These days. No one looks at livejournal these days.  Yet, somehow I come back when I have no one to talk to.  It's almost like talking to myself I guess, but a little more substantial.  I've lost him. I've lost her. I've lost myself.  Emptiness... I wonder if I'm just a masochist or if I'm doing what is right for us.  I can't talk. To live in the ( Read more... )

 Oh how I envy musicians. Poets. Artists.  How they can express all pent inside them.  Through a stroke of the brush, a rhythm from deep, an image of words

Spoke too soon? Damn the coincidences that occur in my life ( Read more... )

I'm sure we all wonder what the future will bring.  How other people or even you, yourself, will change a few years down the road? Tis an interesting thought indeed and the perfect inspiration for this entry. Because four years from now, who knows the person or place I will find myself?

Find Myself

On the way to Orientation, I couldn't help but get ( Read more... )

...................hmmmm quite frustrating ( Read more... )

I'm really liking this english summer project!  I have to go to a concert, make dinner, visit a body of water, plant something, go to a museum/art gallery, etc.  and write about it. Tis making my summer interesting ( Read more... )

This weather is quite fantastic isn't it ( Read more... )

On the 25th of January I had received a ticket for a parking violation right in front of my house.  Supposedly one can't be as it reads, "Stopped left side to curb."  So ladies and gents keep that in mind.  I was fumed about it when I received the ticket and I almost surrendered this "Injustice!"  "Bull!" etc.....  ramble until I looked at the ( Read more... )

I've noticed that I have grown in maturity some.  1) I got in a stupid fight with Elizabeth and actually drove over so that we could talk about it.  Of course she didn't want to talk. We are the stubbornest of friends. But it's all good now.  2) After blowing up at Andy Wagner, I wanted to apologize by the next hour.  I have yet to, but I will.

HA ( Read more... )

Lately my frustration and stress has just been building up into quite the tumor.  I think a major factor that influences my slippage along the breaking line is because I haven't captured my scatter-brained thoughts into words for my own eyes to see and my own mind to analyze.

There are people out there that see me distressed and they try their ( Read more... )