Shorts and Shots: Clamp's Collection Pt.III
Title: Shorts and Shots: Clamp's Collection Pt. III
Category: Clamp and expect some crossovers
Rating: Ranges from T to NC-17 (Due to some graphic scenes, language, blood, a bit of violence, and some hotness in some of these shorts and shots) Part III is T bordering to NC-17, you'll find out why.
Genre: Mostly Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Angst a bit of horror, friendship, tragedy, and supernatural.
Note: I'm slightly pissed of due to the fact I cannot post the whole thing on a single entry, so I'll try and post this in different parts.
Note: After reading some SubaruxSakura fics, which I admit is now one of my favorite crossovers pairing, I ended up having a weird craving for a SubaruxSakuraxKamui fic. So, um from that point on, I think the crack bug struck me again and made me imagine more, and more of them. I wanted sleep badly, so I'm going to do something about it. I swear whenever I think of crossover pairings, it leads to some that isn't there on FF. net. Which makes me wonder *rushes to the window and yells: WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU PEOPLE? 'cough'* I'm not sure if I put most of the characters in their characters, so um yeah. ^_^'' That said, let's begin with the collection.
Disclaimer: Honestly I don't want to do the disclaimer, but since I wrote several of crossover pairings and some of them are pairings just from the anime or yaoi. Half of them I have no idea where they come from, so I guess, I'll have to do it anyway.
Let's see:
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5. (TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Seishiro) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon] [TTKXTBSTTKTBSXX139TB]
6. (TB!Subaru x Angel!Kamui, and somewhere in the future, X!Subaru x X!Kamui) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, sort of AU but Kamui interfere as an angel, AU] [TBSXAKXSXXKX139XTBAU]
7. (Older!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight Seishiro x Older!Kamui and Subaru x Kotori) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, Reverse Role AU!] [OKXTBSSXOKSXKX139XTBRRAU]
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5. (TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Seishiro) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon] [TTKXTBSTTKTBSXX139TB]
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Title: A Different Time Travel Story for Kamui
Pairings: TimeTravel! Shiro Kamui x TB! Sumeragi Subaru
Other pairings: slight TimeTravel!Shiro Kamui x TB!Sakurazuka Seishiro
Category: Manga. X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon Crossover
Rating: T
Genre: Romance, Humor, slight bit of Drama
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this one-shot more fun to write about. Be warned of language.
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((A/N: This is where Subaru and Seishiro are acquainted, and Subaru doesn’t have feelings for Seishiro yet, so possibly before the 1st Volume or before 1st episode of Tokyo Babylon. So shoot me, I’m writing this short and you have to admit that this is something none of us can resist writing, even though it counteracts with being the canon.))
Kamui wonders how he ever got into situations like this. He knows that he ended up in the past somehow and that it goes beyond the laws of physics and logics, not even he himself has that kind of power. He knows that he accidentally blurted out his name to a sixteen year-old Subaru, well first name, and was able to say a fake last name later, which is Musakui. He winced at that memory, o-kay that was his fault for blurting out his name and not thinking correctly. So how does this situation make things a bit weirder? Um, try Subaru is using him to act as his pretend boyfriend to make the sadistic Sakurazukamori, who is currently a harmless veterinarian, falling in love with him.
Hearing this proposal, and might he add that he should congratulate himself from not spilling anything or anymore about the future. He wasn't sure whether to be hurt, amused, or gaped at how childish this proposal is as it was presented by Subaru's past and de-, err present and alive twin, Hokuto. Subaru look equally confused as he is pretty sure that his new best friend and himself, would rather stay out of this proposal, so both of them had reluctantly agreed to it.
Subaru look as his lap, he wore an outfit chosen by Hokuto; she said it slightly modified from a character out of a detective anime. ((Yes, people, I'm using Conan's outfit from Detective Conan)), a blue plaid jacket, black gloves, with green shirt and blue jeans. Heck, he barely knows and met veterinarian himself ((A/N: The past is already changing anyways, also I'm being logical here)), plus, Subaru sneak a glance at Kamui's outfit. Kamui's outfit, however, is entirely by his own choice and Hokuto actually agreed to what he is wearing. Dressed in blue jeans, white sneakers, black buttoned up shirt with sleeves rolled up to elbows, a checkered wrist band on his right, and a small silver Gothic pointed cross necklace hanged lowed to somewhere on his chest. ((A/N: Yes, people, I'm using Toushiro's outfit, from the previous one-shot, because I love imagining it on Kamui, I also edited his outfit a bit.)) Then Subaru observes his best friend features, calm violet eyes, brown bangs framed his face handsomely, pink lips, Subaru swallowed nervously, feeling a rising heat on wondering what its like to kiss his best friend, he shakes his head from those thoughts.
"Subaru-kun, are you alright?" Subaru's green eyes widen as he stare at Kamui's who is currently leaning close to him across the table, very close. How the heck he got so close? Subaru wondered as he blushed and panicked at Kamui's closeness. Kamui ignored the closeness and the fact that he is very close to his would-be mentor's space as he look at Subaru's face out of concern.
"I'm fine, Kamui-kun." Kamui raised an eyebrow, showing that he doesn't believe him but he let it slide. Subaru avoids looking at him, afraid of him seeing a blush on his face. Seeing nothing, Kamui backed away and smile gently at Subaru who is currently looking down with his trademark blush. He never thought that his would-be mentor would be this cute, so innocent and unaware of the tragedies that lurked in the future. Kamui, himself, knew that him being here, already change some parts of the actual past ant affected the future, but he can't help it because he is actually stuck in the past. Deciding to do one thing at a time, he focuses on what troubles him now, is why he agreed to that proposal, Subaru's twin, proposed to the both of them. He knew that Hokuto must be planning something. Sure he, himself, likes Subaru, the attraction is there, but how much did it extend to, he wondered. He shook out of his thoughts when the waitress came and ask for what they like to order from the menu.
"I would like to have a strawberry shortcake, what would you like Subaru-kun?" Subaru looked up startled.
"Pardon?" Kamui raised an eyebrow, amused at this and he smirked.
"I've asked, what would you like to have for deserts, Subaru-kun?" Obviously, this has translated to something else in his future mentor's mind as he'd blushed to the shade of tomato and stuttered out the reply. Holding back a chuckle and having pity on him, Kamui told the waitress that he'll have a chocolate molten cake with whip cream on the side. The waitress look at Kamui with amusement before shaking her head, writing down the orders before hurrying in to the kitchen to place the order.
"Why did you do that?" Kamui look back at his date for today with a gentle smile, Subaru didn't look up at him.
"Did what?" Kamui said as he tilted his head out of confusion, Subaru look at him with a sad expression. Seeing that expression, made Kamui frowned at this, wondering what really is going in Subaru's head.
"Help me, with the order and all." Kamui blinked, he didn't expect that question to come out so early on the first pretend date they are both having. With elbows popped up gently at the table, Kamui rest his chin on his folded hands.
"It's because you remind me of me and someone I once knew." Subaru look at him in surprise, at first he expected it was out of pity but when he looked at Kamui's amethysts eyes, he knew there is something there, something akin to affection for the person Kamui knew.
"I do?" Subaru asked, his stomach twisted into something like jealously for that person? Hate? He didn't know. Seeing Kamui's frown turn into a soft smile in front of him, made his heart skip a beat and he blush a bit.
"Yes, other than that, I guess you can say I like you." That made Subaru crest fallen a bit, Kamui said he guessed, which means he's not entirely sure if he really like him. Kamui look at him, the soft smile slipping into a gentle one, he folded his arms on the table, lean in and made Subaru look up with his fingers. Subaru stared at him like a deer caught in headlights, if anything Kamui's eyes soften a lot whenever he is in Subaru's presence.
"Just here me out first, I never had a real relationships. My first love interest was murdered in front of me. My mentor, I may have loved him, but he is trapped in his past full of tragedies and had fallen in love with another person. So please understand, while I do feel attracted to you. I'm not sure how much those feelings is extended to. So all I want to know is that if you're willing to give me time. That you're willing to allow me to spent time with you, and that you can put up with me even though I can't return your feelings fully now." Subaru look at him, that response he gotten out of Kamui is really thorough and he blush. Did he just say he is willing to spent time with me to figure out his feelings for me?
That thought itself, gives him a smile and a bubble of hope, that Kamui may love him back. The only thing he is willing to do solve that problem is that he will have to say yes to the answer Kamui gave and hope that Kamui really likes him in the end after few more dates. Sure, Subaru himself likes animals, but he also likes Kamui in equal passion as that. Not to mention, Kamui is his age as well, he wasn't so sure what he would be thinking if he had fallen in love with an older man. ((A/N: cough* Toushiro and Seishiro* cough))
"So are you willing to?" Kamui asked Subaru, wanting to make sure that Subaru is ok with the answer. Subaru look at him with a slight blush and nodded happily.
"Yes, as long as both of us can call each other by our first name." Kamui chuckles and did something unexpected that neither accounted for. He leaned in and kiss Subaru's cheek before leaning back into his own seat with a slight blush. Subaru looked at him and blush cherry red at this. Soon their deserts came, and both of them chat more about each other's lives, Kamui's was more of a modified version for the past, and he can't exactly say he's from the future, and technically he isn't lying either. Once they've finished, Kamui paid for their desserts, much to the embarrassment to Subaru who stuttered that he doesn't need to. Kamui just waved him off, and told him that he should be the one to pay after all, he winked at Subaru, and he'd deserved it. Soon outside of the café, two teens are having fun in each other's company, holding each other's hands.
