This weekend has been a reminder of the frailty of life while in the same moment, the joys life has in store for us. Jess and Mike's wedding was truly amazing. The place was beautiful! I got to spend a half hour in the jaccuzzi before getting ready to walk down the aisle to stand next to Jess as her 'poofer' for her gown! We had an amazing ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say I have been on Myspace a lot, so if you want to know what's up in my life, for whatever reason, check there. I do miss livejournal, but it is not the same...not without a special someone's comments I looked forward to seeing here.

Further down the spiral ( Read more... )

What should I read? Maybe the literature from Steve's class he is teaching this summer for starters....I have to keep studying to retake the comps, but I want to do something other than going crazy with literature. k. Welp...otherwise nothing really to report. There is a thunderstorm on the way...the sky has gotten really dark. The temperature ( Read more... )

I have to say I am saddened by the lack of posts lately. Everyone is turning over to Myspace. I know, it was going to happen...it was all a matter of time. I am finding it more useful then I thought too, and now feel like a LJ sellout! So, what is up people? How is everyone? I am trying to get a 10-12 paper done in the next 6 days, so I am ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I want to make things better. Maybe it is spring, maybe it is pissing off a shitload off people recently, maybe it is because I am making myself sick, maybe it is because I need a project, maybe it is because I HAVE TO because everything is bringing me down lately, maybe it is because no matter how I tell myself otherwise, I love to fail ( Read more... )

I fucked up. I got drunk, said things I should have kept to myself. I dug a hole, walked through the cemetery at 1 am on my birthday, found a spot and sat there. I heard the loud talking in the distance. I heard the quiet death around me. I wanted it. I wanted it to all stop and make it better by just leaving it alone. I wanted to get out of ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night that Chris was a twin. Unfortunately, he was still dead, but this twin was still around. I kept hanging out with him, looking for personality traits that resembled Chris', and found too many. This, of course, freaked the dream me out. I spent all my time with him. I think his name was Matthew. (obvious connection) He ( Read more... )

I am proud to be an America. I cannot think of another country I would want to live in. Despite the problems we have here, things could be A LOT WORSE ( Read more... )

I enjoyed my birthday party...to a point ( Read more... )