Ahoy! This is Joshua ( Read more... )

Recently, I have been considering just abandoning this Live Journal and beginning to post on my Xanga instead. No one goes there, so if I did it without telling anyone, I’d have a nice place to just record my daily thoughts ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think myself into a corner. By that I mean, given an opportunity for a large amount of introspective reflection, I often find myself brooding on more negative topics. I then find myself unable to extricate myself from these thoughts, and given more time to think about them, well...it only results in things going from bad to worse ( Read more... )

It is interesting how everything can change in a moment ( Read more... )

I feel like I've missed something in life. Somewhere in-between a)feeling like I'm on a road and at some point missed my turn off, and I just realized it, and b)feeling like at some point I just took a very long scenic road that will eventually lead me to a dead end, and in both scenarios, there is, of course, no way to turn back. It all comes down ( Read more... )

Ahhh. Today has been a mentally arduous day. I sometimes find myself lacking an appropriate means of expressing my feelings for you, but you know that already. I really care so much about you, but there are only so many times a person can hear that before it starts sounding empty. I realize that, but words are really the only means I have to ( Read more... )

Today is Ken Helman's birthday. How do I know this, you ask? I heard it on the radio. Yes, apparently Ken Helman's birthdate is momentous enough to be broad casted over the radio. His wife reportedly said he was "over 50".

Let's all wish Ken Helman a big happy birthday.

This Entry is Dedicated to:
Ken Helman, of course. Happy B-Day...

Hah! Whoa! I just now found out something I completely didn't know about my best friend. I had to find it out from her online Xanga (basically a live journal, if you did not know), though instead of from her mouth. It really sent me reeling simply because of how unexpected it was. It did that for a lot of other reasons too, though ( Read more... )

I'm in another one of THOSE moods. It's interesting really, it is when I'm in these types of moods (particularly the negative ones) that I am the most pensive and contemplative. Therefore, it is these moods that I feel most articulate and interested in recording something about my current mood. Now I really understand though why Rachel doesn't ( Read more... )

Today is July 3rd. It's about 7:25 in the morning as I write this. Although, you could figure that out by looking at the time of the entry. The thing is that tomorrow is July 4th, and I can't really seem to look at it with any sort of a stirring that even resembles emotion. You know, it's not really a big deal. I mean, the Fourth of July really isn ( Read more... )