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Omake 1: Hokuto and Seishiro
From another table, Hokuto and Seishiro are spying at the couple some tables away from them in their disguises. Hokuto has stars in her eyes, that her plan to get those two together worked perfectly. Seishiro chuckles at this, it looks like he doesn't need to be here. Speaking of Kamui, his golden eyes narrowed at the teen, he never heard of a Musakui Kamui, and its obviously some parts of his background is a bit faked. There are unanswered questions about this said teen running around his mind, then again, he slowly allows a smirk on his face, Kamui is very beautiful. Perhaps that itself made things a lot more interesting.
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Omake 2: Possessive? Maybe
((A/N: After some dates, Subaru and Kamui officially declared themselves boyfriend and boyfriend, which soon lead to a few more days later in which Seishiro starts paying extra attention to Kamui.))
Kamui wasn't sure anymore, he already knew that what he is doing by changing the past, and by being here, he may have already altered the future and so on. However there are another three factors he currently has that he hadn't counted on, one is that Subaru confessed that he likes Kamui more than a best friend. That is understandable, because he, himself, confess to Subaru that he is attracted to Subaru, younger or older, it started with the older as a mild attraction, and it grew to love for the younger one.
Second, he had to make himself more wary because the current Sakurazukamori is paying more attention to him and not to Subaru, not willing to make himself to be a toy for the assassin, he make sure to see if he is being watched by the Sakurazukamori, and if he can help, make sure he and Subaru are very much far away from the said assassin.
The third, Kamui bit his lip to not let out a moan coming out of his throat as Subaru lick his neck slowly and sensually, is mostly due to the current situation he is in.
Who knew that Subaru is going to be this possessive and over the Sakurazukamori no less, Kamui himself is sure that it wasn't his own fault when he slipped and being caught in the arms of the Sakurazukamori himself. Talk about awkward and a little worrisome, since he is pretty sure that Seishrio is very far from him a few minutes ago, and that Subaru would've caught him. So to explain the situation he is currently in, Kamui's mind fogged up and he whimpered when Subaru bit into his neck a little hard. Well that part of his skin will either turn red or purple, Subaru saw the whole thing, and the fact that Seishiro decided to flirt with Kamui who glared at him. Subaru decided to pull Kamui away from the Sakurazukamori, for a little "talk" with his boyfriend. Kamui worried, asked his boyfriend if he is alright? Which in turn, Subaru said yes, push him into his room and on his bed before starting to ravish his mouth and neck a bit clumsy and messy, but Kamui doesn't blame him since it's their first time like this. Kamui let out a throaty moan as Subaru once again attack his neck with licks, bites, and kisses. His partner opens a few buttons of his shirt, he trails those soft butterfly kisses from his neck to his collar bone, that makes Kamui's skin have goosebumps from the feeling itself.
"Su-ba-ru." Kamui managed to pant out his name, partially for want and curiosity when Subaru look at him with dark green eyes filled with lust and animistic desire. Kamui felt a shiver going up and down his spine at seeing this.
"You are mine, and mine alone." Subaru said as he whispered into his ear, which would scare off some people, but to Kamui, that is a certainly turn on for him as he lean up on his elbows and capture Subaru into a passionate kiss.
"You're certainly possessive today." Subaru blush at this, and hid his face in his right shoulder earning a chuckle from Kamui.
"Can you blame me?" Kamui thought this over, he couldn't really blame Subaru. If he is in his position, he'll definitely be possessive over Subaru if the Sakurazukamori ever goes near to Subaru. Though the Sakurazukamori may have done it once in another time, Kamui won't let him do it again in this time. Fuck and be damned with the consequences, he loves Subaru and nothing is going to stop him from that.
"I don't, I could imagine being in your position." From that answer, Subaru kissed him deeply, tongues tangled and danced. Hands reached from the hems of each other shirts before they sneak in, teasing the skin with their touches. Kamui thought absently as he wondered, how on earth is he going to explain to Hokuto about the bite marks on his neck, and the bite marks on Subaru's? She'll probably be most likely laughing or squealing at this. That absent thought was cut off with a gasp that escapes from his lips as he felt the shy touch on his chest. Perhaps he'll think of this later after this is done, the feeling of his lover hands, those gasps, moans, groans from those kisses, bites, and licks. He'll let himself forget for now and be immersed with the feelings he currently feeling.
6. (TB!Subaru x Angel!Kamui, and somewhere in the future, X!Subaru x X!Kamui) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, sort of AU but Kamui interferes as an angel, AU] [TBSXAKXSXXKX139XTBAU]
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Title: Angel
Pairings: TB!Subaru x Angel!Kamui
Other Pairings: Somewhere in the future, X!Subaru x X!Kamui
Category: Manga. X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon Crossover
Rating: T
Genre: Drama, Friendship, a bit of Romance
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this one-shot more fun to write about. Be warned about the language.
Note: It's AU, and Kamui is an angel, I really mean the ones with angel wings.
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Eight year old Subaru blinked up and stares in awe as he spots a person with white wings sitting on one of the branches, in a tree, near his house. Decide to call out to the winged person, Subaru called out to the winged person who looked at him in a mixture of surprise and shock. Amethysts eyes stare into his own green ones, the person got down from the trees, white wings unharmed from being touched by those branches, he knelled down before Subaru to look at him in the same level. White buttoned up shirt with blue jeans, white wings flutter, before slowly relaxing into a close.
Amethysts eyes searching for something in him, before warm hands cradle his cheeks in a caress, Subaru wasn't sure he should be scared or not, but the person himself, is kind and gentle from his touch. The touch itself given by the winged teen is heavenly and gentle.
"Are you my ward?" Subaru blink at this, the teen's voice is melodic and nice, warm and caressing. He never heard or know how was it possible that teen was able to speak like this.
"Ward?" The teen smiled at him, understanding the fact that he need to explain.
"Can you see my wings?" From that answer, Subaru nodded happy that he, himself, noticed something that most of the servants, Hokuto, and his grandmother in his house, hadn't. The teen smile at this, amethysts sparkle in joy.
"Then you are really my ward." Subaru look at him with a confused questioning gaze. The teen chuckles at this, this child so full of life and innocence, and yet the teen himself saw what lies for this one, tragedy, despair, betrayal, loneliness and longing.
"Where I come from, people that have my wings are to protect those that we are assigned with." Subaru blink, as he begins to understand the concept of what this person is, and the meaning of ward to the winged teen himself.
"So are you-" The winged teen put a finger on his lips, and softly smile at him.
"If you were to say who I really am to myself or someone else, I'll disappear. It's a high price for us to be with the humans, but the higher ups decided that this is the price." Subaru looks at this, slightly sad for the winged person in front of him.
"What happen to those that met you?" The teen smiled sadly.
"They'll be forced to forget who I am. My kind will be sent out their own to eliminate the memories of me and my existence of my time here." Subaru gasped.
"That's horrible, can they really do that?" The teen nodded sadly at him.
"I'm afraid so." It was quiet that stretched for a while, before Subaru looked up at him with a sad smile.
"So am I your ward?" The teen blinked and softly smile at him.
"Yes, you are. For you to see me, out of every human around this area, you're the first to see me here." Subaru blush and giggled at this.
"So do you have a name? Mine is Sumeragi Subaru." The angel looks at him softly with a kind smile, hand stroking his cheek.
"Yes, my name is Kamui."
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Kamui and Subaru went into Subaru's room to talk more about the conditions that Kamui has for Subaru, if he wishes for him to stay with for a while. Getting to the room is much easier because there isn't anyone there, so Kamui sit against the bed post with Subaru sitting on top of him.
"You must understand some things, Subaru-kun. First, is that my feathers can be a homing beacon for you. So if you were ever in danger, hold this close to your heart, and I'll be there for you." Kamui said as he plucked the feather from his wing and handed it over to Subaru. The feeling of plucking it off your own is similar to plucking your hair, but Kamui ignored the slight pain from it. Subaru's eyes widen as he reached for the feather, the feather itself has a whitish glow and housed a calm magical power in it.
"You mustn't let it go, it should be on you at all times, otherwise I won't be able to find you, understand?" Kamui smile softly as Subaru nodded.
"Kamui-san, I can feel the magic in this feather." Kamui blink before nodding with a smile.
"Yes, my mentor did say that if one of us gives his or her ward two feathers, they'll meet each other again."
"Even if they were far apart?"
"Yes, but now we are getting off topic. Second, we can grant wishes, but not all of them." Subaru look at Kamui with curiosity.
"Why not all of them?" Kamui smile sadly, Subaru saw the pained look in his eyes.
"The reason for not all of them is because some of them are so painful and some goes beyond our boundaries." Subaru look at him with confusion, Kamui answered that question for him as he threaded Subaru's hair with his fingers gently.
"Like what?" Kamui bit his lip as he tried to recall an example for this one.
"Like wishing for someone coming back from dead." Subaru recalled his grandmother telling him the same thing to him, once or twice that is.
"That's what Obaa-chan said as well." Kamui blinked and smile softly, as he continued to thread his fingers through Subaru's hair.
"Well she is right for one, it's painful to bring back someone from the dead for both the living and the dead. Second, its takes a heavy price from you if you were to wish for it."
"What kind of price?" Kamui frowned, he didn't want to say it to Subaru yet. Feeling small hands touch his facial cheeks, Kamui look at Subaru with surprise.
