Shorts and Shots: Clamp's Collection Pt.VIII
Title: Shorts and Shots: Clamp's Collection Pt. VIII
Category: Clamp and expect some crossovers
Rating: Ranges from T to NC-17 (Due to some graphic scenes, language, blood, a bit of violence, and some hotness in some of these shorts and shots) As of Part VIII, it's NC-17...I think.
Genre: Mostly Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Angst a bit of horror, friendship, tragedy, and supernatural.
Note: I'm slightly pissed of due to the fact I cannot post the whole thing on a single entry, so I'll try and post this in different parts and then connecting them together.
Note: After reading some SubaruxSakura fics, which I admit is now one of my favorite crossovers pairing, I ended up having a weird craving for a SubaruxSakuraxKamui fic. So, um from that point on, I think the crack bug struck me again and made me imagine more, and more of them. I wanted sleep badly, so I'm going to do something about it. I swear whenever I think of crossover pairings, it leads to some that isn't there on FF. net. Which makes me wonder *rushes to the window and yells: WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU PEOPLE? 'cough'* I'm not sure if I put most of the characters in their characters, so um yeah. ^_^'' That said, let's begin with the collection.
Disclaimer: Honestly I don't want to do the disclaimer, but since I wrote several of crossover pairings and some of them are pairings just from the anime or yaoi. Half of them I have no idea where they come from, so I guess, I'll have to do it anyway.
Let's see:
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26. (Subaru x Fem!Kamui!, hints of Seishiro x Subaru and Fuma x Fem!Kamui) [X/1999 AU!] [SXFKSXSFXFKX139AU]
27. (Time Travel! Subaru x Kamui) [X/1999 Time Travel Slash] [TTSXKX139TTS]
28. (Vamp!Subaru x Human!Kamui, a slight of Vamp!Seishiro x Vamp!Subaru and Vamp!Seishiro x Human! Kamui) [X/1999, AU!] [VSXHKVSXVSVSXHKX139AU]
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26. (Subaru x Fem!Kamui!, hints of Seishiro x Subaru and Fuma x Fem!Kamui) [X/1999 AU!] [SXFKSXSFXFKX139AU]
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Title: In which in an alternate universe, Kamui is a girl. Crippled Wings. AU
Pairings: Subaru x Fem!Kamui! - Hey I know that Subaru loves Seishiro, but bear with me cause this is one of them I cannot resist adding as a one-shot.
Other Pairings: Hints of Seishiro x Subaru; Hints of Fuma x Fem!Kamui
Category: X/1999, Manga. Pandora Hearts - Reference
Rating: M - Character Death, in slight details and for Fem!Kamui being traumatized a bit.
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Tragedy, and slightly bit of Humor - For tragedy, I've made Fem!Kamui killed her first crush, which is slightly similar to what happened to Subaru and Seishiro on Rainbow Bridge, but not really for the true ending on X-Movie or X/1999 last anime episode. As for humor, if anyone who watches or reads Pandora Hearts, you might know one of the main characters called Xerxes Break, then you probably understand.
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this shot more fun to write about. This one also, I have reasons for this one as well. Language is in this one.
Note: I've just realized that Break is like a mix of Seishiro and Subaru, except no sakura petals, a big chain called the Mad Hatter that can permanently erase other chains or items, that'll be scary if one of them has that chain.
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((A/N: Me: This, I could not resist. *Grins and laughs evilly in the background* Kamui: *shivers* I have a bad feeling of this. The good thing is that it’s her designing what I should wear. Me: Are you saying that I’m that bad, Kamui-kun?*evil grin* Kamui:*swallows silently* No. Me: *Smiles happy* Good. Kamui and everyone: *sweat drips*)
Subaru watches the young Seal and Leader of Dragon of Heaven. Shiro Kazumi as she watches the sky with both of his green eyes on her. Her messy brown hair went to the mid-way of her back, she lean against the wall, her violet eyes stares the sky through the window. White wool bell-sleeve sweater, black leather pants compromised with some belts, Kazumi pulled her knees close. Kazumi didn't cry anymore, it wasn't that she couldn't, it was that she had shed her tears too long ago, cried too many for other people's pain. She was crying over him when he was injured, and after that, she learned to cope.
The reason he still have both eyes intact was because of Kazumi, she pull free from the wires fast enough and use her body to push him away. Only getting injured on her left shoulder, she cried over him when he drifted into unconscious state of mind. Waking up, he saw her sad amethysts eyes somehow, it made him sad and his heart twisted a bit. But he is surprised when she smiled with relief while crying, continues to hold his hand gently and tightly in hers. That he is ok and it isn't a dream made her happy, she collapsed on top of him out of lack of sleep and relief. He caught her out of worry. Even though he loved Seishiro, the question left was that did he still love him? He knew he is gay, but after currently experiencing some sort of feelings for the violet-eyed teenage girl, it made him confused.
Kazumi couldn't sleep when it comes to someone she knew, is in pain. She already felt enough pain when she couldn't save Kotori, she already is heartbroken when Fuma declares the next time they'll meet, and she will be killed by his hands. Whenever someone else mentions Fuma, she gets all quiet and doesn't say anything. Subaru shakes himself out of his thoughts when he hears singing, and look at her in surprise and wonder.
For someone to be able to sing even after seeing so many things that hurt her, normally that person would be broken. That is until they'll are able to get out of their shells by themselves or by other people. For Kazumi, she continues to hope, continues to look for a better future, an alternative, to let everyone live on Earth as it continued to live, and that includes Fuma too. Even after what he had done to her, he nearly raped her, she still hopes that he'll come back and be friends with her. At that time, Subaru's blood boiled and he quickly control his anger before it get out of hand for what the Dragon of Earth nearly did to her, but it frightened her when he came to rescue her first. She is scared that he'll die in the process of rescuing her.
Currently, Subaru analyzed her when she hadn't realized he is there, and felt his heart stop beating for a second, her eyes; they're glazed and empty, like someone had ripped her soul out before going after her heart and crush it into pieces. Those eyes, they look so familiar, they reminded him looking like that when Seishiro betrayed him and killed his sister. However, her voice carries the gentleness of the song fondly, caressing as it as if it was the only comfort, only for her, and Subaru listens quietly. ((A/N: This song is called 'Why' from Ayaka, and it's one of my favorite songs from Square-Enix))
"Hitomi no oku ga boyake te mie nai
kokoro no soko no kimochi wa aru no ?
sekai no subete wo te ni shi ta toshite mo
sore ga anata no shiawase na no ?
Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why? waratte mise te yo
kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara
tooi mukashi ni nani ga atta no ?
shisen wo sorasu anata no hitomi ni
hitori de samishii yoru ni dakishime rareru
sonna atataka sa shitteru ?
Why? doushite katachi ni kodawaru no ?
Why? kokoro wo hirai te
ookina nimotsu wo seotta
anata wo ukeire rareru chikara
aru wa shinji te mi te ?
Ohh..Yeaahh
jiyuu na hito wa bukiyou de ?
jiyuu na hito wa fuan de ?
Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why? waratte mise te yo
kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara
shinji te mi te."
Her voice cracked and she broke, her eyes in tears but she still smiles. Subaru realized that Kazumi is just a broken doll, but not beyond repair. She can still walk, can still put on her masks and hide the pain easily, but when alone she allowed herself to break slowly before pulling the pieces up back together. Having enough and deciding to make him known to her that he is watching; Subaru walked over to her, wide amethyst eyes at seeing his reflection on the glass window, she tried to use her sleeves to wipe away her tears when Subaru stops her. She looks at him with curious teary eyes, the smile is replaced with a frown, and he smile sadly. He cupped her face into both of his hands, and wipes her tears with his thumbs and she watch with wide eyes.
"Subaru-san?" Subaru smiles gently, this girl, may be a broken doll, but being able to sing after all the glass shards impaled her heart making it bleed and still beating. There is still hope for Kazumi, she may be broken but she can be repaired easily. This innocent face, a bit slightly tainted from what she experienced, Subaru wants to help. It was in his character after all.
"Would you sing for me?" Surprised and blushing red, Kazumi nodded hesitantly and begins to open her mouth to sing the previous song she sang before when Subaru silenced her with a finger. Slightly blushing, she looks at him with a questioning and curious gaze, Subaru looks at her gently with a small smile.
"Any song that you like, Kazuimi, just not the one before." Kazumi blushes at the familiarity of her name ranged from his lips, and nodded before looking at him with curiosity and hesitation.
"Would it be alright if I called you, Subaru? I mean you don't have to…"He laughs softly as she tumbles over words, before he hugs her close. Wide eyes she looked up at him in surprise, and she couldn't make out of the situation she is currently in. Subaru pulls her chin up with his fingers slightly close to his face. The image of being happy with Seishiro when he is a teen, faded in his mind, he is being healed slowly by this angel, an angel with crippled wings. Kazumi still looks up at him with curiosity, this time, it's his turn to heal her, helping her pick up the pieces along the way, trying to protect her, and hoping to see a true smile that's been missing on her face for a while.
"I don't mind, as long as you don't." That answer made her blush so red, Kazumi hid her face in his shirt, earning another soft chuckle from the onmyoji.
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Omake 1: Broken Christmas
Kazumi looks at the party with a soft smile, everyone had gathered to enjoy, to forget anything that had to do with war and the Promised Day. Then she sighs sadly, it's just wasn't the same without Subaru around. Hearing the news of him becoming a Dragon of Earth and Sakurazukamori after killing Seishiro with his own hands, made her heart stop beating for awhile, her nails dug into her palms. She wanted to cry so much out of anguish and she would've cursed his name to god knows where. But she couldn't hate him, she couldn't be angry at him, and she continued to cry, and hoping it's just a nightmare that'll fade away and waking up to find Subaru is still around with them. That hope fades and she accepted it, accepted the fact that he is no longer around to help her get back up and giving her a hand to walk. She swallowed her acceptance in reluctance, and hid most of her affection for the onmyoji away, picking herself up alone like she did so many times. It felt alien to her, something she used to do that is so familiar and yet after feeling emotions for someone other than Fuma, it just doesn't feel right and empty.
Wearing a violet dress with thin straps, a thin veiled white scarf, and medium black heels, the dress itself is up to her knees. She ignored the stares given to her by her fellow male classmates, ignored the kind gestures given to her by them, and went out into the balcony of the Imonoyama Mansion. The view is beautiful from here as she admired the lights from the city contrasting the starless night sky with a soft smile. She shivered from the cold, and hugged her thin clear white scarf closer around her.
"You're going to get cold if you are going to stay like that." Eyes wide, she turned around and her heart skip a beat, her breath hitched in her throat. Subaru, dressed in black blazer with a green turtle neck sweater, black slacks, hope rose in her before she brutally squashed it down and look around. The guests and the other Seals didn't look at them and they hadn't witness him being here, defenses raised in her heart as she looks at the onmyoji with cold determination.
"Why do you care?"
"How can I not?" Subaru said it so easily and slightly annoyed, that she looked away, refusing to meet his face.
"Who knows?" She whispered, tense silence fill the air between them.
"Are you here to kill me?" Kazumi asked, still not looking at him, Subaru's jaded green eyes narrowed at this, the thought of hurting Kazumi left him a bitter taste on his tongue, if he can help, he won't hurt her, but protect her on the other side on the Promised Day.
"No." She froze, eyes wide, the defense around her heart nearly gave away at hearing this.
"Why are you here? You do realize you will make the others angry at you for leaving them, and some of them are disappointed after having so much respect for you." She would not ask about herself, he would already knew that if he had left, he'll make her cry, heartbroken again, and become the living broken doll once again.
"I wanted to see you." Subaru said, as he continued to look at her sadly. He already knew the consequences of leaving Dragons of Heaven for Earth, he already knew that from that decision, he would make her cry, make her heartbroken again, and will most likely resume to become the living broken doll he fear to see. His own heart, broken once, repaired again, is tearing up into pieces once again, only this time in guilt for making her sad, for making her cry because he left her alone. Her shoulders, they've trembled, her hearts defenses slowly drift away as she wraps her arms around herself. The only comfort she is able to feel, her heart continues to ache and she slowly breaks in front of him.
"Why? If it wasn't for becoming his legacy, what other reason did you have to leave us?" She look at him with such an anguish and sad face, that it made him winced, now he knows the feeling of making a girl cry, especially by a girl who cares for him very much. He reaches for her, pulling her arms away from her body and holds her close just like the day she was unaware that he was listening to her singing brokenly against the window.
"I'm so sorry, I had no choice." Kazumi laughs bitterly, tears continued to roll down her face.
"Choice? Choice? Does it look like I have a choice either?" Her words, though they aren't raised and they aren't in a loud of voice, they were clearly upset, angry at him, and they shot bullets at him through his heart.
"Does it look like I have a goddamned choice to kill my best friend to save this twisted world? Does it look like I have a choice when my best friend tied me up, kill his own flesh and blood right in front of me and nearly raped me?" Kazumi sobs harder into his green sweater, her face and her voice, they are in pain, and anguished at the thoughts of hurting someone she loved the most as she looks up at him with a bitter smile.
"Does it look like I have a choice on whether I should tell someone you are here or ignored it all together? Does it look like I have a choice on whether or not to harm you so much? It makes me want to kill myself over and over again because I am so damned in love you. Does it look like I have a choice on whether I should kill you or fatally injure you before you hurt someone or someone else close to me?" Kazumi couldn't stop crying, and he pulled her face close to his, lips connected into a desperate kiss, tongues dances feverishly and desperately to convey one and another of their feelings for each other. They broke for air, Kazumi's tears are whipped away gently by Subaru, her eyes are rimmed red from crying silently and her beautiful voice is hoarse now from all that crying. Subaru would've gladly told her why, why he left them and her for the enemy and how he wished to hold her in his arms to not see her cry again because of him doing something he is going to regret later on. Hearing Sorta's voice along with Keiichi's, the pair turn to look at the direction of the sound coming from the party, they are looking for her. Subaru look at Kazumi, reading his eyes, she looked down defeated.
"Go, go before they will become more upset and angry, before they'll see you here." With me. The last part, Subaru was able to tell and he gave her a kiss on her forehead, cheeks, kissing away her remaining tears, and a chaste kiss on the lips. The kiss on her lips lasted for a few seconds, he is hesitant to leave her before he jumps to the roofs of the buildings near by and is gone later on. Kazumi didn't look behind her, she knows she is going to break, she knows she is going regret letting him go and not facing the wrath of her friends, but what choice did she have? Tear drops platter against the snow, before she dried them up, cleaning away any evidence of her tears and puts up the same mask she wore at the party, a soft smile and clear amethysts eyes, from crying earlier. ((A/N: Classical Romeo & Juliet theme? Maybe))
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Omake 2: Valentine's Day
Kazumi never liked Valentine's Day, but it also doesn't mean she can't hope and kept on checking her mail towards the coming day of St. Valentine, to check and see if he given her something. Of course, that's not what most of the males at her school thought. The males kept on giving her an expecting glance, hoping beyond hope that she will give them chocolates or accept their gifts to her. But she ignores them; she doesn't want to accept their gifts since she already loves someone else. Kazumi allows herself to sigh in relief that the Promised Day is over, but it also traumatized her.
The feeling of the blade in her hands pierce her best friend's heart. She stares in shock and horror at the feeling of his blood running down from her blade and on to her hands, frozen in shock, Fuma smiled at her in relief and regret.
"I'm so sorry, for causing you so much pain, so much sorrow. I was watching, and I couldn't stop myself from doing all those hurtful things to you and other people." Her hands trembles, eyes continued to look at him in shock with tears running down her face. He wiped them away with his bloodied hands.
"I do not deserve those tears, for causing you so much pain, so much grief. You truly are an angel, a forgiving child; I want you to live on. Find someone who loves you," She shook her head, she wants her friend back, but to pay at this price? "Someone who loves you so much, they'll do anything to protect you." Fuma smiled sadly, Kazumi continued to shake her head.
"Please don't die, I'm so sorry Fuma." Fuma smile sadly at her, knowing he is going to die soon. "No, you're going to be fine. We're going to take you to hospital and they'll patch you up, right?" Fuma looks at her, and hugs her close to his chest, Kazumi didn't protest and continued to cry.
"Please don't leave me, please! I beg you, please don't leave me Fuma!" Fuma's heart wrenched at this, he cannot grant her wish, and the life slowly faded from his eyes. Eyes wide opened, Kazumi look at him, hands trembling and reach his face to caress it.
"Tell me this is a joke, Fuma? Tell me this is all a dream, Fuma?" But Fuma didn't answer, realizing that she killed her best friend she has been trying to save because it is her own wish; she let out an anguished cry, and clutched his corpse to her chest heavily crying over him. She is about to reach for her sword, when arms wrapped around her and pulled her away from Fuma's corpse. Hysterical and depressed, she tried to fight back and break away from the embrace, but the arms held her in place, made her turned around and pulled her to the person's chest. The scent of cigarettes, vanilla and cherry blossoms calmed her down a bit and she continued to cry into the person's chest.
"Let me go, Subaru! Please! Let me die!...Fuma…he…knew…and…I….why did this happen? Why did have to be him of all people to be my twin star?" She couldn't get any answers, because both for them knew she is being hysterical and depressed over what she had done. It made her wanting to find answers, to find why this happened, but both of them knew how cruel Fate can be. Rubbing circles on her lower back, he thread his fingers through her long hair and let her cry until her eyes turned red, cheeks puffy, and voice hoarse once again like the time on Christmas. This is over, and it's finally done, but to Kazumi, it gave her a lot of pain, the wings she continues to carry, wilted, feathers falling down one by one. Subaru whisper soothing words into her ears and she fell asleep, exhausted of what she had been through. Hysterical as she was, she knew Subaru wouldn't let her kill herself and even though he is a Sakurazukamori and she pleaded him to kill her, he wouldn't because he loves her, and from there, he continues to watch her through the shadows, giving her silent support, both physically and mentally, to help her pick up the broken pieces back again. He is really back on square one, but he is going to stay with her so he could help her heal once again.
Sighing in disappointment at nothing in the mail, Kazumi went back to her dorm dejectedly. Opening the door and closing it behind her, the room itself felt empty and cold compared how two years went by, the place itself used to be filled with laughter, people, noise and warm. She sighed, she would've given anything to go back to those days, but she knew she can't and hearing the echoes of the laughing and sounds is enough to make her content and lonely, but not happy. The rest of the seals come and go as they visit her, Subaru mostly comes by, but…selfishly, she only wants Subaru to stay with her.
Hearing a knock on the door, some voices outside, she made sure she look through the eyeglass before she opened the door. Two weeks ago, she opened the door out of habit and a group of her fellow male students came down to the ground, turns out they were about to make a deal with her about giving them chocolates. If she doesn't, she'll be expelled because of the rumors they'll spread. The only action she was able to give is a raise eyebrow when Subaru, who arrived earlier, appeared behind her. He wrapped one arm around her shoulders, the other around her stomach and pulled her close. He looked at the boys lazily with a twisted smirk. Kazumi shuddered at the feeling of seeing that grin on his face, but being in the older man's arms made her heart flutter at this.
Needlessly to say, the guys are scared, shitted themselves in their pants before leaving very quickly, she might add, causing her to giggle at this. Subaru had acquired a nature from his previous unrequited love, the feeling of possessiveness made her feel a bit warm and she swallowed down more of her laughs before Subaru looks down at her with amusement and attacks her mouth with his lips. She blushed at the memory; she wasn't sure what she would've done if Subaru wasn't there. She rather not know, and shook her head as she look through the glass and smile before she opened the door.
"Hello Yuzu-chan, Karen-chan, Kusanagi-san, Yuuto-san. What are you guys doing here?"
"We were just wondering if you have anyone to spend with on Valentine's Day?" Kazumi winced and looked down. The group looks at each other before panicking to try and cheer up. She laughs, the feeling of their worries even though they have they have their own lives filled her own heart a bit but it wasn't enough.
"No, I'm afraid not. I have two tests coming up in two days, sorry." Yuzuriha is saddened, but brightened up and grab Kazumi's hands as she blinked.
"Then can we hang out after the tests?" Kazumi thought it over and grins.
"Ok." Karen and Yuuto gave Kusanagi a look; Kusanagi noticed and dragged Yuzuriha away,
"Kazumi-chan, is everything alright?" Karen asked, she loved the girl like a little sister. Kazumi gave her a tired smile.
"If you mean being alright, then yes, I'm healing." Karen raised an eyebrow, Yuuto look at the petite girl and nodded.
"Alright, but if you need something from us, you know what to do. Ok?" Kazumi nodded happily before waving a goodbye at them, and then closing the door leaning against it and smiles, she knows that her friends are constantly worried about her, that's ok, even though sometimes it's a bit annoying. Like the time Sorta popped out of nowhere from her cupboards under the sink ((A/N: I copied that move from Xerxes Break from Pandora Hearts, added with a bit of Sorta)), demands to know if she was really alright or not, she screamed in surprise and Arashi who is with her at that time. Blushes, apologizes for her boyfriend's actions and dragged him out of the door with her. Or the time when Keiichi tried to help her with the books, constantly worried about her, she snapped at him telling him that she is not fragile. To see him so cowed and scared made her chuckle at the expression he wore.
"What's gotten you so happy? I thought I was the only one who is supposed to do that?" She perked up at hearing his joking voice, although he is a Sakurazukamori Subaru, he is still Sumeragi Subaru to her. Standing near the balcony, he wore a gray trench coat, green sweater, and black pants; he smirks softly at her in amusement. She blushes before she giggles, and squeals in laughter when Subaru picks her up from her waist, dance around in circles with her, before falling down onto the couch. She giggled at this out of pure excitement before looking down at him with content. She's smiles softly and gives him a kiss, he pulls her closer, the taste of faint cigarette smoke with something else, gives her the shivers down her spine as she moans in to his lips. They pulled away, her hair hanging around her face like a curtain.
"You're not going ask for chocolates?" He asked amused, she mockingly rolls her eyes and pouted at feeling being assumed to want chocolates. He chuckles before pulling her close to a kiss and Kazumi let herself enjoy the feeling. Kazumi would rather have something simple. If you give her a bouquet full of flowers, she'll throw it at you indignant. If you give her a single flower, she'll smile. If you give her chocolates and then leaves, she wouldn't touch them and throws them away when they go bad. If you spent time with her, then that enough alone, makes her happy and feel that she is wanted, even after all the chaos and pain in both of their lives, this is enough. They are anchors for each other, keeping one another grounded and giving each other comfort when needed the most. Leaving their most painful memories to sleep; they make new ones to lift their spirits, finally free from the overwhelming destinies. They put on those crippled wings, spread them and flew, until death drives them apart.
27. (Time Travel! Subaru x Kamui) [X/1999 Time Travel Slash] [TTSXKX139TTS]
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Title: Second Chances Don't Come Very Often, Especially Time Travel
Pairings: TimeTravel!Subaru x Kamui
Category: X/1999, Manga.
Rating: T
Genre: Drama, Romance, Humor, Hurt/Comfort
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this shot more fun to write about. I have the urge to write this one.
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Subaru knew Kamui died with no regrets, he died to save the Earth and humanity. It made him wonder what would have happen if Kamui is still alive, Subaru missed Kamui, then the world around him swirled and he slipped. Waking up to a person shaking him, Subaru open his eyes and saw a pair of amethysts eyes looking down at him with concern. He froze; those shades of color, they belong to Kamui, his Kamui who is very much alive. Kamui blinked down and narrowed his eyes in concern for the omnyoji.
“Subaru, are you alright? You look pale.” Did he really look pale, Subaru wondered as he stared into his leader’s amethysts eyes. Hope beyond hope that this is a dream, and yet he sees a pair of green eyes looking back at him from Kamui’s eyes. This has to be one sick joke…he was there when he saw Kamui died, and yet he could feel the warm breath fanning against his face. Then without thinking, he pulled the teen down and hugged him close. The feeling of the warm body, the teen’s heart beating a bit fast, he’s alive, real, breathing and here. Sent the former Sakurazukamori overwhelming shots of relief through his body, and wanted to never let go of the said teen, and if he knows Kamui, he would be very confused, slightly blushing, not a bit of worry, most likely very worried.
“Subaru?” Kamui asked tentatively, and Subaru inwardly winced at hearing hesitation from the teen’s voice. He is scaring him, but he doesn’t want to let go, not when he still remembers holding his former leader’s body close when he died. Dead, cold, empty and lifeless, that is one of the memories he didn’t want to remember. If Kamui is alive, that could also mean, his own heart nearly froze, he is just Sumeragi Subaru, Seishiro is alive and the current Sakurazukamori, along with Kamui’s best friend, Fuma is Dragon of Earth’s Kamui again. Now he knows that Fate is playing twisted sick joke…and a very cruel one on him. He dare not to think of this now or any further, he wants to atone those sins, the sadness and the light lost in Kamui’s eyes. He wants to regain them back; even knowing that he might alternate the future and changing it from the one he once known.
“I never did believe in second chances, but promise me one thing. If I ever get lost or astray on where I walk, pull me back and I’ll try to give you everything back.” Kamui blinked, not sure what to do, or what had brought this up, decided to agree with Subaru. He didn’t want Subaru to go away, and being in this position, he blushed, is slightly comfortable for him.
“I promise.” Kamui’s face flamed red when he felt Subaru’s arms around him tightened, and doesn't want to let him go for a long while.
A week later, he suddenly wished to go back on the promise. While he is grateful for the constant attention given by the older man, he felt slightly annoyed and a bit worried when Subaru decided to spend time with him whenever he had free time. He wanted to ask, but he saw the look in the omnyoji's eyes and hesitated. They look as if he’ll drop dead at any moment, and they are afraid if he is really going to. So he didn’t ask, and from there he was constantly teased by his classmates at the Clamp Campus and by the other Seals. Heck, even Arashi joined in the fun.
“I’m sorry.” Kamui look at him with surprise.
“For what?” He asked, a worried and slightly offended.
“For making you feel uncomfortable at being teased at school and the others.” There was amusement in his voice, but there was a hint of resentment. Kamui sighed, walked over to Subaru, not looking at him; he took hold of the older man’s sleeve, gripping it to make the omnyoji to stay in place.
“Don’t be, it made me feel what is like to be almost normal.” Feeling the blush on his cheeks, Kamui berated himself for saying something like a lovesick school girl. It didn’t help that he still blushed when Subaru chuckle, and pulled him into his arms.
“You’re so cute; did I ever tell you that?” If anything, Kamui blushed harder in embarrassment, making Subaru laugh more.
“Just don’t make it a habit of checking up on me during class.” Subaru can hear the mock stern voice coming from Kamui and he softly smiles; now he knows that somewhere, the Kamui he lost and failed to protect in the future has already forgiven him. Knowing that it was his choice to become a Sakurazukamori, and that this time, he isn’t going to become one, not when the current Kamui needs him.
28. (Vamp!Subaru x Human!Kamui, a slight of Vamp!Seishiro x Vamp!Subaru and Vamp!Seishiro x Human! Kamui) [X/1999, AU!] [VSXHKVSXVSVSXHKX139AU]
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Title: In which in an alternate universe, Subaru and Seishiro are vampires and Kamui is human, but his scent is very sweet and alluring.
Pairings: Vamp!Subaru x Human!Kamui, a slight of Vamp!Seishiro x Vamp!Subaru and Vamp!Seishiro x Human! Kamui - Maybe similar to KuroFai when it comes to the 'E' principle. I'm still using the 'E' principle though. I've made Kamui look so adorable, that he'll probably be uke if I were to make a full story for this one. Then again, I'm too lazy to.
Category: X/1999, Manga. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles - 'E' principle reference
Rating: M - Hotness in one scene, I wouldn't do a full blown sex, but then again, that gave me an idea.
Genre: Drama, Romance, Humor, Supernatural
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this shot more fun to write about. The reason I didn't include Fuma as a pairing for this one plot, is because I need something for humor, and Fuma is going to have a brother complex for Kamui.
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Kamui shivered the feeling of being watched by someone beyond the shadows, made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up in high alert again. Even though he is near home, he couldn't shake off the feeling that someone is watching him so intently and hungrily. Making him wanting to bolt for the door, opening it wide and quickly closing it. However, that'll also make him a target and whoever is watching him, has a sick pleasure on doing so. Kamui growled inwardly at the feeling, he hated it, the feeling of being the prey, with alarm bells ringing in his head, it's mostly his paranoia that starting to get his nerves. When he first got the feeling, he constantly look over his shoulder to see whoever is watching him even though knowing that no one is there. Now, he is ignoring the feeling as he maneuvered, using different and complicated directions to thwart whoever is pursuing him before he ever made it home.
"Are you alright?" Kamui jumped and look behind him to see a handsome man with gold eyes, the man smile at him with curiosity and Kamui felt a slight heat decorating on his cheeks as the man assessed him in what he is wearing. Plain white sneakers, black jeans, red armani buttoned up shirt, and white trench coat with some black buckles. However the man wore, a black business suit as he smiled at him charmingly. Kamui, usually trust his instincts, and now his instincts are telling him to run from this man, but they've been quelled down by something soothing in the back of his mind.
"I'm fine, I was walking home from work." The man's lips seems to stretch into a grin.
"Then you wouldn't mind if I escort you home?" Now those instincts are telling him to run, get away, and Kamui frowned at the man as Kamui stepped back.
"Yes, I do mind. Now if you excuse me, I have to leave." The man caught hold of his arm in a vice grip, Kamui winced at this. He felt the man whisper.
"That wasn't a request, my pet. May I know your name?" Feeling a cold hand stroking his cheek as if he was delicate, Kamui made a mistake in looking at the man's gold eyes as they glow slightly, he was about to say his own name when a hand gripped the man's wrist hard, and pulled it off Kamui's arm. Kamui stumbled back, groaning at feeling some sort of a headache and he fell into another person's arms.
