or anything. I hate this. Everyone around me has been getting sick and that's what I get. :( O well ( Read more... )

Do one thing...Say another...FUCK THIS!!!

I just feel like I'm having an emotional breakdown. And the sad thing is everyone looks at it as a GUY...Well it isn't...I've been so stressed out thinking about my family and school....that is has just gotten to me. It is like I can just be sitting here and for no reason start crying. Very much unlike me and I hate it. I'm trying to deal with ( Read more... )

More and more disappointment...Why do I even waste my time on things?? Blah...And if you don't know what I'm talking about ask...I might tell you!!

WHY CAN'T I GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD??