hey guyz i just wanted to say thanks for your suport, i really can't ask for better friends! i love you all

emily

well 2day isn't a good day... my father died last night... thats the end of the story... we thought he was doing better but... it was just a dream... anyway yeah...

Well I’m not going to lie and say every thing is good, because every thing is not good! My life is falling apart and I can't get a grip of it. Every time I think I am getting a hold of things and getting back on track something goes wrong. Well you all know about my father and how sick he is.... ::quietly weeps:: well it turns out he is dying and ( Read more... )

yeah im stupid and a loser lol ( Read more... )

so this weekend was the best weekend i have had in a long time, thanx to row! it was like bonnaroo with out the driving and other people lol... well i hope every one else is doing good! my dad is still in the hospital and he is still not doing so good but we are hopeful at lest some good is done by me going to see him a couple times a week and plus ( Read more... )

well this past weekend really sucked, aka b-day weekend, my father had a stroke so i didn't get to go out with my family had instead i went home to go see my dad in the hospital. i hate those places they make me so sad. that was fri then sat the day of my b-day i went out to lunch with my mom and amanda, cause she was home and we was going to come ( Read more... )

well this past week has been hella weird... well besides that last night was REALLY GOOD! i hung out with mikey and we went to the outback and it was yummy, then i sent to go see jay and from his place in mamaroneck we walked all the way to my house and let me tell you.... it was hard, REALLY REALLY hard. lol im so lazy! anyway after my mom went to ( Read more... )

i find as the days grow longer and the work gets harder i can't help myself to think of you and how we will never be. oh im fine with out you... but i like to think about all those things we talked about, how we use to dream about our life together... and its weird how in about 10mins every thing u once had is gone, but this is a song that i have ( Read more... )

Life's Too Short - Babe - Time Is Flying
I'm Looking For Baggage That Goes
With Mine

the only thing to do is jump over the moon!

xoxoxooxox emily