"I did not expect you to be able to find me so fast, Subaru-kun." Kamui groaned, his hand on his forehead as he looked up. Another man with raven hair that compliments his beautiful features, green eyes stare frozenly at the other man. He wore a black belt choker, black turtle neck shirt, trench coat, black pants, everything about what this man is wearing is black. What's odd is the white lining on the man's trench coat, and the red gloves he wore.
"You are not wanted here, Seishiro-san." The man's smile didn't change, as he smile serenely at the person called 'Subaru'.
"Pity, I was hoping I can share the late evening snack with you and yet you already got him away from me, refusing not to give my fill." Kamui's amethysts eyes widen at this, ignoring the slight headache and buzz in his head, he tried to move away from the older man's grasp, only for the man to tightened his hold around him. The man whispered to him soothingly, and Kamui shivered from the cold air hitting the shell of his ear.
"I'm not going to hurt you, I can promise that." Something about the man's voice, is soothing and Kamui relaxed slightly in the man's arms. Subaru glared at Seishiro.
"You've trespassed into my territory, leave." Seishiro sighed in disappointment and dramatically for losing a prey to his previous victim.
"Very well, I'll leave. Have a nice night, Subaru-kun. Amethysts, we'll meet again." Seishiro smile as he addressed his own nickname for Kamui, who shivered at this. Kamui wasn't sure whether it was from excitement or fear, but he knew if he meet Seishiro again, he isn't going to be alive in the next. He watched as Seishiro disappeared in form of sakura petals as they whirled around the man and left. Kamui is about to thank Subaru, when a heavy weight suddenly leaning on him.
"Subaru-san?" Subaru is feeling slightly feverish, he hadn't has his own fill yet, not with Seishiro has been stalking this person. He didn't want this person to become like him when he used to be human. Seishiro took advantage on him, and turned him. Horrified at what he became, he fled his own home and stay in solitude watching and preventing Seishiro from turning those around this neighborhood. He had chosen not to feed off humans, but those off of animals, and if he can help, steal some from the blood bank. The animal blood gives him enough strength to live and fight, but if he were to drink human blood. It's addicting, and he'll be able to survive without out another drink until sometime in the next few weeks.
Worried, Kamui, knew it was against his own character to leave someone alone in the streets that helped him, especially someone who has a connection to this Seishiro person. Deciding against he had learned since he was a kid and from what his family and friends usually warn him about, Kamui dragged Subaru to his apartment flat. If the man is back at full condition, he'll need some answers.
"What are you doing?" The man asked quietly, Kamui tried not to blush at the feeling of cold air hitting against his neck. He took in a deep breath before calming down his own heart.
"Trying to help you, as thanks for saving me from whoever that person you called Seishiro-san is." Subaru hmmed at this, before letting out a chuckle.
"You don't know what you're getting yourself into, and you want to help me? Humans are indeed strange beings." Ignoring the sudden shiver from the last sentence, Kamui open his flat door and tried to pull the man into the house. Well the key word was tried to.
"If you want me in, you have to grant me permission to." Subaru said, Kamui look at him. Amethysts eyes study the man, pieces lined up in his mind and he realized that Subaru and Seishiro are the same kind. Eyes wide at how this could possibly happen, Kamui couldn't help but feel curious and a bit fear. Swallowing down that fear, he wants to help Subaru anyway he can.
"You can come in, Subaru-san." As if like magic, the barrier disappeared and Subaru's form fell on top of Kamui, making the younger man squeak and fall down on the floor as well with Subaru on top of him. Blushing red from the position he is currently in, Kamui could feel the cold skin of the older man's neck and face next to his own neck, but there isn't any heart.
"You're a vampire." Subaru nodded, and he tried to hold himself from not drinking the blood from the exquisite creature below him.
"That I am." Getting rid of the blush, Kamui, realized that this man needed blood as he was slightly paler earlier. Kamui guessed that Subaru hadn't been drinking his own fill. Silently, Kamui turned his head to his left as if giving the permission to Subaru drink from him. Subaru used his own elbows to give himself a lift and look at Kamui, slightly stunned at Kamui's actions.
"Why would you be so willing?"
"Because you needed blood to survive, and I want to help in any way I can." Subaru's green eyes darken slightly.
"If you do this, you'll become an 'E' for only me. You're life force will be slightly longer than any rest of the people you currently know, thus you'll be living longer than the rest. You will heal slightly faster than any other humans. I can only drink blood from those whose have been willing to give it to me. Both of us are allowed to communicate through telepathy." Kamui look at Subaru, his eyes unchanging from his previous determination.
"In other words, I'll become your source of food, and you'll become my shield and sword." Subaru blink and give Kamui a small smile.
"That is correct." Kamui chewed the thought over, he didn't want to meet the person called Seishiro, beside of the feeling about being dead the next time they meet, he felt that the man might take something else from him. That, he is afraid to know.
"I still want to help." A true smile appeared on the vampire's lips and Kamui felt like he is going to blush again since that smile look so amazing on the man himself. Kamui, himself, knew he was gay, but that only happened after he left high school.
"Alright, but before we start, my name is Sumeragi Subaru." Kamui's eyes widen at this, could this man be the missing person on the police reports? The one that has never been found. Seeing the astonishment and sympathy in Kamui's eyes, Subaru realized that it was because of his name and smile sadly at Kamui.
"You don't have to be sorry, some things just happened." Subaru said as he gently stroke Kamui's cheek. Kamui still look at him with wide eyes, a slow blush rising on him, a small smile appeared on Kamui.
"I understand, my name is Shiro Kamui." The vampire sat up, and pulled Kamui up and on his lap. Kamui look at him in surprise, and very red. Subaru lets a sly smirk appears on his lips and nuzzles into the younger man's neck.
"I need you to relax, when I bite into you. It's going to be painful, but you'll feel pleasure from it after the paralyzing venom comes in." That was the only warning Kamui got, when he felt a cold tongue ran up and down his neck. Kamui bit his bottom lip, to not let out a moan, which in turn, came out a small mewl. Cold lips brushed and nibbled on the side of his neck, he shivered at the feeling. His own breath uneven, blood rushing to his cheeks, pulse fluttering. Soon he felt fangs, as they gently move against his porcelain skin, scratching slightly but not that hard. Then he felt those fangs pierced his skin, Kamui winced in pain, Subaru tightens his grip around him. As soon as the pain came, it was then replaced with pleasure and Kamui couldn't help but moan out as pleasure took hold of his body, sending tingling shocks through his hands, feet, and his groin. Subaru's tongue flickered and carefully collected the blood coming from the wound, he slowly suck, his hands rubs the arms of the beautiful creature, in an almost loving motion. Truly, Shiro Kamui, is one exotic and beautiful creature. His blood taste sweet like honey. Maybe that is why Seishiro was following him. Taking off the trench coat that Kamui is wearing, he unbuttoned few buttons from the hem of Kamui's red armarni t-shirt and loosened some from his collar. The glove hands drew lazy circles around his stomach, the cold skin underneath those gloves only add the shots of pleasures Kamui is currently feeling within his body.
Feeling a bit light headed and gasping in short breaths, either from pleasure or loosing some blood, Kamui didn't know as he reached one of the hands that held him in a delicate manner and gently squeezed it. Knowing he suck enough blood from his bait tonight, Subaru withdraws his mouth from the wound and licks it, closing it up and healing it in the process. Kamui's head then fell onto his shoulder, eyes dazed and tired, before finally closing to sleep. Subaru smiles softly at the sleeping body in his arms, feeling very refreshed, he stood up with Kamui's body in his arms, closes the front door of his flat with no trouble, before bringing Kamui to his own bedroom so he can sleep comfortably on his own bed.
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Omake: The Start of Fuma’s Brother Complex
Morning came, Kamui slowly opened his eyes and winced as the sun’s rays from his bedroom window hitting his corneas. Adjusting to the sunlight, Kamui tried to sat up when he felt arms tightened around him. He blinks before he looks down slowly, he is still wearing his yesterday clothes, minus the white trench coat and his shoes. His own body is laying against something hard and very comfortable, Kamui froze and blushed. The person who is holding him, chuckles, and Kamui looked up hesitantly and gaped slightly. Subaru still laughing, holds him close, green eyes sparkle as they look down on him. ((A/N: My reason for this part, I want to add in the humor, which I can say for sure. It's was lust earlier, but for here, um, it's more of adorableness from Kamui that makes you want to well hug, kiss, well you get the idea right?))
“Careful little kitten, you wouldn’t want someone to take advantage of you looking like this.” Kamui just stared, Subaru smiles and dips his head down to steal a kiss from him. Kamui’s face flamed red at the contact, and they were jerked apart when the door of Kamui’s bedroom opened. Kamui blinked before he sheepishly grinned at the intruder.
“Hey Fuma.” Fuma stared at the sight, his best friend and who he considers him as a younger brother, is in the arms of a stranger, with white bandages around his neck. Fuma twitched, this was not he was expecting when he went to check on Kamui. Worried when Kamui didn’t answer the front door, he took out the spare key to Kamui's flat. As he opened, he wasn’t slightly shock that Kamui has someone over, a friend from college perhaps. However when he went into Kamui’s room to wake him up, this took the cake. Calming down, he sent an icy smile towards the stranger, before completely masking it and sent the smile he usually wore for Kotori and Kamui. He can feel that there is something off about that man, a feeling of protectiveness similar to the feeling he as with Kotori, he will deal with that man in order to make sure that he hadn’t took advantage over Kamui’s innocence. Other than that, it was the start of Fuma's brother complex over Kamui, which made the vampire a bit annoyed few months later as Fuma had a habit of popping out of nowhere whenever he and Kamui are alone.
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Read and Review
Category: Clamp and expect some crossovers
Rating: Ranges from T to NC-17 (Due to some graphic scenes, language, blood, a bit of violence, and some hotness in some of these shorts and shots) As of Part VIII, it's NC-17...I think.
Genre: Mostly Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Humor, Angst a bit of horror, friendship, tragedy, and supernatural.
