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what to do what to do
My thoughts are such a mess right now. I figured i would be more sad and depressed and angry about some of the things i learned this weekend , actions of people i thought were friends this year behind my back. But for some reason im not. i geuess after everything else ive been delt, i guess it was kinda to be expected i guess? or maybe I wouldnt of ( Read more... ) -
Secret friends
I am her invisible friend, that she says she is at home or alone or otherwise im not there when people call her, cause everyone has said its a bad idea to hang out with me, but cant people honestly not know that she is hanging out with me all these times? does anyone know how much it hurts to be someones secret friend, becauuse they are ashamed of ( Read more... ) -
Ok Go
So I saw Ok Go last Thursday night at Dantes for $5, their low dough shows, pretty good damn good deal. Funny ass thing is when I was under 21 I was always wanting to goto shows at venues that were 21 and over cause all the bands i liked played at 21+ venues it seemed. However I am now 22, and that was the first show id been to that was at a 21 and ( Read more... ) -
bored
I am quite bored, you would think with all my nifty new gadgets and all my new books and magazines i would not be (having spent around 4grand, of which 3 grand im responsible for and shouldnt of spent but am banking on the company making money, cause all i was supposed to buy was a latop, of which I think I finally found which one I want to trade ( Read more... ) -
Also
I got this pimp ass digital camera and a new laptop. But I gotta return this laptop because its whack, doesnt have firewire, a media card reader or tv out even though it got 1gig ram and 100gig HD and Turion64 pimped out processor, so I gotta switch it out. And I got one of those D-Snap cameras that are like you can fit in your pocket, but nice ( Read more... ) -
Fo sho dat
Whats cracka lacking mah pimps and players and wonderful ladies. Ive been sleeping for the last day and a half kinda sucky. Was a kinda sucky weekend though, someone causing drama that didnt need to be. And lots of people being shady and liars. How am I supposed to be business partners with someone who withholds info from me and lies to me, I cant ( Read more... ) -
More later
More later on things and whats been up, but now just a very short update before I collapse exhausted on this couch and sleep. I am now a year older, a whopping 22, a year being an adult i guess. And you know what, somehow in trying so hard to do whatever I could for people to improve their lives, to improve our lives, i succeeded only in losing ( Read more... ) -
like an angel you ascend towards heaven till you shine light upon another life
I had the great opportunity to go to dinner monday night with a really wonderful girl. She has something about her that I have never seen in anyone else, something that intrigues me, something that excites me, something that makes me smile, smile like I mean it. It was sad however that given the circumstances in her life, she was not smiling. I did ( Read more... ) -
My favorite form of escape, leads me down a path, that I WANT to take...
Here is the point ( Read more... ) -
It kills me now to think..
I'm not a victim of some feeble mind disease ( Read more... )