so yeah... richie and i got back together a few weeks ago, but things feel kinda weird... we can barely ever hang out, and he never calls me/answers when i call ( Read more... )

i'm begining to love the outdoors ( Read more... )

ok, so now things are back on track, but i'm worried. i'm happy, but i worry... i hate that richie blames himself for what happened, and it bothers me that in the back of my head i know he's walking on eggshells. he said before that sometimes he resented being with me before because he never could get work done, but he never told me, and he admits ( Read more... )

anyone reading this: PLEASE KEEP RICHIE AWAY FROM WEAVER

geh... other than that... things feel pretty surreal right now... i dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing

man... i should have NEVER given up my old habits ( Read more... )

...well... this week has been pretty much hell. on sunday night i tried to make everything go away by swallowing 100+ extra strength tylenol, but to no prevail. my mom found me hunched over the toilet and took me to baptist hospital east where they made me swallow charcoal... so yeah, majority of a week, tons of nurses, even more tons of disgusting ( Read more... )

i'm sorry guys

i love you all, if anything, don't forget that

bleh... i have no life! i'm so bored, and lazy, and bored. i want to get out... just go away with someone, anywhere... i need change of scenery and someone to spend time with. someone to rest on, or just to talk to. i'd like to go on a train ride, just the two (or more?) of us in a cabin discussing anything, and watching the clouds go by ever so ( Read more... )

ugh... i'm feeling really sick and really sore... my head is killing me, it hurts to move, and my chest-cavity-whatever feels really werid, feels like its been hollowed out and sandpapered especially right at the bottom of my sternum ( Read more... )

its easier said than done... today was really rough, and i'm still really sore, but at least i got to the game.

notes to self: 
do not have attacks at school.
albuterol does NOT work. 
need to up the meds?
read about anemia.

I brought you something close to me,
Left for something you see though your here.
You haunt my dreams
There’s nothing to do but ( Read more... )