Note: I'm slightly pissed of due to the fact I cannot post the whole thing on a single entry, so I'll try and post this in different parts and then connecting them together.
Note: After reading some SubaruxSakura fics, which I admit is now one of my favorite crossovers pairing, I ended up having a weird craving for a SubaruxSakuraxKamui fic. So, um from that point on, I think the crack bug struck me again and made me imagine more, and more of them. I wanted sleep badly, so I'm going to do something about it. I swear whenever I think of crossover pairings, it leads to some that isn't there on FF. net. Which makes me wonder *rushes to the window and yells: WHERE THE HECK ARE YOU PEOPLE? 'cough'* I'm not sure if I put most of the characters in their characters, so um yeah. ^_^'' That said, let's begin with the collection.
Disclaimer: Honestly I don't want to do the disclaimer, but since I wrote several of crossover pairings and some of them are pairings just from the anime or yaoi. Half of them I have no idea where they come from, so I guess, I'll have to do it anyway.
Let's see:
- Card Captors Sakura, Tokyo Babylon, X/1999, and Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles belong to CLAMP
- Yu-Gi-Oh belongs to Kazuki Takahashi
- NARUTO belongs to Massashi Kishimoto
- D. Gray-Man belongs to Katsura Hoshino
- DNAngel belongs to Yukiru Sugisaki
- Detective Conan/Magic Kaitou to Gosho Aoyama
- Kuroshitsuji belongs to Yana Toboso
- Pandora Hearts belongs to Jun Mochizuki
- 'Why' belongs to Ayaka
- 'You are my love' belongs to Yui Makino
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26. (Subaru x Fem!Kamui!, hints of Seishiro x Subaru and Fuma x Fem!Kamui) [X/1999 AU!] [SXFKSXSFXFKX139AU]
27. (Time Travel! Subaru x Kamui) [X/1999 Time Travel Slash] [TTSXKX139TTS]
28. (Vamp!Subaru x Human!Kamui, a slight of Vamp!Seishiro x Vamp!Subaru and Vamp!Seishiro x Human! Kamui) [X/1999, AU!] [VSXHKVSXVSVSXHKX139AU]
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26. (Subaru x Fem!Kamui!, hints of Seishiro x Subaru and Fuma x Fem!Kamui) [X/1999 AU!] [SXFKSXSFXFKX139AU]
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Title: In which in an alternate universe, Kamui is a girl. Crippled Wings. AU
Pairings: Subaru x Fem!Kamui! - Hey I know that Subaru loves Seishiro, but bear with me cause this is one of them I cannot resist adding as a one-shot.
Other Pairings: Hints of Seishiro x Subaru; Hints of Fuma x Fem!Kamui
Category: X/1999, Manga. Pandora Hearts - Reference
Rating: M - Character Death, in slight details and for Fem!Kamui being traumatized a bit.
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance, Tragedy, and slightly bit of Humor - For tragedy, I've made Fem!Kamui killed her first crush, which is slightly similar to what happened to Subaru and Seishiro on Rainbow Bridge, but not really for the true ending on X-Movie or X/1999 last anime episode. As for humor, if anyone who watches or reads Pandora Hearts, you might know one of the main characters called Xerxes Break, then you probably understand.
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this shot more fun to write about. This one also, I have reasons for this one as well. Language is in this one.
Note: I've just realized that Break is like a mix of Seishiro and Subaru, except no sakura petals, a big chain called the Mad Hatter that can permanently erase other chains or items, that'll be scary if one of them has that chain.
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((A/N: Me: This, I could not resist. *Grins and laughs evilly in the background* Kamui: *shivers* I have a bad feeling of this. The good thing is that it’s her designing what I should wear. Me: Are you saying that I’m that bad, Kamui-kun?*evil grin* Kamui:*swallows silently* No. Me: *Smiles happy* Good. Kamui and everyone: *sweat drips*)
Subaru watches the young Seal and Leader of Dragon of Heaven. Shiro Kazumi as she watches the sky with both of his green eyes on her. Her messy brown hair went to the mid-way of her back, she lean against the wall, her violet eyes stares the sky through the window. White wool bell-sleeve sweater, black leather pants compromised with some belts, Kazumi pulled her knees close. Kazumi didn't cry anymore, it wasn't that she couldn't, it was that she had shed her tears too long ago, cried too many for other people's pain. She was crying over him when he was injured, and after that, she learned to cope.
The reason he still have both eyes intact was because of Kazumi, she pull free from the wires fast enough and use her body to push him away. Only getting injured on her left shoulder, she cried over him when he drifted into unconscious state of mind. Waking up, he saw her sad amethysts eyes somehow, it made him sad and his heart twisted a bit. But he is surprised when she smiled with relief while crying, continues to hold his hand gently and tightly in hers. That he is ok and it isn't a dream made her happy, she collapsed on top of him out of lack of sleep and relief. He caught her out of worry. Even though he loved Seishiro, the question left was that did he still love him? He knew he is gay, but after currently experiencing some sort of feelings for the violet-eyed teenage girl, it made him confused.
Kazumi couldn't sleep when it comes to someone she knew, is in pain. She already felt enough pain when she couldn't save Kotori, she already is heartbroken when Fuma declares the next time they'll meet, and she will be killed by his hands. Whenever someone else mentions Fuma, she gets all quiet and doesn't say anything. Subaru shakes himself out of his thoughts when he hears singing, and look at her in surprise and wonder.
For someone to be able to sing even after seeing so many things that hurt her, normally that person would be broken. That is until they'll are able to get out of their shells by themselves or by other people. For Kazumi, she continues to hope, continues to look for a better future, an alternative, to let everyone live on Earth as it continued to live, and that includes Fuma too. Even after what he had done to her, he nearly raped her, she still hopes that he'll come back and be friends with her. At that time, Subaru's blood boiled and he quickly control his anger before it get out of hand for what the Dragon of Earth nearly did to her, but it frightened her when he came to rescue her first. She is scared that he'll die in the process of rescuing her.
Currently, Subaru analyzed her when she hadn't realized he is there, and felt his heart stop beating for a second, her eyes; they're glazed and empty, like someone had ripped her soul out before going after her heart and crush it into pieces. Those eyes, they look so familiar, they reminded him looking like that when Seishiro betrayed him and killed his sister. However, her voice carries the gentleness of the song fondly, caressing as it as if it was the only comfort, only for her, and Subaru listens quietly. ((A/N: This song is called 'Why' from Ayaka, and it's one of my favorite songs from Square-Enix))
"Hitomi no oku ga boyake te mie nai
kokoro no soko no kimochi wa aru no ?
sekai no subete wo te ni shi ta toshite mo
sore ga anata no shiawase na no ?
Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why? waratte mise te yo
kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara
tooi mukashi ni nani ga atta no ?
shisen wo sorasu anata no hitomi ni
hitori de samishii yoru ni dakishime rareru
sonna atataka sa shitteru ?
Why? doushite katachi ni kodawaru no ?
Why? kokoro wo hirai te
ookina nimotsu wo seotta
anata wo ukeire rareru chikara
aru wa shinji te mi te ?
Ohh..Yeaahh
jiyuu na hito wa bukiyou de ?
jiyuu na hito wa fuan de ?
Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?
Why? waratte mise te yo
kotoba ni suru no ga heta na
anata no seikaku wakaru kara
shinji te mi te."
Her voice cracked and she broke, her eyes in tears but she still smiles. Subaru realized that Kazumi is just a broken doll, but not beyond repair. She can still walk, can still put on her masks and hide the pain easily, but when alone she allowed herself to break slowly before pulling the pieces up back together. Having enough and deciding to make him known to her that he is watching; Subaru walked over to her, wide amethyst eyes at seeing his reflection on the glass window, she tried to use her sleeves to wipe away her tears when Subaru stops her. She looks at him with curious teary eyes, the smile is replaced with a frown, and he smile sadly. He cupped her face into both of his hands, and wipes her tears with his thumbs and she watch with wide eyes.
"Subaru-san?" Subaru smiles gently, this girl, may be a broken doll, but being able to sing after all the glass shards impaled her heart making it bleed and still beating. There is still hope for Kazumi, she may be broken but she can be repaired easily. This innocent face, a bit slightly tainted from what she experienced, Subaru wants to help. It was in his character after all.
"Would you sing for me?" Surprised and blushing red, Kazumi nodded hesitantly and begins to open her mouth to sing the previous song she sang before when Subaru silenced her with a finger. Slightly blushing, she looks at him with a questioning and curious gaze, Subaru looks at her gently with a small smile.
"Any song that you like, Kazuimi, just not the one before." Kazumi blushes at the familiarity of her name ranged from his lips, and nodded before looking at him with curiosity and hesitation.
"Would it be alright if I called you, Subaru? I mean you don't have to…"He laughs softly as she tumbles over words, before he hugs her close. Wide eyes she looked up at him in surprise, and she couldn't make out of the situation she is currently in. Subaru pulls her chin up with his fingers slightly close to his face. The image of being happy with Seishiro when he is a teen, faded in his mind, he is being healed slowly by this angel, an angel with crippled wings. Kazumi still looks up at him with curiosity, this time, it's his turn to heal her, helping her pick up the pieces along the way, trying to protect her, and hoping to see a true smile that's been missing on her face for a while.
"I don't mind, as long as you don't." That answer made her blush so red, Kazumi hid her face in his shirt, earning another soft chuckle from the onmyoji.
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Omake 1: Broken Christmas
Kazumi looks at the party with a soft smile, everyone had gathered to enjoy, to forget anything that had to do with war and the Promised Day. Then she sighs sadly, it's just wasn't the same without Subaru around. Hearing the news of him becoming a Dragon of Earth and Sakurazukamori after killing Seishiro with his own hands, made her heart stop beating for awhile, her nails dug into her palms. She wanted to cry so much out of anguish and she would've cursed his name to god knows where. But she couldn't hate him, she couldn't be angry at him, and she continued to cry, and hoping it's just a nightmare that'll fade away and waking up to find Subaru is still around with them. That hope fades and she accepted it, accepted the fact that he is no longer around to help her get back up and giving her a hand to walk. She swallowed her acceptance in reluctance, and hid most of her affection for the onmyoji away, picking herself up alone like she did so many times. It felt alien to her, something she used to do that is so familiar and yet after feeling emotions for someone other than Fuma, it just doesn't feel right and empty.