"It's alright, you don't have to tell me if you don't feel comfortable about it." Kamui blinked, he thought for sure that those words belong to his mentor before he disappeared, he couldn't remember him except for green eyes. A small genuine smile appeared on his lips.
"Thank you." Subaru beamed at him.
"You're welcome."
"Third, we, as in my kind, aren't allowed to fall in love with humans." Subaru look at him with confusion, why can't Kamui fall in love with humans? Noticing the questioning gaze, Kamui answered it for him.
"I think it's because if we were to, we would be reminded of what we shouldn't do since loving a human will make one of us do anything for that human."
"Even if it means you are going to disappear?" Kamui thought this over before he shook his head.
"No, it's related to the fourth condition." Subaru blinked at this.
"Fourth condition?" Subaru echoed, and Kamui nodded.
"The fourth condition, if we interfere with the future and your destiny, we'll die and be reborn as a human." Subaru gaped at this, Kamui knew that there is more to the fourth condition, but telling it to this child seems a bit unfair.
"So you were once human?" Kamui nodded in that question.
"Yes, I was once. Now do you understand, why I want you to know?" Kamui asked Subaru in a gentle voice and he nodded, he smiled and ruffled his hair, hearing Subaru's laugh was the start of their friendship with each other. This all happened last year.
The wheels of fate are cruel, that Kamui already knew and had accepted it. That however, didn't make it easier as he started to come to grips with emotions he seem to be regaining when he is human. Most of it happened when he is around Subaru, but if he is not, he is mostly polite, kind, and cold. Kamui smiled bitterly, and it also didn't help with the fight between them earlier on when he and Subaru were at Ueno Park.
Seeing the cherry blossom that is still in bloom, Kamui shivered from the waves the tree is vibrating.
"Subaru, I don't think it's best if you go near the tree." Subaru looks at Kamui confused.
"Why? It's seems harmless." Kamui blinks at this, how is it possible for Subaru to not feel the blood lust and the sentient coming from the tree itself.
"It's not, now c'mon it's time to go home. Your grandmother and sister are going to be worried." He should've known that Subaru is stubborn, and also should've known that he shouldn't take Subaru for granted because Subaru wouldn't always understand him.
"Why?! Why won't you tell me?"
"Why? Because this tree is evil, can't you feel its bloodlust and that it's more alive than the normal ones?" Kamui knew he had a temper, but he is mostly worried for Subaru's safety.
"Why can't you let me do things on your own?" When he replied, it was more of a growl.
"Because I care for you!" Kamui's eyes widen at this, the words just came out of his mouth as if it is an automatic response.
"But I thought you said that you're kind weren't suppose to care, especially humans." Sad and hurt for being lied to, Subaru didn't look at Kamui.
"Subaru, I-" Kamui didn't get a chance to explain, when Subaru said his wish.
"I wish you go away, Kamui." Hurt, the angel couldn't do anything but reply to Subaru's request in a cold firm voice.
"As you wish." That's how he left Subaru.
Kamui let out a sigh of frustration, in all the years of guiding and protecting mortals, why was Subaru so different compare to the rest? The feeling of hurt from Subaru's words didn't go away, it stay there. Kamui look at his own hands, and chuckle bitterly.
"Why now? Why do I feel emotions when already knowing I can't?" There wasn't any answer and Kamui knew he couldn't depend on the Earth or Heaven itself to answer. It just didn't work that way.
"Tell me what I should do, Shishou?" Kamui asked, he still couldn't remember who his mentor is or the name of his mentor, only green eyes filled with wisdom and the emotional scars aligning the soul. Feeling a tug in his soul, Kamui's eyes widen before they narrowed in anger. His ward is in danger, wish or not, he is going to protect Subaru. Decision already made, Kamui took flight with his wings and flew to Ueno Park where his ward is. Kamui's eyes searched, and found Subaru, unconscious and a teen walking towards him, the body of the girl sank deep into the soil, tied by the sakura tree roots. Knowing who the person is, he pulled three feathers from his sleeve and fires them at the teen. The teen sensed the danger, jumped away and his golden eyes widen behind his glasses at the feeling of one of the feathers cut through his sleeves and scratched his wrist. Kamui landed in front of the unconscious Subaru, growled at the teen.
"I know you can see me, Sakruazukamori." The teen's eyes widen more, he never expected his latest would-be prey would have a guardian, a winged one to be exact.
"I never expect you to be the protector of my recent would-be prey." Kamui scoffed at this, there is no way he is going to let the Sakurazukamori mark Subaru. Then he felt the slight ping in his soul, cracking slightly, ignoring it for the time being, Kamui glared at the Sakurazukamori who look at him amused.
"May I know your name?" Kamui raised an eyebrow at the teen, before he smirks at the teen coldly.
"Wouldn't you tell me yours since you offered this decision?" Kamui purred coldly at this, while teen laugh at him mockingly.
"Sakurazuka Seishiro, but you already know my position. I however don't know yours."
"Kamui, just Kamui." The soul within Kamui started to crack a bit more, but Kamui ignored, wary of Seishiro and worried for Subaru.
"Well, just Kamui, would you mind if you move aside so I could check on the young lad." Kamui growled, like hell he would.
"How about no?" Seishiro sighed, he really wanted to keep both of them, one of them is fine, but the winged person, himself, piques his interest.
"I was afraid of this, because…" Seishiro reached into his pocket and pulled out a few black paper tags with white pentagrams when Kamui blurred in front of him. Seishiro's eyes widen when he sees white feathers flowing outwards from behind him, he turned around and saw Kamui behind him, eyes glow eerie blue.
"You're an-" Seishiro is caught off when Kamui whispers to ear, harshly and firmly.
"You will not harm my ward, you'll fall into deep sleep and not remember this meeting. Once my ward is out of the premises, you'll wake up and not remember who he is or who I am." Seishiro's eyes glowed light blue before collapsing into Kamui's outstretched arms; he laid Seishiro beside the tree after healed the cut. He didn't want to know what would happen if he laid the young teen against the tree itself. He let out a sigh, he knew of what Sakurazukamori could be capable off, the souls in the Soul Plane were missing some of those souls, but to see a teen like him kill. Kamui absently wonders if Seishiro have any emotions left, and that he is not going to be driven into insanity. Then it happen, the crack grew bigger and then what held his soul fell apart, Kamui's eyes widen as he stumbled away from Seishiro, he covers his mouth with his hand and coughed. Blood specks on to his palm, Kamui smiles sadly, his vision decreasing slowing as he stumbled his way to Subaru before collapsing beside him. He closed his amethysts eyes, he needed rest.
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Waking up slightly to the hurried shaking, Kamui opened his eyes weakly to see sad green eyes that held relief and worry.
"Subaru?" Kamui, hadn't felt this tired before and he certainly didn't remember when he ever did.
"Kamui, I'm so sorry! If I hadn't made that wish-" Kamui shook his head, it wasn't his fault. Kamui chose to stay with him because he is his ward, but Kamui fell in love with this child, to be able to feel emotions once again, is refreshing.
"It's not your fault, I choose to protect you, even if it is against your wish." Kamui coughed a bit of blood out, his calmly tried to breathe in and out, his vision deteriorating.
"Then why did you lie to me?" Kamui smiled at him, his hand cupped Subaru's cheek, wiping away the oncoming tears from the sad green eyes.
"I didn't, I truly didn't feel anything before I met you. I was confused, I hadn't felt my own emotions for a long time." Kamui said, before looking at his right and frowned at the sleeping Seishiro, the teen himself is unaware of what he had done.
"Subaru, that teen you met. He killed that girl." Subaru's eyes widen as he look at the teen sleeping beside the tree.
"He did it to protect all of Japan, he is a Sakurazukamori, and he fed the girl's remaining life force to the Sakura tree. The tree is what protects Japan, and so the teen himself has to push all of the emotions he has, and hid it away. Leaving only few of them left." Kamui said as he weakly pointed to the tree right next to Seishiro. Subaru, now knew why Kamui is a bit protective of him being near that tree. That tree, is dangerous. Kamui coughed out more blood, he plucked another feather out of his wings, and somehow it didn't hurt than the last time he did this. Subaru look at him and panicked at not knowing what to do to help Kamui. Kamui chuckle weakly, as he pushed a feather into his hands.
"Kamui, you said that if you die as you are now-" Kamui silenced his lip with a finger, and smile softly at him.
"It's ok to call me who I truly am now, since I'm going to die anyway."
"But didn't you say…?" Kamui smile at how Subaru tries to not make his condition worse, but then it didn't work.
"I know what I said, but if we were dying, our ward can say who we are. So it's alright." Subaru smiled tearfully at him, he didn't want Kamui to go.
"You said that if you die as an angel," Subaru swallowed at this, a slight hope bubbling within him. "you'll be reborn as a human, so would you remember me?" Kamui close his eyes, he knew that question is going to come sooner or later, but the answer for this one.
"Sorry Subaru but its most likely I won't remember. To be reborn as a human, our price is our memories." Subaru look at him sadly, he felt a slight tear in his own heart. Kamui's breath started to grow to an uneven pace.
"But would I still remember?" Kamui chuckle sadly.
"Yes, but I won't remember you."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I guess, I didn't want you to worry, and I want to feel what it's like to protect someone I care for, what it's like to happy and all of these emotions I've lost." Feathers in his wings, drifted up into the sky, leaving Kamui wingless. Subaru stared in awe and sadly at this happening in front of him.
