Hey all, so for people that are still on here...hey! and if I'm just writing to myself..well..I guess that's cool too. Let's ignore EVERYTHING that I have written previously as I wrote it during high school with a totally different mindset. Now being a Sophomore in College I have a very new outlook on life and the future ( Read more... )

...."life has its ups and downs but i love it anyway"?...tis true but idk all of a sudden im just like meh and i feel crappy i guess...but i really cant give a reason.

i really need a vacation.

Why wont he just make up his mind?

all i want is to be with him but hes making it so hard.....

ok so today was friggin awesome i had soo much fun with my group. i cannot wait for tommorw. um lets see. im happy again lol: ) hehe and yeah camp is awesome better than i expected and yeah i jsut hope we have no runaways this summer oh eric lol ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of camp. i enjoyed it. didnt really do anything. but we took a tour of the grounds and how to use a friggin epi pen i was like um yeah im not incharge of no epi pen cuz with my luck i would stab myself lol. um me and kim spazed out while waiting to do stuff yeah we were just being our normal selfs : ) lol. found out our ( Read more... )

yeah so yeah........im done idk idc anymore ...as of know i dont like anyone anymore. so yeah....um bye

so just got back from the brothers graduation, it was boring lol but i did shed a tear and i was so happy when Will walked across that stage i was so proud. the whole time i was thinking about when i graduate how im so not ready to leave my friends and as much as i hate this town, i dont wanna leave it its the only home i ever have known. well i ( Read more... )

so im home on another friday night. what a fun day did absolutely nothing all friggin day. idk im in a mood right know. i hate sitting home on fridays. i hate sitting on this computer. i hate watching tv. theres never anytihng to do. idk im jsut sick of this life ( Read more... )

so i wake up today at friggin 6 o clock i dontknow why i think i jsut have a lot on my mind lately. um listening to high school muscial rightk now and wow ive been really happy lately like i havent been like this since wow 9th grade im jsut in a really good mood and im jsut so happy rightk now! ....um work starts monday im exctied but kinda dont ( Read more... )

so i havent really updated in a while. so right now im takeing my art final lol i just finished and my teacher let us go on the computers cuz we cant leave until 8 30 so yeah im here. so i guess ill updated u on some things. um failed my fucking regents no suprise there i seriously fucking hate life i relly do nothing good ever cmoes my way but ( Read more... )