well im sad but i shouldn't be, i think I'm going to take a break from this whole social life thing, or at least how its been lately, i get to caught up, i get too worried, i get to paranoid and i get too out of touch with reality. I should just do homework and football and shit like that anyways focus on shit that matters, especially if your not ( Read more... )

ah.. this is probably gonna be pretty depressing but its an autobiography assignment i wrote in English class ( Read more... )

in the words of a good person

"tell those stupid people who are making your suck to stop making your life suck."

its good advice and true, im setting myself up over and over again....

i hope it works with him

I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene

go for him, your better off probably.

today just fuckin sucked bottom line, i hate all of this shit, it feels like i cant win at life sometimes... not one good thing happened today.

ahh so today becuz im an absolute idiot and failed both of my standarized tests last year i have to re-take them, hence i have to wake up early and be at school at 7 50 and be in there for 2 hours. IT ABSOLUTLY SUCKS ( Read more... )

life would be easier if i was a dickhead and could just lie or something, but i cant cuz thats how i am. i have this humongous conscience and i want to be there for you but at the same time i feel like im hurting you by being honest. im sorry for not allowing myself to become a liar, no offense but i cant do what you did to me, its too painful to ( Read more... )

ahh today was kinda not that interesting, the afternoon was good 4 a lil bit but basicaly the day wasboring, my cousins came over but instead of talking for not seein one another for a yaer they wanan goto the city so i come but they meet up with these hippie kids so at like 8, im like im going peace. now its 9 im tired/have a headache/depressed/ ( Read more... )

Im just warning you, im in a very shitty mood; you probably wont want to read this, especially you.

Well lately i've been hearing that the new football coach has been already counting me out of starting next year (he's never seen me play,ever ) we'll see how that works out.

also its been confirmed (very reliable sources) that a certain ex of mine ( Read more... )

Well once again i find myself online at 10. i need to get a fuckin life
its like lacrosse, eat,online... no homework accomplished, over and over and over again.

ITS FUCKING BORING, no not even that, its depressing, like this is what my life has come too. Then theres that whole love life situation but i dont thikn i shold touch on that...

I did pretty ( Read more... )