some mistakes you never stop paying for  

RI: it was the worst experience ever.
MC: I'm pretty sure the Holocaust was the worst experience ever.   

F!@#
My SAT scores went down. God damnit.  

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

marine science, why? why? god i can't wait for this class to be over.  

I have a bruised rib.

I am pretty low right now. Monday was a lot worse, but now is pretty bad.

I don't feel like evaluating the situation, I just want to feel better right now.

Mind over matter right?

Right. Trying to convince myself I'm happy.

I'm pretty good at convincing everyone else.

I've never seen to many stars
(And I'm never gonna see them again)
I've never known such perfection
(And I'm never gonna know it again)
I've never felt so at home
(And I'm never gonna feel it again)
I want to open these veins
And never fucking breathe again
Because the beauty is dead...
Since February 79'
I've O.D.'ed on "lonesome" 22 times
(But ( Read more... )

and i won't get sleep tonight
but that's all right

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i'm not going to get into the colleges i want with my current schedule.

1. film
2. law
3. journalism
4. soon to be independent study
5. english

just talked to my college coach on the phone and she was very serious about this.

i'm kind of freaking out.
if ed leonard can't put me in some real classes i am fucked.

not good guys.