another year has come to an end.
&its time to move on with life
leavinq behind all th sadness& tears.

note to self: 
no more emotional issues.
no more tears of reqrets.
no more self delusion.

cause its all qonne be over now.
qoodbye, my memories.

i dont know what is this feelinq that im havinq recently.

its so weird that i beqin to question myself with endless questions.
somehow, ive manaqed to have a clean cut
from whats hauntinq up till today.

nevertheless,
sense of solitude tend to struck me every now& then
makinq me feelinq colder deep within.

after all, im alone for this season of festive& ( Read more... )

i no lonqer matters anymore.
im merely a passer-by now.

Taurus (Apr 20 - May 20)


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just 6more days.
even thouqh im muqqin hard
tryinq my utmost best to concentrate
but still, somethinq's amiss.

im feelinq damn empty within
i wonder why but it saddens me.
thouqhts beqan circlinq in my mind
&thats when thinqs qet worse.

so near yet so far,
we've become different person
livinq in different universe.

fuckinq late niqht emo :(

Taurus (2o Apr - May 2o)


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lookinq back,
i actually did some self reflection.
so much had happened
&i actually went throuqh so much.

at th same time,
i qained& lost somethinq in life.
beinq throuqh all these
definitely made me see what life's all about.

sometimes i do wonder,
whats th purpose of my existence.
to qo throuqh heartbreaks?
to qo throuqh miseries?
or simply nothinq at all.

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this time round,
im utterly disappointed.
perhaps ive no one but myself to blame.

ive tried,
but th effort just wasnt enouqh.
as a result th disappointment i qet
is even more depressinq than before.

no use holdinq hiqh hopes,
prayinq for miracle when little effort was put in.
theres no turninq back now.
left with th remaninq days to strive hard
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