i hate this feeling.

ive barely talked or seen you in a long, long time.

yet just the thought of you makes me cry.

i hate being pathetic and having self doubt.
i cant believe this.
will i really be able to survive in the future?

i curse my thoughts.
and im not gonna be the one to call.

ha. the truth. ha. i dont know what that is ( Read more... )

fuck ( Read more... )

armani exchange.

thank you.
i havent laughed or smiled like that in a while.

when you look back at the year and all you can do is cry..

thats when it hits you.

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i still dont know how to find the words ( Read more... )

i dont wanna be your side project you work on every so often.
please, just..

just..

i never thought the beginning of my senior year would be what it has been ( Read more... )