"Can't see the Forest for the Trees" I read this little proverb the other day and found it fits where I am in life right now. I analyze more than any sane person ought to at the cost of my own well being ( Read more... )

I have gotten a bit closer to solving my own ideas about my sexuality. Its alive and kicking unlike how I had thought it was a while ago. The difference is I don't get turned on in the same ways I used to. Physical contact doesn't do it for me, I need something a bit more to feel connected. In a way I have a more feminine libido. I don't just want ( Read more... )

 I was in a house with Austin Thomas, JB and Turner. We were told there was a hostage inside this house and broke in. I was strapped to the tooth with guns, G18, m9, and an M4. JB had a P90 and was acting point. We followed down a winding hall but at the first right received resistance, a flashbang and quick reflexes resolved it. Our presence was ( Read more... )

 I am walking down a little peninsula with my grandmother. There is long tall green grass, roughly waist height, around the outside of a large gravel parking lot, with a tree or two on the outside. I set down my bag and began to walk down the peninsula with her. On our stroll we came to a large puddle under a lodgepole pine tree with a raccoon/ ( Read more... )

 I ended up in jail and I don't exactly remember why. The prison was the highest security, but it was also a rehab center, rather than trying to punish everyone they tried to alter how we thought by giving us a new birth. This prison was different though there were many individual buildings that sort of resembled warren wilson college. The ( Read more... )

I am in my kitchen sitting where my cutting board usually is talking to Sarah, Becca, a guy from my high school (he was in my culinary class and happened to be a gang banger, we will call him Andy) and Carlos from Jack in the Box. The conversation soon  drifted to hair styles. Andy, was talking about how it would be legit if he had corn rows and ( Read more... )

 Introversion promotes profound thoughts, while extroversion hinders progress

I am at outside a coffee shop talking to a few friends, Ashley Murray, a girl from my freshman inquiry last year, this older woman who is in my environmental sustainability class. Kino was also there drinking coffee with us.All of us were gathered around a green circular table that had a meshed top, similar to the tables outside superdog in ( Read more... )