"If I grow older, would you like me to kill the Sakurazukamori." Kamui shook his head at this, he knew of Subaru's future, the thought of his charge and affection becoming a Sakurazukamori sent a cold shiver down his spine.
"No, if you do, you'll become a Sakurazukamori yourself." Tucking away the knowledge and saving it for later, Subaru watch as Kamui's body glowed and slowly disintegrating.
"Kamui, do you love me?" Opening his eyes, Kamui's vision is already fuzzy as he looks at Subaru's face. A familiar face, green eyes, his mentor, it's ironic he thought that the child he fell in love with has his mentor's soul.
"I do, thank you Subaru." Amethysts glowing balls floated to the sky as Kamui said his last words, leaving an empty space where Kamui once was. Subaru bit his lip, and he slowly cried.
"For what, Baka…"
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Somewhere later in twenty years, Subaru aged twenty five smiles at his group of friends with his sister. Recounting on the early events in his own past, he promised himself to do three things. One, he promised to wait for Kamui, even if he forgets. Two, he made sure to be wary of the Sakurazukamori if he is ever close by. Lastly, he will wear the feather Kamui first gave him around his neck as a necklace. Before he left apartment with his twin, the second white feather Kamui gave him glowed. He stared at it before smiling, and stuffing the feather into trench pocket. He clutched the white feather in his pocket nervously, while the one around his neck hanged with few green and blue beads from a maroon thread, glowed warmly.
Hokuto kept on pestering him on getting into a relationship even if he is this old, he denied saying he is waiting for someone. From that response, Hokuto teased him mercilessly, trying to get out the answer from him on who he is waiting for. He felt someone bump into his back, and he turns around, mostly out of politeness and concern about the stranger. The words of 'are you alright?' stuck in his throat when he sees a familiar brown hair, amethysts eyes, and looks around fifteen. Amethysts eyes blink at him in confusion, the name in Subaru's mouth nearly slips and he recovers.
"Are you alright?" Subaru asked, the teen nodded that he is fine. Relieved, Subaru felt a bit lighter but also a bit sad because he remembers Kamui's words about being reborn. Seeing the Subaru not going to do anything, the teen looks down and blinks at seeing something white and glowing. The teen bend down and picks it up, Subaru's eyes widen at this, and the feather must've slipped out of his white trench pocket.
"A white feather…" Subaru swallowed, the teen's voice is very similar to Kamui. His mind going to overdrive as it process the fact that this teen in front of him, is Kamui, only reborn with no memories.
"Yes, a special person gave it to him." Hokuto decided to jump in, the teen looks up in surprise and blushes nervously before handing the feather back to Subaru hastily.
"Thanks, but I don't need it since he gave me two of them. You can keep it." This news surprises both Hokuto and the teen who stares at him in surprise. Hokuto gave him that look that he is not off the hook yet, while the teen looks down, the feather in his hand clutched gently, he smiles softly.
"Thank you." Subaru smiles at him. Noticing the interaction between the two, Hokuto decides to leave them alone and pull their group of friends away.
"I was wondering if you like to go out with me with a cup of coffee?" The teen looks up at him, amused.
"Do you normally ask people out on their first meeting with you?" Subaru shrugs, at this.
"No, but hey there is always a first try. Right?" Subaru winked at the teen, he blushes at this and once again looks down in embarrassment, making Subaru laugh softly and silently. Funny, how destiny works, doesn't it? When he first met Kamui, he usually blushes around the angel when Kamui is being nice to him.
"Before we do anything further, I would like to know your name. My name is Sumeragi Subaru." The teen smiles at him, a slight blush on his face.
"My name is Shiro Kamui, pleasure to meet you." Subaru smiled softly, he finally has his angel right beside him. Although Kamui may not know the feather he is holding in his hand was originally his, it doesn't matter as he is willing to give Kamui enough time and return his feelings for him, memories or not. The wheels of fate once again turn, but in a different direction, outline with many possibilities and paths. A simple change in the past, cause a ripple effect that ripples into the future, and yet the future remains fragile and unknown.
7. (Older!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight Seishiro x Older!Kamui and Subaru x Kotori) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, Reverse Role AU!] [OKXTBSSXOKSXKX139XTBRRAU]
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Title: Almost Reverse Role, AU
Pairings: Older!Shiro Kamui x TB!Sumeragi Subaru
Other Pairings: Sakurazuka Seishiro x Older!Shiro Kamui and Sumeragi Subaru x Monou Kotori ((A/N: The last pairing caught me off guard, then again in the canon, Kamui loved Kotori))
Category: Manga. X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon Crossover
Rating: M - Slight disturbing graphics scene
Genre: Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Romance, and One-Sided Romance
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this short more fun to write about.
Note: It's Reverse Role AU. Basically Kamui is an omnyoji, and a Sumeragi, while Subaru is a 'Kamui' and a Shiro. Complicated, right?
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((A/N: This is almost like total reverse, just read it and you’ll get it. Sort of))
Sumeragi Kamui took out the cigarette from his mouth, he looked at it with slight disinterest and distaste, a small scowl on his face. The image of a smiling man, one eye gold, the other filled with glass, bloody hand through Hokuto, surrounded by sakura petals burned in his mind. He glared at the back of his own palms through the white gloves he always wear as he lay against the window sill. He already can make out the pentagram scars etched faintly on him, marked he was, hatred for that man, he wasn't. Kamui tried hating the Sakurazukamori a couple of times, but whenever he did, he couldn't bring himself to hate him and that's what made him disgusted in himself. He sighed before extinguishing the cigarette in to the cigarette tray, if he were to continue to think like that man, would he be happy if that man accepted him later on, he wondered. He snorted, he rather die by that man's hand than becoming a Sakurazukamori.
"Kamui?" Snapping out of his thoughts, Kamui turned towards the fifteen year-old Shiro Subaru. Kamui soften his face, Subaru is definitely one of the most unlucky kids he ever met. Subaru witnessed his own mother burned up, his aunt dying giving birth to the Holy Sword, his own best friend killed his younger sister in front of his eyes, gleefully declaring he would be next. Finding out that he had a bigger role playing in this whole chaotic process, didn't help at all. Kamui can see his younger self in Subaru, the hurt, the pain and betrayal, and that's what helped him reached out to Subaru as he hid himself in his heart.
"Subaru, do you need something?" Subaru look at him, tainted green eyes connected with older and guarded amethysts eyes. Subaru walked to where the omnyoji.
"Do you still think of him?" Kamui's eyes widen at this, he would've snapped at anyone for mentioning Sakurazukamori in front of him, but this is Subaru. Subaru is like a kindle spirit to him, someone he could lend a hand to. To him, Subaru is an exception and Kamui is willing to do anything to help him out. He is after all the Dragon of Earth, and Subaru is Dragon of Earth's Kamui.
"…Yes." Subaru looked down, before hugging him. Kamui's body tensed for a second before relaxing, and hugging Subaru back.
"He hurt you so much, and yet you still love him." Kamui's eyes soften, and he let out a small pained smile out. Rubbing Subaru's back gently in a circular motion, he could feel Subaru tightened his grip on his black buttoned up shirt that he always wore underneath his gray trench coat.
"You don't have to worry about me so much, Subaru. I'm fine." That made Subaru shot up from his grasp as he glared angrily at the surprised onmyoji.
"Why can't I worry about you?" That made Kamui dumbfounded at the teen. There was a silence, Subaru then look down and massaged the back of Kamui's hand, even though the white glove is there.
"It's kind of hard to not worry about you. Sorta, Arashi, Yuzuriha, Seiichirou, Daisuke, and Karen are worried about you, especially me when you tried to reach me from my depression. I haven't had the chance to thank you for that." Kamui heard his soft voice and looked at Subaru with a soft gaze.
"Subaru…"
"Kamui, you may hate him, but a bond like that can never make you hate him. You still love him," Kamui frozze at this, knowing Subaru is telling the truth. "as I still love Kotori even though she isn't with me anymore. Kamui, you still have hope, you can still recover, I'm not sure if it's the right thing to say, but Hokuto would've wanted that." Subaru swallowed nervously as he kept looking down, Subaru ignored the fact that he is straddling the older man himself, and he refused to meet pain and sad violet eyes staring at him.
"I know I'm not supposed to say this, but, if that Sakurazukamori loved you, he wouldn't hurt you without a reason. If you become like him, I'm not sure what I can do without you." Subaru said, before he looked up and got the courage to kiss Kamui's cheek. Reddish pink colored his cheeks before he moved away and he stared at a stunned Kamui.
"It's ok if you don't return it, but if you did, would you allow me to be the precious person you wanted to protect the most?" Subaru said as he moved away from the man, violet eyes trained to follow the teen as he stopped at the door.
"I don't expect you to answer that question now, but I'm willing to wait for that answer even if I have to wait forever." Then the teen left with the door closed behind him, Kamui continued to look at the door, waited a good ten to fifteen minutes, before running his gloved fingers through his own hair, a bitter smile on his lips.
"That's kind of hard too, since I don't think I deserve your kindness or your feelings for me, Subaru." He whispered softly, too afraid of what would happen if Subaru heard it, he lit another cigarette and begin smoking. The image of the smiling man with hands coated with blood and smell of cherry blossom petals; still walks within his mind.
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Read and Review
Category: Clamp and expect some crossovers
Rating: Ranges from T to NC-17 (Due to some graphic scenes, language, blood, a bit of violence, and some hotness in some of these shorts and shots) Part III is T bordering to NC-17, you'll find out why.
Genre: Mostly Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Angst a bit of horror, friendship, tragedy, and supernatural.
