Ok so I anm spilling the deets of the day. It sucked fucking ass. I wanted to kill myself and I am just miserable. It feels kinda weird writing this now becuase i feel better after talking to steph-(you helped so much, I hope you know that <3) but I wanted to capture it, a la journal ( Read more... )

Not bad ( Read more... )

OK, I was so excited I just had to post.

My skinny jeans- size 5's... they finally fit!

And they look good too!

Yeahyeahyeahyeahyeah!!!!!!

*does a little dance!*

This morning woke up. Felt ok. Just tired and cold. My mom was screaming at me all this morning to go do chores right when I woke up. She was being such a bitch and I was so tired, I just wanted to sleep longer- but no :( didnt get to do that. I had to go do fucking laundry ( Read more... )

I got this from steph:

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions about anything, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. You'll get an honest answer I promise.

Then I want you to go and copy this into your journal, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

*ask the questions in the comment area and i'll reply to

I dont know where the fuck I came up with that post. I just looked at the clock and it said 7:30 and I am like, wow... that sounds like an ad for anti drugs or soemthing. Shut up, I know, I am weird ( Read more... )

I am going on another fast tomorrow. Well, not tomorrow, but starting tonight ( Read more... )

Hour 11 almost of new fast ( Read more... )

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Ok, so it has been officially 19 hours on this fast. That is amazing for me. School has helped so much though ( Read more... )