WOW! What kinda bullshit was I on years ago? I read the crap that I've posted about certain times in my life and realize that my life must have sucked back then. Boy am I glad I grew up! But anywho, just to inform any who doesn't know but might like to- I wrote a novel, Elizabeth is the title and I'm waiting on hearing back from the Parks Lit. ( Read more... )

I don't really know when the last time I updated was, I don't really care. I haven't had much if anything to say, untill now. About four weeks ago I did what everyone always told me to do, I took a chance. I lost the one friendship that meant more to me then any when I did it. I kissed my best friend of ten years, she knows who she is and if anyone ( Read more... )

Oh, how time passes. I really need not say much if you know me well enough to read this you know what's been going on in my life if you don't then do i know you ( Read more... )

A lot has happened over the past year and I finally realized it all has to do with growing not old but up. If everthing stayed the way it is yeah we'd be happy in our greatest moments, but we would never grow as anyone. Over the past year I've lost friends to betrayal, I've last relatives to sickness and I've lost belief and confidence in myself. ( Read more... )

Everyone who knows me knows my views on life and possibly realigion. I don't have that many beliefs in God or the Christian system. Or atleast I didn't, for a year now I have felt dead on the inside. Blood you remember me saying it many times over, but I found somthing that makes me feel alive again. Back up a bit in life though: I lost a woman who ( Read more... )

You know that thing where someones friend falls for their girlfriend or vice versa? Why is it that everyone seems to want somone they can't have and even if they could 10-1 odds they'd f**k up before it's over. This is life welcome to the never ending humor of God. The test that we take to basically see if we can keep our sanity in this life with ( Read more... )

hey brain open up it's your heart telling you to do something again. i thought we went through this a few months ago, don't look off, we did and you know that. now stop being a scared little ass, you need to share these feelings with the ones that they are there for. look at blood he did and everything turned out good for him maybe, just maybe your ( Read more... )

You know sometimes in your life you need to say good bye to certain things, people are one of these. I had a couple good years with a girl and it came to an end a few months ago, but now she seems happy and I'm glad that she is. Also another one a friend that was closer then a brother to me, but again he is now happy so to you two I wish the best ( Read more... )

Oh yes this has been a few interesting months, my greatgrand mother passed on the later part of sept. My brotherhood with blood aka curtis ended in utter back stabbing which led up to leslie and i spliting up.... Anger did consume me i felt hatread for both of them. Though i admit me love for leslie is still strong, i don't see the use for it. But ( Read more... )

you know this little bag of trash talking about respect.... let me explain.... I am better then you and just about everyone else is better then you... you're nothing, no don't think of a comeback you're nothing that's all there is you are lower then flowbee was....... peace!

Tiger