Note: I'm slightly pissed of due to the fact I cannot post the whole thing on a single entry, so I'll try and post this in different parts.
Note: After reading some SubaruxSakura fics, which I admit is now one of my favorite crossovers pairing, I ended up having a weird craving for a SubaruxSakuraxKamui fic. So, um from that point on, I think the crack bug struck me again and made me imagine more, and more of them. I wanted sleep badly, so I'm going to do something about it. I swear whenever I think of crossover pairings, it leads to some that isn't there on FF. net. Which makes me wonder *rushes to the window and yells: WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU PEOPLE? 'cough'* I'm not sure if I put most of the characters in their characters, so um yeah. ^_^'' That said, let's begin with the collection.
Disclaimer: Honestly I don't want to do the disclaimer, but since I wrote several of crossover pairings and some of them are pairings just from the anime or yaoi. Half of them I have no idea where they come from, so I guess, I'll have to do it anyway.
Let's see:
- Card Captors Sakura, Tokyo Babylon, X/1999, and Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles belong to CLAMP
- Yu-Gi-Oh belongs to Kazuki Takahashi
- NARUTO belongs to Massashi Kishimoto
- D. Gray-Man belongs to Katsura Hoshino
- DNAngel belongs to Yukiru Sugisaki
- Detective Conan/Magic Kaitou to Gosho Aoyama
- Kuroshitsuji belongs to Yana Toboso
- Pandora Hearts belongs to Jun Mochizuki
- 'Why' belongs to Ayaka
- 'You are my love' belongs to Yui Makino
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5. (TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Seishiro) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon] [TTKXTBSTTKTBSXX139TB]
6. (TB!Subaru x Angel!Kamui, and somewhere in the future, X!Subaru x X!Kamui) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, sort of AU but Kamui interfere as an angel, AU] [TBSXAKXSXXKX139XTBAU]
7. (Older!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight Seishiro x Older!Kamui and Subaru x Kotori) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, Reverse Role AU!] [OKXTBSSXOKSXKX139XTBRRAU]
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5. (TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight TimeTravel!Kamui x TB!Seishiro) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon] [TTKXTBSTTKTBSXX139TB]
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Title: A Different Time Travel Story for Kamui
Pairings: TimeTravel! Shiro Kamui x TB! Sumeragi Subaru
Other pairings: slight TimeTravel!Shiro Kamui x TB!Sakurazuka Seishiro
Category: Manga. X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon Crossover
Rating: T
Genre: Romance, Humor, slight bit of Drama
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this one-shot more fun to write about. Be warned of language.
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((A/N: This is where Subaru and Seishiro are acquainted, and Subaru doesn’t have feelings for Seishiro yet, so possibly before the 1st Volume or before 1st episode of Tokyo Babylon. So shoot me, I’m writing this short and you have to admit that this is something none of us can resist writing, even though it counteracts with being the canon.))
Kamui wonders how he ever got into situations like this. He knows that he ended up in the past somehow and that it goes beyond the laws of physics and logics, not even he himself has that kind of power. He knows that he accidentally blurted out his name to a sixteen year-old Subaru, well first name, and was able to say a fake last name later, which is Musakui. He winced at that memory, o-kay that was his fault for blurting out his name and not thinking correctly. So how does this situation make things a bit weirder? Um, try Subaru is using him to act as his pretend boyfriend to make the sadistic Sakurazukamori, who is currently a harmless veterinarian, falling in love with him.
Hearing this proposal, and might he add that he should congratulate himself from not spilling anything or anymore about the future. He wasn't sure whether to be hurt, amused, or gaped at how childish this proposal is as it was presented by Subaru's past and de-, err present and alive twin, Hokuto. Subaru look equally confused as he is pretty sure that his new best friend and himself, would rather stay out of this proposal, so both of them had reluctantly agreed to it.
Subaru look as his lap, he wore an outfit chosen by Hokuto; she said it slightly modified from a character out of a detective anime. ((Yes, people, I'm using Conan's outfit from Detective Conan)), a blue plaid jacket, black gloves, with green shirt and blue jeans. Heck, he barely knows and met veterinarian himself ((A/N: The past is already changing anyways, also I'm being logical here)), plus, Subaru sneak a glance at Kamui's outfit. Kamui's outfit, however, is entirely by his own choice and Hokuto actually agreed to what he is wearing. Dressed in blue jeans, white sneakers, black buttoned up shirt with sleeves rolled up to elbows, a checkered wrist band on his right, and a small silver Gothic pointed cross necklace hanged lowed to somewhere on his chest. ((A/N: Yes, people, I'm using Toushiro's outfit, from the previous one-shot, because I love imagining it on Kamui, I also edited his outfit a bit.)) Then Subaru observes his best friend features, calm violet eyes, brown bangs framed his face handsomely, pink lips, Subaru swallowed nervously, feeling a rising heat on wondering what its like to kiss his best friend, he shakes his head from those thoughts.
"Subaru-kun, are you alright?" Subaru's green eyes widen as he stare at Kamui's who is currently leaning close to him across the table, very close. How the heck he got so close? Subaru wondered as he blushed and panicked at Kamui's closeness. Kamui ignored the closeness and the fact that he is very close to his would-be mentor's space as he look at Subaru's face out of concern.
"I'm fine, Kamui-kun." Kamui raised an eyebrow, showing that he doesn't believe him but he let it slide. Subaru avoids looking at him, afraid of him seeing a blush on his face. Seeing nothing, Kamui backed away and smile gently at Subaru who is currently looking down with his trademark blush. He never thought that his would-be mentor would be this cute, so innocent and unaware of the tragedies that lurked in the future. Kamui, himself, knew that him being here, already change some parts of the actual past ant affected the future, but he can't help it because he is actually stuck in the past. Deciding to do one thing at a time, he focuses on what troubles him now, is why he agreed to that proposal, Subaru's twin, proposed to the both of them. He knew that Hokuto must be planning something. Sure he, himself, likes Subaru, the attraction is there, but how much did it extend to, he wondered. He shook out of his thoughts when the waitress came and ask for what they like to order from the menu.
"I would like to have a strawberry shortcake, what would you like Subaru-kun?" Subaru looked up startled.
"Pardon?" Kamui raised an eyebrow, amused at this and he smirked.
"I've asked, what would you like to have for deserts, Subaru-kun?" Obviously, this has translated to something else in his future mentor's mind as he'd blushed to the shade of tomato and stuttered out the reply. Holding back a chuckle and having pity on him, Kamui told the waitress that he'll have a chocolate molten cake with whip cream on the side. The waitress look at Kamui with amusement before shaking her head, writing down the orders before hurrying in to the kitchen to place the order.
"Why did you do that?" Kamui look back at his date for today with a gentle smile, Subaru didn't look up at him.
"Did what?" Kamui said as he tilted his head out of confusion, Subaru look at him with a sad expression. Seeing that expression, made Kamui frowned at this, wondering what really is going in Subaru's head.
"Help me, with the order and all." Kamui blinked, he didn't expect that question to come out so early on the first pretend date they are both having. With elbows popped up gently at the table, Kamui rest his chin on his folded hands.
"It's because you remind me of me and someone I once knew." Subaru look at him in surprise, at first he expected it was out of pity but when he looked at Kamui's amethysts eyes, he knew there is something there, something akin to affection for the person Kamui knew.
"I do?" Subaru asked, his stomach twisted into something like jealously for that person? Hate? He didn't know. Seeing Kamui's frown turn into a soft smile in front of him, made his heart skip a beat and he blush a bit.
"Yes, other than that, I guess you can say I like you." That made Subaru crest fallen a bit, Kamui said he guessed, which means he's not entirely sure if he really like him. Kamui look at him, the soft smile slipping into a gentle one, he folded his arms on the table, lean in and made Subaru look up with his fingers. Subaru stared at him like a deer caught in headlights, if anything Kamui's eyes soften a lot whenever he is in Subaru's presence.
"Just here me out first, I never had a real relationships. My first love interest was murdered in front of me. My mentor, I may have loved him, but he is trapped in his past full of tragedies and had fallen in love with another person. So please understand, while I do feel attracted to you. I'm not sure how much those feelings is extended to. So all I want to know is that if you're willing to give me time. That you're willing to allow me to spent time with you, and that you can put up with me even though I can't return your feelings fully now." Subaru look at him, that response he gotten out of Kamui is really thorough and he blush. Did he just say he is willing to spent time with me to figure out his feelings for me?
That thought itself, gives him a smile and a bubble of hope, that Kamui may love him back. The only thing he is willing to do solve that problem is that he will have to say yes to the answer Kamui gave and hope that Kamui really likes him in the end after few more dates. Sure, Subaru himself likes animals, but he also likes Kamui in equal passion as that. Not to mention, Kamui is his age as well, he wasn't so sure what he would be thinking if he had fallen in love with an older man. ((A/N: cough* Toushiro and Seishiro* cough))
"So are you willing to?" Kamui asked Subaru, wanting to make sure that Subaru is ok with the answer. Subaru look at him with a slight blush and nodded happily.
"Yes, as long as both of us can call each other by our first name." Kamui chuckles and did something unexpected that neither accounted for. He leaned in and kiss Subaru's cheek before leaning back into his own seat with a slight blush. Subaru looked at him and blush cherry red at this. Soon their deserts came, and both of them chat more about each other's lives, Kamui's was more of a modified version for the past, and he can't exactly say he's from the future, and technically he isn't lying either. Once they've finished, Kamui paid for their desserts, much to the embarrassment to Subaru who stuttered that he doesn't need to. Kamui just waved him off, and told him that he should be the one to pay after all, he winked at Subaru, and he'd deserved it. Soon outside of the café, two teens are having fun in each other's company, holding each other's hands.
