my stomach aches, but its not because i don't love him.It's not because I love you. Missing you is impossible because every memory is a nightmare. I'm collapsing inside just to forget you're alive. Just to forget i wasted the words. I got this ring by fighting tooth and nail. Blood, sweat and tears. Guts and glory, smeared all over the floor around ( Read more... )

yyou never really realize how much you rely on someone until they leave you. My mother (and sister) have gone to Georgia for 6 days. I'm excited/sad. i miss mom. She and Garland are my best friends. and i dont really have any others, like really. I remember i used to...but now that i think about it, 3/4 of them were liars, and scene sluts. so ( Read more... )

the past 2 days, my mom has been a big colossal pain in my ass ( Read more... )

fuck friends.

noone is a friend.

everyone is this fucking shit state can rot.

noone really cares about you.

good day.

:)

so basically.

i havent seen or heard from bobby in what has to be like 16 years.

about as long as it seems we've been saving up for I-pods.

I hate my job.

New owners, so we're on a 30 day evaluation.

I got 2 kick ass new friends (rats) squeeker McSqueekerson & James Dean.

i love themm very very much.

besides that.

same old stuff.

sliding on the blood from the lives splattered across the floor ( Read more... )

ok so i havent written on here in a while hm ( Read more... )

for those of you that thought i never would be happy ( Read more... )

its times like these that i'd never thought i'd have ( Read more... )

My 2 favorite loves <3


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