i am done with kahlil shes not a real friend i could really do without her company. if dylana wants only wants to stay friends with her "besty" kahlil tt hen whatever i guess the past year and a half ment nothing to her. i am not going to crawl to the princess feet to kiss her ass if she wants any of my respect back then she had better come to me ( Read more... )

i got to 165 today and i have just binged on juice and cheese and crackers. i feel disgusting and full adn disapointed, it's like aslapin the face to all the effort i put in today. i feel like im not prooving anything and i am a worthless piece of shit. i want to cut or puge or somthing , to bad i'm way to pussy to ever purge again. i took so many ( Read more... )

so im 171lbs now, no more bingiong on sundays. from now on the rule is i can drink as much water as i want and i can eat food when it is offered to me on sundays, i can also eat fruit if i am hungover

sooo i lost 2lbs this week and today is sunday (my binge day) ive had wayy to much to eat. i had a pretty good weekend though went to a bumping rave and did some mdma woot! rite after it hit me i met this guy rolo and we totally hit it off we made out and had a good time but it turns out he goes to my school and tons of grils chill with this kid ( Read more... )

yesterday was thanksgiving so that was my last day to eat ANY animal related foods. so from now on i only eat foods with no dairy or eggs. i also made an obsevervation about food everything we eat was alive before consumed, living organisms eat living organisms. so if someone ate somthing with no cells perhaps no nutrients could be absorbed but ( Read more... )