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Omake 1: Hokuto and Seishiro
From another table, Hokuto and Seishiro are spying at the couple some tables away from them in their disguises. Hokuto has stars in her eyes, that her plan to get those two together worked perfectly. Seishiro chuckles at this, it looks like he doesn't need to be here. Speaking of Kamui, his golden eyes narrowed at the teen, he never heard of a Musakui Kamui, and its obviously some parts of his background is a bit faked. There are unanswered questions about this said teen running around his mind, then again, he slowly allows a smirk on his face, Kamui is very beautiful. Perhaps that itself made things a lot more interesting.
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Omake 2: Possessive? Maybe
((A/N: After some dates, Subaru and Kamui officially declared themselves boyfriend and boyfriend, which soon lead to a few more days later in which Seishiro starts paying extra attention to Kamui.))
Kamui wasn't sure anymore, he already knew that what he is doing by changing the past, and by being here, he may have already altered the future and so on. However there are another three factors he currently has that he hadn't counted on, one is that Subaru confessed that he likes Kamui more than a best friend. That is understandable, because he, himself, confess to Subaru that he is attracted to Subaru, younger or older, it started with the older as a mild attraction, and it grew to love for the younger one.
Second, he had to make himself more wary because the current Sakurazukamori is paying more attention to him and not to Subaru, not willing to make himself to be a toy for the assassin, he make sure to see if he is being watched by the Sakurazukamori, and if he can help, make sure he and Subaru are very much far away from the said assassin.
The third, Kamui bit his lip to not let out a moan coming out of his throat as Subaru lick his neck slowly and sensually, is mostly due to the current situation he is in.
Who knew that Subaru is going to be this possessive and over the Sakurazukamori no less, Kamui himself is sure that it wasn't his own fault when he slipped and being caught in the arms of the Sakurazukamori himself. Talk about awkward and a little worrisome, since he is pretty sure that Seishrio is very far from him a few minutes ago, and that Subaru would've caught him. So to explain the situation he is currently in, Kamui's mind fogged up and he whimpered when Subaru bit into his neck a little hard. Well that part of his skin will either turn red or purple, Subaru saw the whole thing, and the fact that Seishiro decided to flirt with Kamui who glared at him. Subaru decided to pull Kamui away from the Sakurazukamori, for a little "talk" with his boyfriend. Kamui worried, asked his boyfriend if he is alright? Which in turn, Subaru said yes, push him into his room and on his bed before starting to ravish his mouth and neck a bit clumsy and messy, but Kamui doesn't blame him since it's their first time like this. Kamui let out a throaty moan as Subaru once again attack his neck with licks, bites, and kisses. His partner opens a few buttons of his shirt, he trails those soft butterfly kisses from his neck to his collar bone, that makes Kamui's skin have goosebumps from the feeling itself.
"Su-ba-ru." Kamui managed to pant out his name, partially for want and curiosity when Subaru look at him with dark green eyes filled with lust and animistic desire. Kamui felt a shiver going up and down his spine at seeing this.
"You are mine, and mine alone." Subaru said as he whispered into his ear, which would scare off some people, but to Kamui, that is a certainly turn on for him as he lean up on his elbows and capture Subaru into a passionate kiss.
"You're certainly possessive today." Subaru blush at this, and hid his face in his right shoulder earning a chuckle from Kamui.
"Can you blame me?" Kamui thought this over, he couldn't really blame Subaru. If he is in his position, he'll definitely be possessive over Subaru if the Sakurazukamori ever goes near to Subaru. Though the Sakurazukamori may have done it once in another time, Kamui won't let him do it again in this time. Fuck and be damned with the consequences, he loves Subaru and nothing is going to stop him from that.
"I don't, I could imagine being in your position." From that answer, Subaru kissed him deeply, tongues tangled and danced. Hands reached from the hems of each other shirts before they sneak in, teasing the skin with their touches. Kamui thought absently as he wondered, how on earth is he going to explain to Hokuto about the bite marks on his neck, and the bite marks on Subaru's? She'll probably be most likely laughing or squealing at this. That absent thought was cut off with a gasp that escapes from his lips as he felt the shy touch on his chest. Perhaps he'll think of this later after this is done, the feeling of his lover hands, those gasps, moans, groans from those kisses, bites, and licks. He'll let himself forget for now and be immersed with the feelings he currently feeling.
6. (TB!Subaru x Angel!Kamui, and somewhere in the future, X!Subaru x X!Kamui) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, sort of AU but Kamui interferes as an angel, AU] [TBSXAKXSXXKX139XTBAU]
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Title: Angel
Pairings: TB!Subaru x Angel!Kamui
Other Pairings: Somewhere in the future, X!Subaru x X!Kamui
Category: Manga. X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon Crossover
Rating: T
Genre: Drama, Friendship, a bit of Romance
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this one-shot more fun to write about. Be warned about the language.
Note: It's AU, and Kamui is an angel, I really mean the ones with angel wings.
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Eight year old Subaru blinked up and stares in awe as he spots a person with white wings sitting on one of the branches, in a tree, near his house. Decide to call out to the winged person, Subaru called out to the winged person who looked at him in a mixture of surprise and shock. Amethysts eyes stare into his own green ones, the person got down from the trees, white wings unharmed from being touched by those branches, he knelled down before Subaru to look at him in the same level. White buttoned up shirt with blue jeans, white wings flutter, before slowly relaxing into a close.
Amethysts eyes searching for something in him, before warm hands cradle his cheeks in a caress, Subaru wasn't sure he should be scared or not, but the person himself, is kind and gentle from his touch. The touch itself given by the winged teen is heavenly and gentle.
"Are you my ward?" Subaru blink at this, the teen's voice is melodic and nice, warm and caressing. He never heard or know how was it possible that teen was able to speak like this.
"Ward?" The teen smiled at him, understanding the fact that he need to explain.
"Can you see my wings?" From that answer, Subaru nodded happy that he, himself, noticed something that most of the servants, Hokuto, and his grandmother in his house, hadn't. The teen smile at this, amethysts sparkle in joy.
"Then you are really my ward." Subaru look at him with a confused questioning gaze. The teen chuckles at this, this child so full of life and innocence, and yet the teen himself saw what lies for this one, tragedy, despair, betrayal, loneliness and longing.
"Where I come from, people that have my wings are to protect those that we are assigned with." Subaru blink, as he begins to understand the concept of what this person is, and the meaning of ward to the winged teen himself.
"So are you-" The winged teen put a finger on his lips, and softly smile at him.
"If you were to say who I really am to myself or someone else, I'll disappear. It's a high price for us to be with the humans, but the higher ups decided that this is the price." Subaru looks at this, slightly sad for the winged person in front of him.
"What happen to those that met you?" The teen smiled sadly.
"They'll be forced to forget who I am. My kind will be sent out their own to eliminate the memories of me and my existence of my time here." Subaru gasped.
"That's horrible, can they really do that?" The teen nodded sadly at him.
"I'm afraid so." It was quiet that stretched for a while, before Subaru looked up at him with a sad smile.
"So am I your ward?" The teen blinked and softly smile at him.
"Yes, you are. For you to see me, out of every human around this area, you're the first to see me here." Subaru blush and giggled at this.
"So do you have a name? Mine is Sumeragi Subaru." The angel looks at him softly with a kind smile, hand stroking his cheek.
"Yes, my name is Kamui."
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Kamui and Subaru went into Subaru's room to talk more about the conditions that Kamui has for Subaru, if he wishes for him to stay with for a while. Getting to the room is much easier because there isn't anyone there, so Kamui sit against the bed post with Subaru sitting on top of him.
"You must understand some things, Subaru-kun. First, is that my feathers can be a homing beacon for you. So if you were ever in danger, hold this close to your heart, and I'll be there for you." Kamui said as he plucked the feather from his wing and handed it over to Subaru. The feeling of plucking it off your own is similar to plucking your hair, but Kamui ignored the slight pain from it. Subaru's eyes widen as he reached for the feather, the feather itself has a whitish glow and housed a calm magical power in it.
"You mustn't let it go, it should be on you at all times, otherwise I won't be able to find you, understand?" Kamui smile softly as Subaru nodded.
"Kamui-san, I can feel the magic in this feather." Kamui blink before nodding with a smile.
"Yes, my mentor did say that if one of us gives his or her ward two feathers, they'll meet each other again."
"Even if they were far apart?"
"Yes, but now we are getting off topic. Second, we can grant wishes, but not all of them." Subaru look at Kamui with curiosity.
"Why not all of them?" Kamui smile sadly, Subaru saw the pained look in his eyes.
"The reason for not all of them is because some of them are so painful and some goes beyond our boundaries." Subaru look at him with confusion, Kamui answered that question for him as he threaded Subaru's hair with his fingers gently.
"Like what?" Kamui bit his lip as he tried to recall an example for this one.
"Like wishing for someone coming back from dead." Subaru recalled his grandmother telling him the same thing to him, once or twice that is.
"That's what Obaa-chan said as well." Kamui blinked and smile softly, as he continued to thread his fingers through Subaru's hair.
"Well she is right for one, it's painful to bring back someone from the dead for both the living and the dead. Second, its takes a heavy price from you if you were to wish for it."
