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mondays, am i right?
not much going on tonight. no band practices or plans or fancy foods to speak of. i'm just gonna watch some movies with the cat. good day all. -
5 week tour stats
lost:
keys, towel, hat, hoodie, confidence, energy, money, roommate, faith, sleep
broke:
snare drum, laptop screen, duffle bag, floor tom brackets, spirit
gained:
weight, paranoia, coffee addiction -
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i'm having daymares. i'm wide awake, but vividly horrible things keep happening that end up being not real. i get short of breath and continue my downward spiral into awkwardness. i don't know what is going on, but i feel very removed from reality. oh well. -
i am...
on tour and i can't shake this fucking mood. my travels are gonna end right as i lighten up enough to let some fun in. what a waste. if anybody is wondering why my face looks older now, it's because i've been worrying way more, sleeping way less, and losing all my confidence. when i get home i'm going to eat raw cucumbers, almonds, white rice and ( Read more... ) -
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sometimes i like to shut my brain off and listen to the dumbest rap music possible. the delivery and the beats do it for me, and somehow overshadow the ignorant lyrics. i dunno... i guess that's pretty stupid but i gotta be honest. -
to the one i adore...
happiest birthday wishes go out to you.
onward to another year.
you know what they say, the 23rd time is the charm ;)
xo -
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you really have the ability to knock me the fuck down. right in the dirt. use it wisely. -
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a lifetime spent standing still
like dead flies gathered on a window sill
a sibling disgrace who believes to be
the broken limb in the family tree
past tense
too late to save, pulse stand still
a dry-lunged solo death rattle
regret in a tear filled trance
a never forgotten rememberance
past tense -
2009
the year of the peace sign -
i know...
i'm up rather late, waiting for a phone call. there's a person i talk to every day, several times. i base my day around this, because it's what matters to me. even if there is not much new to say, i love to hear her voice and seemingly she loves to hear mine. today we talked three times, and i'm waiting for the fourth. i once wrote a lyric that ( Read more... )