this year has been the worst and greatest year of my life ( Read more... )

i am entirely too self conscious ( Read more... )

and she stopped crying in her sleep
and she stopped walking in her sleep
and she stopped sleeping in her sleep, too.

I
HATE
EVERYONE
everyone.

I'm sorry you seem so stumped
And I'm sorry you think you have to hold your tongue
When your so pretty and smart
I'm seeing you caving in
Becoming afraid of all these men
That you've given your heart

i have no idea what this means or how to feel about it.
i don't understand why people have such terrible timing.

it's 4:38 in the morning ( Read more... )

hi. i haven't written in this in a while. so... yeah ( Read more... )

i like that i can feel like shit and not feel the urge to call anyone anymore. i like that i can be alone and make myself feel better all on my own. i like that whiteside thinks i'm smart. i like that i stayed home all day and didn't fight with my family not once. i like that even though there are a lot of things i hate right now, i'm writing about ( Read more... )

you're really starting to make me hate you for what you're doing. i feel like it's all on purpose. and even if it's not... it's a huge fucking coincidence.
i'm thinking i need a new scene.