"What kind of price?" Kamui frowned, he didn't want to say it to Subaru yet. Feeling small hands touch his facial cheeks, Kamui look at Subaru with surprise.
"It's alright, you don't have to tell me if you don't feel comfortable about it." Kamui blinked, he thought for sure that those words belong to his mentor before he disappeared, he couldn't remember him except for green eyes. A small genuine smile appeared on his lips.
"Thank you." Subaru beamed at him.
"You're welcome."
"Third, we, as in my kind, aren't allowed to fall in love with humans." Subaru look at him with confusion, why can't Kamui fall in love with humans? Noticing the questioning gaze, Kamui answered it for him.
"I think it's because if we were to, we would be reminded of what we shouldn't do since loving a human will make one of us do anything for that human."
"Even if it means you are going to disappear?" Kamui thought this over before he shook his head.
"No, it's related to the fourth condition." Subaru blinked at this.
"Fourth condition?" Subaru echoed, and Kamui nodded.
"The fourth condition, if we interfere with the future and your destiny, we'll die and be reborn as a human." Subaru gaped at this, Kamui knew that there is more to the fourth condition, but telling it to this child seems a bit unfair.
"So you were once human?" Kamui nodded in that question.
"Yes, I was once. Now do you understand, why I want you to know?" Kamui asked Subaru in a gentle voice and he nodded, he smiled and ruffled his hair, hearing Subaru's laugh was the start of their friendship with each other. This all happened last year.
The wheels of fate are cruel, that Kamui already knew and had accepted it. That however, didn't make it easier as he started to come to grips with emotions he seem to be regaining when he is human. Most of it happened when he is around Subaru, but if he is not, he is mostly polite, kind, and cold. Kamui smiled bitterly, and it also didn't help with the fight between them earlier on when he and Subaru were at Ueno Park.
Seeing the cherry blossom that is still in bloom, Kamui shivered from the waves the tree is vibrating.
"Subaru, I don't think it's best if you go near the tree." Subaru looks at Kamui confused.
"Why? It's seems harmless." Kamui blinks at this, how is it possible for Subaru to not feel the blood lust and the sentient coming from the tree itself.
"It's not, now c'mon it's time to go home. Your grandmother and sister are going to be worried." He should've known that Subaru is stubborn, and also should've known that he shouldn't take Subaru for granted because Subaru wouldn't always understand him.
"Why?! Why won't you tell me?"
"Why? Because this tree is evil, can't you feel its bloodlust and that it's more alive than the normal ones?" Kamui knew he had a temper, but he is mostly worried for Subaru's safety.
"Why can't you let me do things on your own?" When he replied, it was more of a growl.
"Because I care for you!" Kamui's eyes widen at this, the words just came out of his mouth as if it is an automatic response.
"But I thought you said that you're kind weren't suppose to care, especially humans." Sad and hurt for being lied to, Subaru didn't look at Kamui.
"Subaru, I-" Kamui didn't get a chance to explain, when Subaru said his wish.
"I wish you go away, Kamui." Hurt, the angel couldn't do anything but reply to Subaru's request in a cold firm voice.
"As you wish." That's how he left Subaru.
Kamui let out a sigh of frustration, in all the years of guiding and protecting mortals, why was Subaru so different compare to the rest? The feeling of hurt from Subaru's words didn't go away, it stay there. Kamui look at his own hands, and chuckle bitterly.
"Why now? Why do I feel emotions when already knowing I can't?" There wasn't any answer and Kamui knew he couldn't depend on the Earth or Heaven itself to answer. It just didn't work that way.
"Tell me what I should do, Shishou?" Kamui asked, he still couldn't remember who his mentor is or the name of his mentor, only green eyes filled with wisdom and the emotional scars aligning the soul. Feeling a tug in his soul, Kamui's eyes widen before they narrowed in anger. His ward is in danger, wish or not, he is going to protect Subaru. Decision already made, Kamui took flight with his wings and flew to Ueno Park where his ward is. Kamui's eyes searched, and found Subaru, unconscious and a teen walking towards him, the body of the girl sank deep into the soil, tied by the sakura tree roots. Knowing who the person is, he pulled three feathers from his sleeve and fires them at the teen. The teen sensed the danger, jumped away and his golden eyes widen behind his glasses at the feeling of one of the feathers cut through his sleeves and scratched his wrist. Kamui landed in front of the unconscious Subaru, growled at the teen.
"I know you can see me, Sakruazukamori." The teen's eyes widen more, he never expected his latest would-be prey would have a guardian, a winged one to be exact.
"I never expect you to be the protector of my recent would-be prey." Kamui scoffed at this, there is no way he is going to let the Sakurazukamori mark Subaru. Then he felt the slight ping in his soul, cracking slightly, ignoring it for the time being, Kamui glared at the Sakurazukamori who look at him amused.
"May I know your name?" Kamui raised an eyebrow at the teen, before he smirks at the teen coldly.
"Wouldn't you tell me yours since you offered this decision?" Kamui purred coldly at this, while teen laugh at him mockingly.
"Sakurazuka Seishiro, but you already know my position. I however don't know yours."
"Kamui, just Kamui." The soul within Kamui started to crack a bit more, but Kamui ignored, wary of Seishiro and worried for Subaru.
"Well, just Kamui, would you mind if you move aside so I could check on the young lad." Kamui growled, like hell he would.
"How about no?" Seishiro sighed, he really wanted to keep both of them, one of them is fine, but the winged person, himself, piques his interest.
"I was afraid of this, because…" Seishiro reached into his pocket and pulled out a few black paper tags with white pentagrams when Kamui blurred in front of him. Seishiro's eyes widen when he sees white feathers flowing outwards from behind him, he turned around and saw Kamui behind him, eyes glow eerie blue.
"You're an-" Seishiro is caught off when Kamui whispers to ear, harshly and firmly.
"You will not harm my ward, you'll fall into deep sleep and not remember this meeting. Once my ward is out of the premises, you'll wake up and not remember who he is or who I am." Seishiro's eyes glowed light blue before collapsing into Kamui's outstretched arms; he laid Seishiro beside the tree after healed the cut. He didn't want to know what would happen if he laid the young teen against the tree itself. He let out a sigh, he knew of what Sakurazukamori could be capable off, the souls in the Soul Plane were missing some of those souls, but to see a teen like him kill. Kamui absently wonders if Seishiro have any emotions left, and that he is not going to be driven into insanity. Then it happen, the crack grew bigger and then what held his soul fell apart, Kamui's eyes widen as he stumbled away from Seishiro, he covers his mouth with his hand and coughed. Blood specks on to his palm, Kamui smiles sadly, his vision decreasing slowing as he stumbled his way to Subaru before collapsing beside him. He closed his amethysts eyes, he needed rest.
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Waking up slightly to the hurried shaking, Kamui opened his eyes weakly to see sad green eyes that held relief and worry.
"Subaru?" Kamui, hadn't felt this tired before and he certainly didn't remember when he ever did.
"Kamui, I'm so sorry! If I hadn't made that wish-" Kamui shook his head, it wasn't his fault. Kamui chose to stay with him because he is his ward, but Kamui fell in love with this child, to be able to feel emotions once again, is refreshing.
"It's not your fault, I choose to protect you, even if it is against your wish." Kamui coughed a bit of blood out, his calmly tried to breathe in and out, his vision deteriorating.
"Then why did you lie to me?" Kamui smiled at him, his hand cupped Subaru's cheek, wiping away the oncoming tears from the sad green eyes.
"I didn't, I truly didn't feel anything before I met you. I was confused, I hadn't felt my own emotions for a long time." Kamui said, before looking at his right and frowned at the sleeping Seishiro, the teen himself is unaware of what he had done.
"Subaru, that teen you met. He killed that girl." Subaru's eyes widen as he look at the teen sleeping beside the tree.
"He did it to protect all of Japan, he is a Sakurazukamori, and he fed the girl's remaining life force to the Sakura tree. The tree is what protects Japan, and so the teen himself has to push all of the emotions he has, and hid it away. Leaving only few of them left." Kamui said as he weakly pointed to the tree right next to Seishiro. Subaru, now knew why Kamui is a bit protective of him being near that tree. That tree, is dangerous. Kamui coughed out more blood, he plucked another feather out of his wings, and somehow it didn't hurt than the last time he did this. Subaru look at him and panicked at not knowing what to do to help Kamui. Kamui chuckle weakly, as he pushed a feather into his hands.
"Kamui, you said that if you die as you are now-" Kamui silenced his lip with a finger, and smile softly at him.
"It's ok to call me who I truly am now, since I'm going to die anyway."
"But didn't you say…?" Kamui smile at how Subaru tries to not make his condition worse, but then it didn't work.
"I know what I said, but if we were dying, our ward can say who we are. So it's alright." Subaru smiled tearfully at him, he didn't want Kamui to go.
"You said that if you die as an angel," Subaru swallowed at this, a slight hope bubbling within him. "you'll be reborn as a human, so would you remember me?" Kamui close his eyes, he knew that question is going to come sooner or later, but the answer for this one.
"Sorry Subaru but its most likely I won't remember. To be reborn as a human, our price is our memories." Subaru look at him sadly, he felt a slight tear in his own heart. Kamui's breath started to grow to an uneven pace.
"But would I still remember?" Kamui chuckle sadly.
