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im not dead yet

so i dont work till 330 today, which is dope, darrens comming over to play music, and im going over to my friend johns tonight. I GET PAID TODAY!!! word money, ill b rich. i miss people, we should have a white elephant gift paty for all the homies and have a fun christmas party too. so far i only know what im getting nick and darren for chirstmas, ( Read more... )

so i work full time now. thats new. i cant tell if i like it yet. i wake up early work come home smoke weed sleep repeat. but, im never too tired, or bored, or miserable or anything like that. and i will be making bank money pretty soon. i get to claim 2 on my takes because no one can claim me as a dependant, so, barley any taxes get withheld. ( Read more... )

do i seriously come off as that bad of a person? i wish i could sit beside myself and see who i am to other people, cuase i bet its not who i am in my head. i wish i knew who i was or understood myself. whenever i try to think, its like falling down a mountian, simpsons style, bouncing off everything possible on the way down. im...something, im not ( Read more... )

jesus. insomnia is fucking horrible, im tired, i want to sleep but alas...i cannot. im supposed to get a tattoo tm, good thing i dont have any money...maybe hell front me a session! right. i think im gunna call in sick tm. oh my god ( Read more... )

everything sneaks up. im gunna be working full time next week and i think its going to be good for me. i feel stuck. like i cant make anything happen. i feel like i need to redo my life right now. start over from where and am and do things differently. think differently. i dont want to feel so helpless but i brought it all on myself, and now, im in ( Read more... )

so ive decided i want a goth chick. who likes metal.

So me and Darren went to Q and not U last night, and id have to say i was dissapointed. im not really into the whole "indie" scene, and they played all new stuff so it was interesting. still good, but i wish they would have played old songs. El Guapo was fuckin rad, their bass player is absurd and they have some cool music. unfourtunaly the opening ( Read more... )