hey kiddos...sorry i haven't written in a while...sigh, it's getting so hard to keep track with everything going on. i dunno, maybe it'd be easier if ppl message me on facebook or something. but yea...lets just say that i might not stay in florida for long. well, i dunno for sure...i'm still really unsure about anything right now.

ok...so i think my lj is offically dead because of college. and i'm sorry i really haven't gotten the chance to talk to you all much, but i've been pretty darn busy! but yea...so my lession for the week, vodka is good when mixed with orange gatoraid! and NO, i didn't get drunk! i know when to stop! haha, it's sad, i drink like a 1/3 of a ( Read more... )

it's weird how things can make 180 degree turn in seconds...we're all faced with choices, and it always seems that guys always have so many less choices when it comes with girls. it's like if we do one thing, we're wrong...but if we don't do it, we're wrong too! i'm freaking damned if i do, and damned if i don't! all i know is that my chem ( Read more... )

haha, so far college has been nothing short of amazing! it really is nothing like high school, except for the occasional thing here or there that reminds me a little of high school. but it's completely amazing how easy it is to meet people here. i swear, i know almost everyone on the 2nd floor of my dorm and other wings on the 3rd floor. haha ( Read more... )

bah...so in the past week...since monday really, i've worked 54.5 hours and had one day rest. and in the past two days, i've worked 21.5 hours. i suppose it's a combination of wanting the money i earn and my inablity, or rather my unrelenting want to not have to grow up, that has driven me to work so much and not bother to really pack. it really ( Read more... )

it's almost 3 in the freaking morning!!! i have work at 9 today...and all i can think about is about all the stuff that my sister, cousins, and i talked about tonight. it's to the point that i probably should be crying because of what they said...all i know is that i fought back the tears when they played this one song that my grandma would ( Read more... )

i wish there was something i could do! i hate being a pushover. i hope i did the right thing. and i really hope i don't get fired.

so offically, i have 47 minutes before my boss sees the note.

ok...so, since i couldn't sleep...i started thinking about college...and i wondered. what will i be doing the first night i'm there...go check my orientation schedule..."hmm, 8pm meeting for rents only!" i ponder for a little bit, then i think, why not throw a party! so as it stands, less than 24 hours of being at college, i shall be having a ( Read more... )

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