"Yes, but I won't remember you."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I guess, I didn't want you to worry, and I want to feel what it's like to protect someone I care for, what it's like to happy and all of these emotions I've lost." Feathers in his wings, drifted up into the sky, leaving Kamui wingless. Subaru stared in awe and sadly at this happening in front of him.
"If I grow older, would you like me to kill the Sakurazukamori." Kamui shook his head at this, he knew of Subaru's future, the thought of his charge and affection becoming a Sakurazukamori sent a cold shiver down his spine.
"No, if you do, you'll become a Sakurazukamori yourself." Tucking away the knowledge and saving it for later, Subaru watch as Kamui's body glowed and slowly disintegrating.
"Kamui, do you love me?" Opening his eyes, Kamui's vision is already fuzzy as he looks at Subaru's face. A familiar face, green eyes, his mentor, it's ironic he thought that the child he fell in love with has his mentor's soul.
"I do, thank you Subaru." Amethysts glowing balls floated to the sky as Kamui said his last words, leaving an empty space where Kamui once was. Subaru bit his lip, and he slowly cried.
"For what, Baka…"
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Somewhere later in twenty years, Subaru aged twenty five smiles at his group of friends with his sister. Recounting on the early events in his own past, he promised himself to do three things. One, he promised to wait for Kamui, even if he forgets. Two, he made sure to be wary of the Sakurazukamori if he is ever close by. Lastly, he will wear the feather Kamui first gave him around his neck as a necklace. Before he left apartment with his twin, the second white feather Kamui gave him glowed. He stared at it before smiling, and stuffing the feather into trench pocket. He clutched the white feather in his pocket nervously, while the one around his neck hanged with few green and blue beads from a maroon thread, glowed warmly.
Hokuto kept on pestering him on getting into a relationship even if he is this old, he denied saying he is waiting for someone. From that response, Hokuto teased him mercilessly, trying to get out the answer from him on who he is waiting for. He felt someone bump into his back, and he turns around, mostly out of politeness and concern about the stranger. The words of 'are you alright?' stuck in his throat when he sees a familiar brown hair, amethysts eyes, and looks around fifteen. Amethysts eyes blink at him in confusion, the name in Subaru's mouth nearly slips and he recovers.
"Are you alright?" Subaru asked, the teen nodded that he is fine. Relieved, Subaru felt a bit lighter but also a bit sad because he remembers Kamui's words about being reborn. Seeing the Subaru not going to do anything, the teen looks down and blinks at seeing something white and glowing. The teen bend down and picks it up, Subaru's eyes widen at this, and the feather must've slipped out of his white trench pocket.
"A white feather…" Subaru swallowed, the teen's voice is very similar to Kamui. His mind going to overdrive as it process the fact that this teen in front of him, is Kamui, only reborn with no memories.
"Yes, a special person gave it to him." Hokuto decided to jump in, the teen looks up in surprise and blushes nervously before handing the feather back to Subaru hastily.
"Thanks, but I don't need it since he gave me two of them. You can keep it." This news surprises both Hokuto and the teen who stares at him in surprise. Hokuto gave him that look that he is not off the hook yet, while the teen looks down, the feather in his hand clutched gently, he smiles softly.
"Thank you." Subaru smiles at him. Noticing the interaction between the two, Hokuto decides to leave them alone and pull their group of friends away.
"I was wondering if you like to go out with me with a cup of coffee?" The teen looks up at him, amused.
"Do you normally ask people out on their first meeting with you?" Subaru shrugs, at this.
"No, but hey there is always a first try. Right?" Subaru winked at the teen, he blushes at this and once again looks down in embarrassment, making Subaru laugh softly and silently. Funny, how destiny works, doesn't it? When he first met Kamui, he usually blushes around the angel when Kamui is being nice to him.
"Before we do anything further, I would like to know your name. My name is Sumeragi Subaru." The teen smiles at him, a slight blush on his face.
"My name is Shiro Kamui, pleasure to meet you." Subaru smiled softly, he finally has his angel right beside him. Although Kamui may not know the feather he is holding in his hand was originally his, it doesn't matter as he is willing to give Kamui enough time and return his feelings for him, memories or not. The wheels of fate once again turn, but in a different direction, outline with many possibilities and paths. A simple change in the past, cause a ripple effect that ripples into the future, and yet the future remains fragile and unknown.
7. (Older!Kamui x TB!Subaru, slight Seishiro x Older!Kamui and Subaru x Kotori) [X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon, Reverse Role AU!] [OKXTBSSXOKSXKX139XTBRRAU]
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Title: Almost Reverse Role, AU
Pairings: Older!Shiro Kamui x TB!Sumeragi Subaru
Other Pairings: Sakurazuka Seishiro x Older!Shiro Kamui and Sumeragi Subaru x Monou Kotori ((A/N: The last pairing caught me off guard, then again in the canon, Kamui loved Kotori))
Category: Manga. X/1999 x Tokyo Babylon Crossover
Rating: M - Slight disturbing graphics scene
Genre: Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Romance, and One-Sided Romance
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this short more fun to write about.
Note: It's Reverse Role AU. Basically Kamui is an omnyoji, and a Sumeragi, while Subaru is a 'Kamui' and a Shiro. Complicated, right?
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((A/N: This is almost like total reverse, just read it and you’ll get it. Sort of))
Sumeragi Kamui took out the cigarette from his mouth, he looked at it with slight disinterest and distaste, a small scowl on his face. The image of a smiling man, one eye gold, the other filled with glass, bloody hand through Hokuto, surrounded by sakura petals burned in his mind. He glared at the back of his own palms through the white gloves he always wear as he lay against the window sill. He already can make out the pentagram scars etched faintly on him, marked he was, hatred for that man, he wasn't. Kamui tried hating the Sakurazukamori a couple of times, but whenever he did, he couldn't bring himself to hate him and that's what made him disgusted in himself. He sighed before extinguishing the cigarette in to the cigarette tray, if he were to continue to think like that man, would he be happy if that man accepted him later on, he wondered. He snorted, he rather die by that man's hand than becoming a Sakurazukamori.
"Kamui?" Snapping out of his thoughts, Kamui turned towards the fifteen year-old Shiro Subaru. Kamui soften his face, Subaru is definitely one of the most unlucky kids he ever met. Subaru witnessed his own mother burned up, his aunt dying giving birth to the Holy Sword, his own best friend killed his younger sister in front of his eyes, gleefully declaring he would be next. Finding out that he had a bigger role playing in this whole chaotic process, didn't help at all. Kamui can see his younger self in Subaru, the hurt, the pain and betrayal, and that's what helped him reached out to Subaru as he hid himself in his heart.
"Subaru, do you need something?" Subaru look at him, tainted green eyes connected with older and guarded amethysts eyes. Subaru walked to where the omnyoji.
"Do you still think of him?" Kamui's eyes widen at this, he would've snapped at anyone for mentioning Sakurazukamori in front of him, but this is Subaru. Subaru is like a kindle spirit to him, someone he could lend a hand to. To him, Subaru is an exception and Kamui is willing to do anything to help him out. He is after all the Dragon of Earth, and Subaru is Dragon of Earth's Kamui.
"…Yes." Subaru looked down, before hugging him. Kamui's body tensed for a second before relaxing, and hugging Subaru back.
"He hurt you so much, and yet you still love him." Kamui's eyes soften, and he let out a small pained smile out. Rubbing Subaru's back gently in a circular motion, he could feel Subaru tightened his grip on his black buttoned up shirt that he always wore underneath his gray trench coat.
"You don't have to worry about me so much, Subaru. I'm fine." That made Subaru shot up from his grasp as he glared angrily at the surprised onmyoji.
"Why can't I worry about you?" That made Kamui dumbfounded at the teen. There was a silence, Subaru then look down and massaged the back of Kamui's hand, even though the white glove is there.
"It's kind of hard to not worry about you. Sorta, Arashi, Yuzuriha, Seiichirou, Daisuke, and Karen are worried about you, especially me when you tried to reach me from my depression. I haven't had the chance to thank you for that." Kamui heard his soft voice and looked at Subaru with a soft gaze.
"Subaru…"
"Kamui, you may hate him, but a bond like that can never make you hate him. You still love him," Kamui frozze at this, knowing Subaru is telling the truth. "as I still love Kotori even though she isn't with me anymore. Kamui, you still have hope, you can still recover, I'm not sure if it's the right thing to say, but Hokuto would've wanted that." Subaru swallowed nervously as he kept looking down, Subaru ignored the fact that he is straddling the older man himself, and he refused to meet pain and sad violet eyes staring at him.
"I know I'm not supposed to say this, but, if that Sakurazukamori loved you, he wouldn't hurt you without a reason. If you become like him, I'm not sure what I can do without you." Subaru said, before he looked up and got the courage to kiss Kamui's cheek. Reddish pink colored his cheeks before he moved away and he stared at a stunned Kamui.
"It's ok if you don't return it, but if you did, would you allow me to be the precious person you wanted to protect the most?" Subaru said as he moved away from the man, violet eyes trained to follow the teen as he stopped at the door.
"I don't expect you to answer that question now, but I'm willing to wait for that answer even if I have to wait forever." Then the teen left with the door closed behind him, Kamui continued to look at the door, waited a good ten to fifteen minutes, before running his gloved fingers through his own hair, a bitter smile on his lips.
"That's kind of hard too, since I don't think I deserve your kindness or your feelings for me, Subaru." He whispered softly, too afraid of what would happen if Subaru heard it, he lit another cigarette and begin smoking. The image of the smiling man with hands coated with blood and smell of cherry blossom petals; still walks within his mind.
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