i feel like puking all over myself.

and killing the person who stole my frapaccinnos.

i hate never feeling good enough.

the first base line will never be the same.

thunder will never be the same.

to one of the best ive known,
truly, rest in peace felix.

never forget.
you are in our hearts forever.

you can never cry enough ( Read more... )

why do i tend to hate the world so much?
why do i tend to dislike people in the world so much?
why do i always remember, and never forget?
why do i look at myself and hate who's staring back?
why do i care?

i despise false hope.

i feel completely empty and alone ( Read more... )

the hospital is a scary place.
and i dont want him there anymore.
i want him home. soon.

st. louis ( Read more... )

"if i could be anything
i would be medication for you"

i love you sean.

i feel so much better.
tons better than i have in a while.
im happy.
im gonna be happy.
im gonna stay happy.
its not bad. it wont be bad.
everything is gonna be alright.
we're ok.
we're gonna be ok.
we really are. we're ok.
and im so glad.
thank you.
thank you so much.

"When it all falls down, I'll still be right here
When it all falls down, we'll still be right here

Once in a lifetime, I could feel this way
Once in a lifetime, you could feel it too"