Tonight I had a flashback. I haven't had one for several months, since before november I believe, so it really caught me off guard. I guess I've just been feeling really down lately and don't know why. Tonight instead of fighting it I just let it happen. Everything i've read on PTSD says that flashbacks are just our brain releasing information ( Read more... )

you know that song brick by ben folds five
I feel like that brick right now
and im pulling him down.

I am a drunk asshole.
end of story.

Their is alot of sad and happy in the end of things ( Read more... )

I've been in a really weird mood lately what with school ending and all the partying i've been doing. It's so weird looking back thinking last year on exactally this day I was in love and upset about my boyfriend going home to maryland, I hadnt drank in over a year. Its strange how much can happen and how much can change in a year. I am a ( Read more... )

I make the same wish at every 11:11

It has yet to come true

I have hope it will someday