"it would be muy unpleasant for me chica, you dying n what not. i still care about you a whole lot. i wish things could have went differently, but they didn't. i'm sorry i'm so uninteresting. i wish i could have attracted you emotionally. looking at neal, i don't know why you were attracted to me physically. i don't understand why any girl would be ( Read more... )

just went out n saw SWAT with my little brother and one of his friends, who was actually this really hot chick. OMG. that fucking movie is awesome. if you haven't seen it yet, SEE IT!! anyway, she was definitely flirting with me, but she came across as that kinda girl that just flirts with everyone. sides, she's jailbait. anywho, the movie was ( Read more... )

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HeartSong ( Read more... )

i'm still recovering from drinking up until about 3:00 oclock last night. i went out to see a movie with michelle on thursday, and i just know she's gonna read this....but i wanted to touch her..to hold her....just....gah. it wasn't so much an emotional thing (although that hasn't entirely dissappeared) as this raw physical thing. something beneath ( Read more... )

FUCK the world for giving me reasons to feel the way i do. fuck society. fuck family values. fuck morals. fuck ideals. fuck every single role model out there. fuck it all.

"I wasn't born with enough middle fingers ( Read more... )

SchawingLow: i went on a walk to clear my head ( Read more... )

i'm drowning in a pool of self pity ( Read more... )

Another Broken Heart ( Read more... )