I figure you're going to read this, seeing as even though you told me to stay out of your life, you probably won't stay out of mine, nosy bitch that you are. since you couldn't deal with my post in your journal, and had to delete it like the little bitch that you are rather than face up to it, FUCK you, FUCK your arrogant ass attitude, and FUCK off ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't been around lately folks. i recently got my liscence back, so my keyboard hasn't been gettin any play lately. i've lost mass. i can't exactly say weight because i've been weightlifting and the scales haven't been showing a difference. i think i've finally come to the realization that i'm a pretty darn good lookin guy. when you take ( Read more... )

it's too late to go back ( Read more... )

immeasurably pissed off. it's been this way for the last couple of days. i guess i'm just angry with the world. lately i've seemed to get into arguements with people for the stupidest reasons. it's like the whole world is crashing down around me, and all i can think about is "oooo. look. somethings still standing. i'm gonna go smash it with a stick ( Read more... )

i think i might start crying, as unmanly as that sounds......i'm just fucking nuts.......

i may sound stupid, even pitiful....but all i could want right now is someone to fall asleep next to. i'm so lonely, and there isn't anything i can do about it.

my pants ripped at work, so i had to hide in the break room and sew them back together. i broke 2 out of 3 needles, poked myself about 8-12 times, and had the thread break on me about 5 times. i managed to get hy hair cut at the barbers there, but the back of my neck was itching the rest of the day (the barbers closes about 4 hours earlier than my ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't been around, or keeping up with peoples journals. my comp was having problems, and i've been alternately depressed and happy. extremely moody as of late. i miss having someone to hold ( Read more... )

i got plastered last night. royal pissed. piss drunk. stumbling around, falling down drunk, except i couldn't get off the couch. i was with some friends, and was really depressed until about the 5th shot of vodka. then everything in my life had this little rosy glow and everything was hunky dory and i didn't have to worry about anything. of course ( Read more... )

show me a way to go on living ( Read more... )