Wearing a violet dress with thin straps, a thin veiled white scarf, and medium black heels, the dress itself is up to her knees. She ignored the stares given to her by her fellow male classmates, ignored the kind gestures given to her by them, and went out into the balcony of the Imonoyama Mansion. The view is beautiful from here as she admired the lights from the city contrasting the starless night sky with a soft smile. She shivered from the cold, and hugged her thin clear white scarf closer around her.
"You're going to get cold if you are going to stay like that." Eyes wide, she turned around and her heart skip a beat, her breath hitched in her throat. Subaru, dressed in black blazer with a green turtle neck sweater, black slacks, hope rose in her before she brutally squashed it down and look around. The guests and the other Seals didn't look at them and they hadn't witness him being here, defenses raised in her heart as she looks at the onmyoji with cold determination.
"Why do you care?"
"How can I not?" Subaru said it so easily and slightly annoyed, that she looked away, refusing to meet his face.
"Who knows?" She whispered, tense silence fill the air between them.
"Are you here to kill me?" Kazumi asked, still not looking at him, Subaru's jaded green eyes narrowed at this, the thought of hurting Kazumi left him a bitter taste on his tongue, if he can help, he won't hurt her, but protect her on the other side on the Promised Day.
"No." She froze, eyes wide, the defense around her heart nearly gave away at hearing this.
"Why are you here? You do realize you will make the others angry at you for leaving them, and some of them are disappointed after having so much respect for you." She would not ask about herself, he would already knew that if he had left, he'll make her cry, heartbroken again, and become the living broken doll once again.
"I wanted to see you." Subaru said, as he continued to look at her sadly. He already knew the consequences of leaving Dragons of Heaven for Earth, he already knew that from that decision, he would make her cry, make her heartbroken again, and will most likely resume to become the living broken doll he fear to see. His own heart, broken once, repaired again, is tearing up into pieces once again, only this time in guilt for making her sad, for making her cry because he left her alone. Her shoulders, they've trembled, her hearts defenses slowly drift away as she wraps her arms around herself. The only comfort she is able to feel, her heart continues to ache and she slowly breaks in front of him.
"Why? If it wasn't for becoming his legacy, what other reason did you have to leave us?" She look at him with such an anguish and sad face, that it made him winced, now he knows the feeling of making a girl cry, especially by a girl who cares for him very much. He reaches for her, pulling her arms away from her body and holds her close just like the day she was unaware that he was listening to her singing brokenly against the window.
"I'm so sorry, I had no choice." Kazumi laughs bitterly, tears continued to roll down her face.
"Choice? Choice? Does it look like I have a choice either?" Her words, though they aren't raised and they aren't in a loud of voice, they were clearly upset, angry at him, and they shot bullets at him through his heart.
"Does it look like I have a goddamned choice to kill my best friend to save this twisted world? Does it look like I have a choice when my best friend tied me up, kill his own flesh and blood right in front of me and nearly raped me?" Kazumi sobs harder into his green sweater, her face and her voice, they are in pain, and anguished at the thoughts of hurting someone she loved the most as she looks up at him with a bitter smile.
"Does it look like I have a choice on whether I should tell someone you are here or ignored it all together? Does it look like I have a choice on whether or not to harm you so much? It makes me want to kill myself over and over again because I am so damned in love you. Does it look like I have a choice on whether I should kill you or fatally injure you before you hurt someone or someone else close to me?" Kazumi couldn't stop crying, and he pulled her face close to his, lips connected into a desperate kiss, tongues dances feverishly and desperately to convey one and another of their feelings for each other. They broke for air, Kazumi's tears are whipped away gently by Subaru, her eyes are rimmed red from crying silently and her beautiful voice is hoarse now from all that crying. Subaru would've gladly told her why, why he left them and her for the enemy and how he wished to hold her in his arms to not see her cry again because of him doing something he is going to regret later on. Hearing Sorta's voice along with Keiichi's, the pair turn to look at the direction of the sound coming from the party, they are looking for her. Subaru look at Kazumi, reading his eyes, she looked down defeated.
"Go, go before they will become more upset and angry, before they'll see you here." With me. The last part, Subaru was able to tell and he gave her a kiss on her forehead, cheeks, kissing away her remaining tears, and a chaste kiss on the lips. The kiss on her lips lasted for a few seconds, he is hesitant to leave her before he jumps to the roofs of the buildings near by and is gone later on. Kazumi didn't look behind her, she knows she is going to break, she knows she is going regret letting him go and not facing the wrath of her friends, but what choice did she have? Tear drops platter against the snow, before she dried them up, cleaning away any evidence of her tears and puts up the same mask she wore at the party, a soft smile and clear amethysts eyes, from crying earlier. ((A/N: Classical Romeo & Juliet theme? Maybe))
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Omake 2: Valentine's Day
Kazumi never liked Valentine's Day, but it also doesn't mean she can't hope and kept on checking her mail towards the coming day of St. Valentine, to check and see if he given her something. Of course, that's not what most of the males at her school thought. The males kept on giving her an expecting glance, hoping beyond hope that she will give them chocolates or accept their gifts to her. But she ignores them; she doesn't want to accept their gifts since she already loves someone else. Kazumi allows herself to sigh in relief that the Promised Day is over, but it also traumatized her.
The feeling of the blade in her hands pierce her best friend's heart. She stares in shock and horror at the feeling of his blood running down from her blade and on to her hands, frozen in shock, Fuma smiled at her in relief and regret.
"I'm so sorry, for causing you so much pain, so much sorrow. I was watching, and I couldn't stop myself from doing all those hurtful things to you and other people." Her hands trembles, eyes continued to look at him in shock with tears running down her face. He wiped them away with his bloodied hands.
"I do not deserve those tears, for causing you so much pain, so much grief. You truly are an angel, a forgiving child; I want you to live on. Find someone who loves you," She shook her head, she wants her friend back, but to pay at this price? "Someone who loves you so much, they'll do anything to protect you." Fuma smiled sadly, Kazumi continued to shake her head.
"Please don't die, I'm so sorry Fuma." Fuma smile sadly at her, knowing he is going to die soon. "No, you're going to be fine. We're going to take you to hospital and they'll patch you up, right?" Fuma looks at her, and hugs her close to his chest, Kazumi didn't protest and continued to cry.
"Please don't leave me, please! I beg you, please don't leave me Fuma!" Fuma's heart wrenched at this, he cannot grant her wish, and the life slowly faded from his eyes. Eyes wide opened, Kazumi look at him, hands trembling and reach his face to caress it.
"Tell me this is a joke, Fuma? Tell me this is all a dream, Fuma?" But Fuma didn't answer, realizing that she killed her best friend she has been trying to save because it is her own wish; she let out an anguished cry, and clutched his corpse to her chest heavily crying over him. She is about to reach for her sword, when arms wrapped around her and pulled her away from Fuma's corpse. Hysterical and depressed, she tried to fight back and break away from the embrace, but the arms held her in place, made her turned around and pulled her to the person's chest. The scent of cigarettes, vanilla and cherry blossoms calmed her down a bit and she continued to cry into the person's chest.
"Let me go, Subaru! Please! Let me die!...Fuma…he…knew…and…I….why did this happen? Why did have to be him of all people to be my twin star?" She couldn't get any answers, because both for them knew she is being hysterical and depressed over what she had done. It made her wanting to find answers, to find why this happened, but both of them knew how cruel Fate can be. Rubbing circles on her lower back, he thread his fingers through her long hair and let her cry until her eyes turned red, cheeks puffy, and voice hoarse once again like the time on Christmas. This is over, and it's finally done, but to Kazumi, it gave her a lot of pain, the wings she continues to carry, wilted, feathers falling down one by one. Subaru whisper soothing words into her ears and she fell asleep, exhausted of what she had been through. Hysterical as she was, she knew Subaru wouldn't let her kill herself and even though he is a Sakurazukamori and she pleaded him to kill her, he wouldn't because he loves her, and from there, he continues to watch her through the shadows, giving her silent support, both physically and mentally, to help her pick up the broken pieces back again. He is really back on square one, but he is going to stay with her so he could help her heal once again.
Sighing in disappointment at nothing in the mail, Kazumi went back to her dorm dejectedly. Opening the door and closing it behind her, the room itself felt empty and cold compared how two years went by, the place itself used to be filled with laughter, people, noise and warm. She sighed, she would've given anything to go back to those days, but she knew she can't and hearing the echoes of the laughing and sounds is enough to make her content and lonely, but not happy. The rest of the seals come and go as they visit her, Subaru mostly comes by, but…selfishly, she only wants Subaru to stay with her.
Hearing a knock on the door, some voices outside, she made sure she look through the eyeglass before she opened the door. Two weeks ago, she opened the door out of habit and a group of her fellow male students came down to the ground, turns out they were about to make a deal with her about giving them chocolates. If she doesn't, she'll be expelled because of the rumors they'll spread. The only action she was able to give is a raise eyebrow when Subaru, who arrived earlier, appeared behind her. He wrapped one arm around her shoulders, the other around her stomach and pulled her close. He looked at the boys lazily with a twisted smirk. Kazumi shuddered at the feeling of seeing that grin on his face, but being in the older man's arms made her heart flutter at this.
Needlessly to say, the guys are scared, shitted themselves in their pants before leaving very quickly, she might add, causing her to giggle at this. Subaru had acquired a nature from his previous unrequited love, the feeling of possessiveness made her feel a bit warm and she swallowed down more of her laughs before Subaru looks down at her with amusement and attacks her mouth with his lips. She blushed at the memory; she wasn't sure what she would've done if Subaru wasn't there. She rather not know, and shook her head as she look through the glass and smile before she opened the door.
"Hello Yuzu-chan, Karen-chan, Kusanagi-san, Yuuto-san. What are you guys doing here?"
