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theystank

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Nov 13, 2004 18:06

everything sneaks up. im gunna be working full time next week and i think its going to be good for me. i feel stuck. like i cant make anything happen. i feel like i need to redo my life right now. start over from where and am and do things differently. think differently. i dont want to feel so helpless but i brought it all on myself, and now, im in ( Read more... )

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theystank November 19 2004, 07:41:22 UTC

i really was only kidding about the goth thing. i havent talked to you in forever. get online!

nynaevean November 14 2004, 04:15:43 UTC

<3

i cant talk to my dad either. i know its different, but my dads the hardest part of my family too, even if hes around still. even if it sounds like things are hard it's good to actually address them ya know. <3 lucas lucas lucas

phloxblossom November 14 2004, 21:15:18 UTC

...Sorry for interrupting. :) Hi, Lucas.

theystank November 19 2004, 07:42:13 UTC

hi talia! im gunna add you to my friends!!

who ever knows anything? let__me__go November 16 2004, 08:47:51 UTC

i know we've talked about all this family stuff before, and i do realize how heavily it affects you, especially subconsciously considering that you don't talk about it much. I've also realized how much your childhood/family structure has affected you, through your actions. im glad that you're finally able to write it down and reflect on it. that shows a lot of healing, and a lot of maturity, and a lot of growth. everyone has their own story, you've just gotta work through your own, i think. i care about you, and i am consciously trying to look out for what is best for you, rather than trying to please you with what you want, or want to hear. ha. look at me. i am communicating, and it's because you've helped me realize that i struggle with honestly communicating, especially verbally ( ... )