i stayed home from school today. its not because i'm hiding or because i'm tired or because i have something else better to do. it's really not even b/c i'm a lazy bum. it's mostly just b/c i do not have the energy to deal with all the shit that highschool brings ( Read more... )

this new me is beginning to scare the absolute shit out of me.

i'm saying and doing all of these things that just aren't who i am.
or maybe who i am is saying and doing all of these things.

i don't remember the last time i was this happy
for no reason at all

i have every reason in the world and no reason at all to be completely broken.

but... i've never felt better.

maybe i am just waking up
in my own way
now that it's over

i don't know what's going on with me ( Read more... )

hm... i don't remember the last time i wrote in this thing so much ( Read more... )

i just found out that there's a large likelihood that my uncle will die ( Read more... )

i am such a drama queen ( Read more... )

you gave me away ( Read more... )

somewhere along the line i completely lost track of who i am and what i want.
i am now commencing my search for what and who that is.
without someone else defining me and my emotions
without thinking so much about what i do before i do it.

yeah...

so... apparently i'm incredibly special which contributed to my torture ( Read more... )