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after all these,
dont expect me to believe you anymore.
cause all i qet in return were disappointments.

i'll qet better in time,
because your qonna be qone from my mind.
th last farewell, for qood.

its time to forqet th past,
its time to move on with life.
its also time to forqet who i really am
so i wont suffer any miseries anymore.

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once aqain,
i took your words for real
even thouqh i jolly well know i shouldnt.

&toniqht will be th niqht i'll fall for you,
all over aqain without chanqinq my mind.
no matter how lonq it takes, i'll be here still.

tell me its real, pls.

those were th days, when everythin was so fine.


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a pinch of sweetness
a taste of love.

tell me this isnt a delusion anymore.

p.s: i aint attached, dont assume im :)

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havinq this load on my shoulder aint easy.
beinq at th aqe of 19 doesnt make thinqs easier.
sometime i tend to ask myself why is this happeninq to me?

because i thouqht life will be fine
because i thouqht i will be happier
because i thouqht ive start a new

all these because(s) are just delusions,
to comfort my broken soul.

void of all feelinqs.
this is what ive become now.
perhaps its qood for me
cause i wont feel any miseries anymore.

hiatus,
it wont be soon before lonq.
cause i'll be fine eventually by then.

maturity in mentality& emotionally.
this is what im strivinq for, now.

why is it that your always th one,
that linqers on my mind
when im feelinq blue

why is it so hard for me to qet over you,
when ive totally lose interest in love.

lord, can you spare me from this aqony?

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