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11:46 and I have class soon
I feel untouched by looming heartaches that appear inevitable ( Read more... ) -
I'm in the mood to spill some ideas
my patients has been thin, but when I revisited her she told me it was because I need a break ( Read more... ) -
Blue and Gray
I’m here again. I’m getting reacquainted, but I still feel the empty space, this time its less threatening but its existence hurts nevertheless. Now I have the comfort of knowing it will pass, but doubt on wether it should is present enough to have my stomach ache and my eyes pause and fix on my thoughts.
I have to be carful not to damn it ( Read more... ) -
fall
The end
I was lost one week and returned the week after. From there I began to build accidentally. The bricks have been placed but the timing has curved the structure in ways I am not able to perceive until I return to building This ending interval gave me the reason I had demanded in the silence in my room. However the fragility of it all is ( Read more... ) -
Fall
The middle
I found a routine, one that seems so far away now. I had my pillar and I had my way out . I was excited at moments and new I could handle the rest. I could sleep in that room that was too small before and be grateful it was as big as it was. I went to the places I told myself I would go to and some nights I had the right state of ( Read more... ) -
FALL
The beginning
Before I had even stepped foot on the new dirt that I hoped would be soil for a new life, I had been cutdown to half my size. The voice on the radio was so foreign, I knew it could defeat me. When I got there the room felt so small it would suffocate me if I let it. I knew in the first few hours it had happened again, I had lost the ( Read more... ) -
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I left my Home at the airport weeks ago
I'm writing and writing waiting for that clearity that comes with one pure un tanted thought, I will have to write some more
The person in my journal feels distant, I'm sure she will come back when I leave
I hate those moments that everyone thinks are special. The once that movies depict as the highlights in a ( Read more... ) -
"I have seen the nakedness of my dreams"
My tears are kept at bay because I know this is the last time I have to let go and turn away ( Read more... ) -
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The summer could never live up to the hopes I held so dear in the coldest winter days.
My steps are slow but deliberate.
You ran so far ahead I couldn't see the words I felt leave your mouth, but now I can feel your tight grip on my thoughts.
I cracked when my perception crumble at my feet.
Out of the broken peaces I built my shell that will shatter ( Read more... ) -
I should have done my work and I should have gone to bed
I have more to do but I just won't let myself do it ( Read more... )