"Hello?  Is there anybody out there?  Just nod if you can hear me.  Is there anyone home?"

It's werid, but I think I only posted on here so Chris would read what I wrote. I read what people write here, but I just don't keep up with it as much as myspace. Why am I bothering to even mention this? Well, maybe I just have a need to type, or maybe it's the two dreams about Chris I had two nights in a row, or maybe I just can't help but ( Read more... )

Well, I have had some sick dreams lately. Of course, involving Chris. I have this dream that has happened every once in a while since I have been pregnant. I tell Chris there is a slight chance the baby could be his. He steps up, of course, and says he will be there if it is. I never find out in the dream the truth, but he forces his help on ( Read more... )

Jeff rocks my world! This was my Valentine's Day gift ( Read more... )

I know it's early, but I also know people need time to plan and prepare. I created an event on MySpace for a kickin' St. PAddy's DAy party at our place. Kinda like Halloween, but smaller scale. It was reccommended that I should have fake snakes and at midnight, or once everyone is drunk, everyone should grab one and throw it outside!!! C'mon. ( Read more... )

I did a brand spanking new resume, thanks to Ms. Latoya Thompson. She showed me how hers was set up, and I basically said, "That's it!" It looks so nice, filled with what I wanted to include and well, professional. She got it done by some expert, and claims she got call backs for interviews in many states...coolness. I have to say, I am ready ( Read more... )

I miss not feeling like I am going to tear my hair out. Work today made me want to quit. It is a full moon, right? My head hurts. Abby is coughing, which means she is STILL awake. She was convinced to throw her pacifier in the garbage by Frannie Saturday night, and she has not touched it since. I think that's why she has been clingy the last ( Read more... )

Dear Julia ( Read more... )

LJ makes me think of Chris. Guess that is why I am on MySpace more these days. Without the additional reminders I can avoid, there are days that I feel no one, nothing and nowhere has the strength to convey how I feel, what I want to say...mainly because the recipiant is non-existant. That's just it...there is no way. It is finite. There is ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )