I can't do anything. What is this feeling and why is it attaching itself to me, i feel smothered. I can't be in a room with anyone just now. I saw it all go from spaced-out to depressing. And now its this. And i can't escape, i realised what i mean to most of the people i know today. Looking at the list and seeing that none of them care enough to ( Read more... )

where to go from here ( Read more... )

Yesterday i tried to write about my current situation but never got to finish it..(let alone start it ( Read more... )

im sitting at work...nothing to do (surprise) so all i can do is think about the events of the last 48 hours...and its making me physically sick ( Read more... )

Gotta kick this depression in the pants ( Read more... )

well here i amm again...everything yet nothing really to say ( Read more... )

wow...so long since ive written anything..7th Decaember ( Read more... )

I was walking through town yesterday when i saw a guy ive seen a thousand times befor...he is elderly yet slightly mentally handicapped and as i walked past him i was looking down and noticed his feet...his shoes really..they were held together by brown duct tape...not just parts of his shoes but all of his shoes..the whole shoe was in effect made ( Read more... )

Im sitting alone at home, Ive spent all morning at home...story of my life, alone and not even anyewhere to go...how sad is that ( Read more... )

Ive been getting really bad headaches...i litrally go blind...had all the tests with needles and reaction times and eye tests but as far as anyone can tell im fine...(fine...what a mundane word to use in discriptive terms)...apart from the fact that since my last headache i havent been able to see out of my right eye but this seems not to have ( Read more... )