"We were just wondering if you have anyone to spend with on Valentine's Day?" Kazumi winced and looked down. The group looks at each other before panicking to try and cheer up. She laughs, the feeling of their worries even though they have they have their own lives filled her own heart a bit but it wasn't enough.
"No, I'm afraid not. I have two tests coming up in two days, sorry." Yuzuriha is saddened, but brightened up and grab Kazumi's hands as she blinked.
"Then can we hang out after the tests?" Kazumi thought it over and grins.
"Ok." Karen and Yuuto gave Kusanagi a look; Kusanagi noticed and dragged Yuzuriha away,
"Kazumi-chan, is everything alright?" Karen asked, she loved the girl like a little sister. Kazumi gave her a tired smile.
"If you mean being alright, then yes, I'm healing." Karen raised an eyebrow, Yuuto look at the petite girl and nodded.
"Alright, but if you need something from us, you know what to do. Ok?" Kazumi nodded happily before waving a goodbye at them, and then closing the door leaning against it and smiles, she knows that her friends are constantly worried about her, that's ok, even though sometimes it's a bit annoying. Like the time Sorta popped out of nowhere from her cupboards under the sink ((A/N: I copied that move from Xerxes Break from Pandora Hearts, added with a bit of Sorta)), demands to know if she was really alright or not, she screamed in surprise and Arashi who is with her at that time. Blushes, apologizes for her boyfriend's actions and dragged him out of the door with her. Or the time when Keiichi tried to help her with the books, constantly worried about her, she snapped at him telling him that she is not fragile. To see him so cowed and scared made her chuckle at the expression he wore.
"What's gotten you so happy? I thought I was the only one who is supposed to do that?" She perked up at hearing his joking voice, although he is a Sakurazukamori Subaru, he is still Sumeragi Subaru to her. Standing near the balcony, he wore a gray trench coat, green sweater, and black pants; he smirks softly at her in amusement. She blushes before she giggles, and squeals in laughter when Subaru picks her up from her waist, dance around in circles with her, before falling down onto the couch. She giggled at this out of pure excitement before looking down at him with content. She's smiles softly and gives him a kiss, he pulls her closer, the taste of faint cigarette smoke with something else, gives her the shivers down her spine as she moans in to his lips. They pulled away, her hair hanging around her face like a curtain.
"You're not going ask for chocolates?" He asked amused, she mockingly rolls her eyes and pouted at feeling being assumed to want chocolates. He chuckles before pulling her close to a kiss and Kazumi let herself enjoy the feeling. Kazumi would rather have something simple. If you give her a bouquet full of flowers, she'll throw it at you indignant. If you give her a single flower, she'll smile. If you give her chocolates and then leaves, she wouldn't touch them and throws them away when they go bad. If you spent time with her, then that enough alone, makes her happy and feel that she is wanted, even after all the chaos and pain in both of their lives, this is enough. They are anchors for each other, keeping one another grounded and giving each other comfort when needed the most. Leaving their most painful memories to sleep; they make new ones to lift their spirits, finally free from the overwhelming destinies. They put on those crippled wings, spread them and flew, until death drives them apart.
27. (Time Travel! Subaru x Kamui) [X/1999 Time Travel Slash] [TTSXKX139TTS]
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Title: Second Chances Don't Come Very Often, Especially Time Travel
Pairings: TimeTravel!Subaru x Kamui
Category: X/1999, Manga.
Rating: T
Genre: Drama, Romance, Humor, Hurt/Comfort
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this shot more fun to write about. I have the urge to write this one.
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Subaru knew Kamui died with no regrets, he died to save the Earth and humanity. It made him wonder what would have happen if Kamui is still alive, Subaru missed Kamui, then the world around him swirled and he slipped. Waking up to a person shaking him, Subaru open his eyes and saw a pair of amethysts eyes looking down at him with concern. He froze; those shades of color, they belong to Kamui, his Kamui who is very much alive. Kamui blinked down and narrowed his eyes in concern for the omnyoji.
“Subaru, are you alright? You look pale.” Did he really look pale, Subaru wondered as he stared into his leader’s amethysts eyes. Hope beyond hope that this is a dream, and yet he sees a pair of green eyes looking back at him from Kamui’s eyes. This has to be one sick joke…he was there when he saw Kamui died, and yet he could feel the warm breath fanning against his face. Then without thinking, he pulled the teen down and hugged him close. The feeling of the warm body, the teen’s heart beating a bit fast, he’s alive, real, breathing and here. Sent the former Sakurazukamori overwhelming shots of relief through his body, and wanted to never let go of the said teen, and if he knows Kamui, he would be very confused, slightly blushing, not a bit of worry, most likely very worried.
“Subaru?” Kamui asked tentatively, and Subaru inwardly winced at hearing hesitation from the teen’s voice. He is scaring him, but he doesn’t want to let go, not when he still remembers holding his former leader’s body close when he died. Dead, cold, empty and lifeless, that is one of the memories he didn’t want to remember. If Kamui is alive, that could also mean, his own heart nearly froze, he is just Sumeragi Subaru, Seishiro is alive and the current Sakurazukamori, along with Kamui’s best friend, Fuma is Dragon of Earth’s Kamui again. Now he knows that Fate is playing twisted sick joke…and a very cruel one on him. He dare not to think of this now or any further, he wants to atone those sins, the sadness and the light lost in Kamui’s eyes. He wants to regain them back; even knowing that he might alternate the future and changing it from the one he once known.
“I never did believe in second chances, but promise me one thing. If I ever get lost or astray on where I walk, pull me back and I’ll try to give you everything back.” Kamui blinked, not sure what to do, or what had brought this up, decided to agree with Subaru. He didn’t want Subaru to go away, and being in this position, he blushed, is slightly comfortable for him.
“I promise.” Kamui’s face flamed red when he felt Subaru’s arms around him tightened, and doesn't want to let him go for a long while.
A week later, he suddenly wished to go back on the promise. While he is grateful for the constant attention given by the older man, he felt slightly annoyed and a bit worried when Subaru decided to spend time with him whenever he had free time. He wanted to ask, but he saw the look in the omnyoji's eyes and hesitated. They look as if he’ll drop dead at any moment, and they are afraid if he is really going to. So he didn’t ask, and from there he was constantly teased by his classmates at the Clamp Campus and by the other Seals. Heck, even Arashi joined in the fun.
“I’m sorry.” Kamui look at him with surprise.
“For what?” He asked, a worried and slightly offended.
“For making you feel uncomfortable at being teased at school and the others.” There was amusement in his voice, but there was a hint of resentment. Kamui sighed, walked over to Subaru, not looking at him; he took hold of the older man’s sleeve, gripping it to make the omnyoji to stay in place.
“Don’t be, it made me feel what is like to be almost normal.” Feeling the blush on his cheeks, Kamui berated himself for saying something like a lovesick school girl. It didn’t help that he still blushed when Subaru chuckle, and pulled him into his arms.
“You’re so cute; did I ever tell you that?” If anything, Kamui blushed harder in embarrassment, making Subaru laugh more.
“Just don’t make it a habit of checking up on me during class.” Subaru can hear the mock stern voice coming from Kamui and he softly smiles; now he knows that somewhere, the Kamui he lost and failed to protect in the future has already forgiven him. Knowing that it was his choice to become a Sakurazukamori, and that this time, he isn’t going to become one, not when the current Kamui needs him.
28. (Vamp!Subaru x Human!Kamui, a slight of Vamp!Seishiro x Vamp!Subaru and Vamp!Seishiro x Human! Kamui) [X/1999, AU!] [VSXHKVSXVSVSXHKX139AU]
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Title: In which in an alternate universe, Subaru and Seishiro are vampires and Kamui is human, but his scent is very sweet and alluring.
Pairings: Vamp!Subaru x Human!Kamui, a slight of Vamp!Seishiro x Vamp!Subaru and Vamp!Seishiro x Human! Kamui - Maybe similar to KuroFai when it comes to the 'E' principle. I'm still using the 'E' principle though. I've made Kamui look so adorable, that he'll probably be uke if I were to make a full story for this one. Then again, I'm too lazy to.
Category: X/1999, Manga. Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles - 'E' principle reference
Rating: M - Hotness in one scene, I wouldn't do a full blown sex, but then again, that gave me an idea.
Genre: Drama, Romance, Humor, Supernatural
Warming: I'm sorry if the characters are a bit OOCiness, but that's what made this shot more fun to write about. The reason I didn't include Fuma as a pairing for this one plot, is because I need something for humor, and Fuma is going to have a brother complex for Kamui.
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Kamui shivered the feeling of being watched by someone beyond the shadows, made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up in high alert again. Even though he is near home, he couldn't shake off the feeling that someone is watching him so intently and hungrily. Making him wanting to bolt for the door, opening it wide and quickly closing it. However, that'll also make him a target and whoever is watching him, has a sick pleasure on doing so. Kamui growled inwardly at the feeling, he hated it, the feeling of being the prey, with alarm bells ringing in his head, it's mostly his paranoia that starting to get his nerves. When he first got the feeling, he constantly look over his shoulder to see whoever is watching him even though knowing that no one is there. Now, he is ignoring the feeling as he maneuvered, using different and complicated directions to thwart whoever is pursuing him before he ever made it home.
"Are you alright?" Kamui jumped and look behind him to see a handsome man with gold eyes, the man smile at him with curiosity and Kamui felt a slight heat decorating on his cheeks as the man assessed him in what he is wearing. Plain white sneakers, black jeans, red armani buttoned up shirt, and white trench coat with some black buckles. However the man wore, a black business suit as he smiled at him charmingly. Kamui, usually trust his instincts, and now his instincts are telling him to run from this man, but they've been quelled down by something soothing in the back of his mind.
"I'm fine, I was walking home from work." The man's lips seems to stretch into a grin.
"Then you wouldn't mind if I escort you home?" Now those instincts are telling him to run, get away, and Kamui frowned at the man as Kamui stepped back.
"Yes, I do mind. Now if you excuse me, I have to leave." The man caught hold of his arm in a vice grip, Kamui winced at this. He felt the man whisper.
