Last night i was doing so well the then midnight cravings came and i broke just a little though. Today is going to be hard cause the boyfriend is comming to town and he always wants to take me out. Im going to have to get something but i know i wont be able to eat most of it. I think my stomach is starting to shrink... hopefully.

I fucked up a little today but i think im going to be back on track now that im at school!

Thanks for adding me to your community. Im not sure how to post.

I started a fast today. I weighted 140 before the fast and ill see how much i weight after. Im thinking a 3 day fast. I really want to look noticable thin for christmas.

abby

Today was a horrible day ( Read more... )

today was a day that i was totaly stressed out. No one knows what im going through. oh well. I will be skinny

all this fat is just melting off,

Tonight I was on the verge of a huge binge. As I was walking to the store i was the fat gross girl in a trampy outfit walk by. I almost puked just seeing her. Then I realized i was almost her. I turned around and ran at the gym. I feel so much better.

Abby

Today was a good day, I finaly got into my community. Im still trying to get things on here figured out. Im so happy for the support. I feel myself getting stronger. I can do this. Since i have been on here i have lost more weight! Im down to 135. My friends are commenting on my pants being baggy. YAY. Im saving my money up for a huge shopping ( Read more... )

Today I have to go back to school. So noewi have to start all over avoiding eatting wiht my friends. Ah i whish they would just understand, or get over the fact that im going to be smaller than them ( Read more... )

Today has been good. I ate more than i wanted to last night by some laxies took care of that. Im trying to stay under 500 cals. Im at 250 for the day, im not going to eat unless my mom makes me. even then it wont be enough to put me over my limit.

I hate my body. I hate my life. I just got done with a toast bing. YUCK I think im close to 1000 cal. Now my stomach is killing me for shoving gross things into it ( Read more... )