Finally, Tyler and I found a place to live. And it's a GOOD place. I saw the ad on Craigslist, visited it on Saturday, applied that day, and within two hours, got a call back from the landlord saying it's ours. Too easy! We bonded with the landlord almost instantly. She must've had some crappy applicants before us, because even though she ( Read more... )

I just cried for a good 20 minutes about all the shit that's hitting the fan in my life. I feel calmer now... not really better, but calmer.

I'm getting farther and farther away from the person I want to be.

I guess it would help if I know what I wanted to be.

Fuck...

I just found out that we're probably not going to get that apartment and I'm so upset right now. I tried hard to not get my hopes up, but that turned out to be impossible. The landlord told me today that she has one couple who also turned in an application, and if they turn the apartment down, then she might call us. But I've seen the place and ( Read more... )

I went out "in the field" and interviewed my first "key informant" at a rehabilitation center today. I tossed and turned all night about me possibly fucking it up, but I did fine. The woman I met with was the center's referral manager and showed me around the facility. She told me sad stories about chemically dependent older adults who are ( Read more... )

So my internship at the Health Department isn't going so well. I've never worked in public health before, yet all the people in charge seem to think I am totally competent to complete this project without any direction. How am I supposed to schedule meetings with administrators and providers when I'm not really sure what the chemical dependency ( Read more... )

Tyler joined the gym today... we're going to get back in shape together. I say this after downing a bottle of wine last night while Tyler and Matt shared a 12-pack of Henry's. We also smoked through a pack of cigarettes while watching Shawn of the Dead (WAY better then I thought it'd be... but that could've been the wine). I'm hoping that ( Read more... )

Ugh... I feel like shit. We drank with Michael and Cheri at their place last night. I vaguely remember getting naked on the way home. I just forced down some oatmeal, but ahhhh, my head and stomach are still fucking with me. Last night was real good though. Made me want to do art again. And Michael cracks me up ( Read more... )

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