the nurse asked me "would you like to be numbed or put to sleep?" my responce: "what ever is cheaper ( Read more... )

things keep trying to get in the way. stop me. confused me. ruin me. but whereas last year they might have, this year i'm just gonna keep on keepin' on

so watch out

it's wierd. but i remember my sister taught me how to sleep. when i was little i would just lay there staring at the peeled and crackleing glow in the dark stickers and think "how boreing sleep is" how i wished i was doing anything else. and how i didnt understand how laying there was supposed to lead to sleep. so i would lay there till way early ( Read more... )

i've been such a good little grown up! everything is coming together. with still alot of work ahead of me but thats fine! i've done every responsible thing ive needed to and not spared a moment in between! (ok maybe 30 min here or there watchin m*a*s*h teehee) but now ive told everyone. my work knows, my room mate knows, my parents know. its all ( Read more... )

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penny and me played right when i needed it.

im gonna remember that.

my life lacks sleep and money. and i always feel like the negative out weigh the positive in my life. ive been thrown some shit in my 21 years thats for sure. and i've been feelin like im done with it all. but i love my friends. and thats alot to hold onto. maybe things will get better.

so i get a call 8:30ish. im at work. matt tells me "so our show was canceled can we have it at your place?" .........YES you can! and we're off. the bands to go on at 10. i get off work at 9:30.


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This city has lost a certain hold inside ( Read more... )

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