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depressed
ok so i dont get it. like...i guess i am a kinda likeable person. unless i just think that. lately i really bothered by the fact that i have no friends. i have tay and jillian (who like..doesnt count cuz shes family!) and my mom doesnt help me at all. liek ... its a saturday and im 15 i should be out so shes liek "whata re u doing today?" and ( Read more... ) -
Christmas!
omg this christmas was SO AWESOME! omg ok. so last night i went over aunt barbi's mom's house and hung out with julie and christy! then i was MAD too excited to go to sleep so i stayed up till 3 am pacing around my room. and then i liek woke up at like quarter past 8 int he morning! and i was liek OMG SOO EARLY! but i was SO EXCITED! and my ( Read more... ) -
Mall!
OMG! tonight i went to the mall with bekkah. it was rad. haha. we were walking around after we ate lunch and all the sudden someone came up behind me and put his arm around me. im liek WTF? and it turned out to be thomas! so i was liek DUDE! WHATS UP? and him and his friend anthony were walking around it was SO FUNNY. they ditched their ( Read more... ) -
Halloween
woo..this halloween rocked A LOT! haha. ok so on friday i went to a party at ashleys house! it was MAD FUN! it was ashley, me, bekkah, andrea, renee, jaz, steph, caitlyn, ashley k, her bf, leandra, and tony. omg it was SOO FUNN! we hung around and then we ordered the movie ARE YOU SCARED from on demand. omg it was SO GROSS AND FREAKED. it ( Read more... ) -
Weird Dream
omg last night i had the WEIRDEST DREAM! Me, Jenna, Ryan, Hayley, and Chucky were walking down the street after the Halloween Party at the hall (Which rocked) and it was like midnight. so then i dont know..like..next door there was this AAA meeting and everyone was out and standing around outside and hall and we walked by and these weirdo guys ( Read more... ) -
Neglected
so..ive negelected this journal. a lot of shit has happened since i last wrote. umm....mike asked me out. now im avoiding him because i realized i dont like him and i dont wanna hurt his feelings. but ill save that for after. ok so on friday night i slept over bekkahs house. it was MAD FUN OMG. first i went over and we chilled. then we saw ( Read more... ) -
confused....
omg. so..me and mike have been talking a lot. and...he told me he liked me but he didnt want to ruin the friendship we had formed. and then he asked me who i liked. and i ended up admitting to him that i liked him too. but omg im so confused. im really like..whats happening between us? should i go by "give in to love or live in fear?" or ( Read more... ) -
high school football and malls
lately nothing has been happening. school sucks. i am getting B's on EVERYTHING so far. it sucks im pissed. and then uhh...lets see..updates....oh yea. ok on friday 5th period i was in BL1 for bio and some of the kids had to go into the next room to get microscopes for our lab and i was looking in to the other class and OMG. the students were ( Read more... ) -
Nothing, life.
nothing has been happening. i did nothing on saturday. then sunday was rehearsal and homework cramming. today was the usual. got stared at by Kevin, and when he came in i looked at him and almost burst out laughing thinkin about Bekkah saying "YEA WHEN UR GIRL SUCKS U OFF MAKE SURE UR GUYS ARE AROUND AND THEY JUMP OUT WHILE U KNEE HER!" and her ( Read more... ) -
Ohh life...
ok so i last posted 6 days ago. almost a week...and NOTHING has happened. which is why i havent posted. but yea...um. umm..the last 6 days...have been a blur of school. so it was nothing good. but i will update about today. ugh...we had the Siddhartha test. that reeked. and then we had a geometry test. but whatever about tests. after ( Read more... )