not sure i'm ready for this blank page. but let me try this chronologically ( Read more... )

living loving hiding ( Read more... )

look pretty, until they shatter ( Read more... )

i wander like a ghost in search of you ( Read more... )

i feel settled, but really, everything is up in the air ( Read more... )

you hold me and you play me like a instrument
your hands move like on piano keys or guitar strings
you are gentle but precise
you move quickly, silently and i feel
i am your silent instrument, and for once i don't mind
my words are meant for worse times
my eyes close and i let you take control
play me a song (please don't string me along)

you said you won't write about me, so think of this as a favor ( Read more... )

I HATE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS MY HEAD ( Read more... )

yesterday's makeup runs down my face ( Read more... )

i have nothing to say, my mind just floats away

i'm afraid of being a disappointment. to everyone else, but to myself most of all
i need people who will tell me not to settle. i need the truth, but i need the truth to be what i want to hear
are you getting this?