"That wasn't a request, my pet. May I know your name?" Feeling a cold hand stroking his cheek as if he was delicate, Kamui made a mistake in looking at the man's gold eyes as they glow slightly, he was about to say his own name when a hand gripped the man's wrist hard, and pulled it off Kamui's arm. Kamui stumbled back, groaning at feeling some sort of a headache and he fell into another person's arms.
"I did not expect you to be able to find me so fast, Subaru-kun." Kamui groaned, his hand on his forehead as he looked up. Another man with raven hair that compliments his beautiful features, green eyes stare frozenly at the other man. He wore a black belt choker, black turtle neck shirt, trench coat, black pants, everything about what this man is wearing is black. What's odd is the white lining on the man's trench coat, and the red gloves he wore.
"You are not wanted here, Seishiro-san." The man's smile didn't change, as he smile serenely at the person called 'Subaru'.
"Pity, I was hoping I can share the late evening snack with you and yet you already got him away from me, refusing not to give my fill." Kamui's amethysts eyes widen at this, ignoring the slight headache and buzz in his head, he tried to move away from the older man's grasp, only for the man to tightened his hold around him. The man whispered to him soothingly, and Kamui shivered from the cold air hitting the shell of his ear.
"I'm not going to hurt you, I can promise that." Something about the man's voice, is soothing and Kamui relaxed slightly in the man's arms. Subaru glared at Seishiro.
"You've trespassed into my territory, leave." Seishiro sighed in disappointment and dramatically for losing a prey to his previous victim.
"Very well, I'll leave. Have a nice night, Subaru-kun. Amethysts, we'll meet again." Seishiro smile as he addressed his own nickname for Kamui, who shivered at this. Kamui wasn't sure whether it was from excitement or fear, but he knew if he meet Seishiro again, he isn't going to be alive in the next. He watched as Seishiro disappeared in form of sakura petals as they whirled around the man and left. Kamui is about to thank Subaru, when a heavy weight suddenly leaning on him.
"Subaru-san?" Subaru is feeling slightly feverish, he hadn't has his own fill yet, not with Seishiro has been stalking this person. He didn't want this person to become like him when he used to be human. Seishiro took advantage on him, and turned him. Horrified at what he became, he fled his own home and stay in solitude watching and preventing Seishiro from turning those around this neighborhood. He had chosen not to feed off humans, but those off of animals, and if he can help, steal some from the blood bank. The animal blood gives him enough strength to live and fight, but if he were to drink human blood. It's addicting, and he'll be able to survive without out another drink until sometime in the next few weeks.
Worried, Kamui, knew it was against his own character to leave someone alone in the streets that helped him, especially someone who has a connection to this Seishiro person. Deciding against he had learned since he was a kid and from what his family and friends usually warn him about, Kamui dragged Subaru to his apartment flat. If the man is back at full condition, he'll need some answers.
"What are you doing?" The man asked quietly, Kamui tried not to blush at the feeling of cold air hitting against his neck. He took in a deep breath before calming down his own heart.
"Trying to help you, as thanks for saving me from whoever that person you called Seishiro-san is." Subaru hmmed at this, before letting out a chuckle.
"You don't know what you're getting yourself into, and you want to help me? Humans are indeed strange beings." Ignoring the sudden shiver from the last sentence, Kamui open his flat door and tried to pull the man into the house. Well the key word was tried to.
"If you want me in, you have to grant me permission to." Subaru said, Kamui look at him. Amethysts eyes study the man, pieces lined up in his mind and he realized that Subaru and Seishiro are the same kind. Eyes wide at how this could possibly happen, Kamui couldn't help but feel curious and a bit fear. Swallowing down that fear, he wants to help Subaru anyway he can.
"You can come in, Subaru-san." As if like magic, the barrier disappeared and Subaru's form fell on top of Kamui, making the younger man squeak and fall down on the floor as well with Subaru on top of him. Blushing red from the position he is currently in, Kamui could feel the cold skin of the older man's neck and face next to his own neck, but there isn't any heart.
"You're a vampire." Subaru nodded, and he tried to hold himself from not drinking the blood from the exquisite creature below him.
"That I am." Getting rid of the blush, Kamui, realized that this man needed blood as he was slightly paler earlier. Kamui guessed that Subaru hadn't been drinking his own fill. Silently, Kamui turned his head to his left as if giving the permission to Subaru drink from him. Subaru used his own elbows to give himself a lift and look at Kamui, slightly stunned at Kamui's actions.
"Why would you be so willing?"
"Because you needed blood to survive, and I want to help in any way I can." Subaru's green eyes darken slightly.
"If you do this, you'll become an 'E' for only me. You're life force will be slightly longer than any rest of the people you currently know, thus you'll be living longer than the rest. You will heal slightly faster than any other humans. I can only drink blood from those whose have been willing to give it to me. Both of us are allowed to communicate through telepathy." Kamui look at Subaru, his eyes unchanging from his previous determination.
"In other words, I'll become your source of food, and you'll become my shield and sword." Subaru blink and give Kamui a small smile.
"That is correct." Kamui chewed the thought over, he didn't want to meet the person called Seishiro, beside of the feeling about being dead the next time they meet, he felt that the man might take something else from him. That, he is afraid to know.
"I still want to help." A true smile appeared on the vampire's lips and Kamui felt like he is going to blush again since that smile look so amazing on the man himself. Kamui, himself, knew he was gay, but that only happened after he left high school.
"Alright, but before we start, my name is Sumeragi Subaru." Kamui's eyes widen at this, could this man be the missing person on the police reports? The one that has never been found. Seeing the astonishment and sympathy in Kamui's eyes, Subaru realized that it was because of his name and smile sadly at Kamui.
"You don't have to be sorry, some things just happened." Subaru said as he gently stroke Kamui's cheek. Kamui still look at him with wide eyes, a slow blush rising on him, a small smile appeared on Kamui.
"I understand, my name is Shiro Kamui." The vampire sat up, and pulled Kamui up and on his lap. Kamui look at him in surprise, and very red. Subaru lets a sly smirk appears on his lips and nuzzles into the younger man's neck.
"I need you to relax, when I bite into you. It's going to be painful, but you'll feel pleasure from it after the paralyzing venom comes in." That was the only warning Kamui got, when he felt a cold tongue ran up and down his neck. Kamui bit his bottom lip, to not let out a moan, which in turn, came out a small mewl. Cold lips brushed and nibbled on the side of his neck, he shivered at the feeling. His own breath uneven, blood rushing to his cheeks, pulse fluttering. Soon he felt fangs, as they gently move against his porcelain skin, scratching slightly but not that hard. Then he felt those fangs pierced his skin, Kamui winced in pain, Subaru tightens his grip around him. As soon as the pain came, it was then replaced with pleasure and Kamui couldn't help but moan out as pleasure took hold of his body, sending tingling shocks through his hands, feet, and his groin. Subaru's tongue flickered and carefully collected the blood coming from the wound, he slowly suck, his hands rubs the arms of the beautiful creature, in an almost loving motion. Truly, Shiro Kamui, is one exotic and beautiful creature. His blood taste sweet like honey. Maybe that is why Seishiro was following him. Taking off the trench coat that Kamui is wearing, he unbuttoned few buttons from the hem of Kamui's red armarni t-shirt and loosened some from his collar. The glove hands drew lazy circles around his stomach, the cold skin underneath those gloves only add the shots of pleasures Kamui is currently feeling within his body.
Feeling a bit light headed and gasping in short breaths, either from pleasure or loosing some blood, Kamui didn't know as he reached one of the hands that held him in a delicate manner and gently squeezed it. Knowing he suck enough blood from his bait tonight, Subaru withdraws his mouth from the wound and licks it, closing it up and healing it in the process. Kamui's head then fell onto his shoulder, eyes dazed and tired, before finally closing to sleep. Subaru smiles softly at the sleeping body in his arms, feeling very refreshed, he stood up with Kamui's body in his arms, closes the front door of his flat with no trouble, before bringing Kamui to his own bedroom so he can sleep comfortably on his own bed.
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Omake: The Start of Fuma’s Brother Complex
Morning came, Kamui slowly opened his eyes and winced as the sun’s rays from his bedroom window hitting his corneas. Adjusting to the sunlight, Kamui tried to sat up when he felt arms tightened around him. He blinks before he looks down slowly, he is still wearing his yesterday clothes, minus the white trench coat and his shoes. His own body is laying against something hard and very comfortable, Kamui froze and blushed. The person who is holding him, chuckles, and Kamui looked up hesitantly and gaped slightly. Subaru still laughing, holds him close, green eyes sparkle as they look down on him. ((A/N: My reason for this part, I want to add in the humor, which I can say for sure. It's was lust earlier, but for here, um, it's more of adorableness from Kamui that makes you want to well hug, kiss, well you get the idea right?))
“Careful little kitten, you wouldn’t want someone to take advantage of you looking like this.” Kamui just stared, Subaru smiles and dips his head down to steal a kiss from him. Kamui’s face flamed red at the contact, and they were jerked apart when the door of Kamui’s bedroom opened. Kamui blinked before he sheepishly grinned at the intruder.
“Hey Fuma.” Fuma stared at the sight, his best friend and who he considers him as a younger brother, is in the arms of a stranger, with white bandages around his neck. Fuma twitched, this was not he was expecting when he went to check on Kamui. Worried when Kamui didn’t answer the front door, he took out the spare key to Kamui's flat. As he opened, he wasn’t slightly shock that Kamui has someone over, a friend from college perhaps. However when he went into Kamui’s room to wake him up, this took the cake. Calming down, he sent an icy smile towards the stranger, before completely masking it and sent the smile he usually wore for Kotori and Kamui. He can feel that there is something off about that man, a feeling of protectiveness similar to the feeling he as with Kotori, he will deal with that man in order to make sure that he hadn’t took advantage over Kamui’s innocence. Other than that, it was the start of Fuma's brother complex over Kamui, which made the vampire a bit annoyed few months later as Fuma had a habit of popping out of nowhere whenever he and Kamui are alone.
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