Josh told me that once, like from bruce almighty. He is like "You really are b e a utiful and i dont see how you could think any differently". I didnt believe him of course, but it was sweet to hear ( Read more... )

My day went a little something like this. I drove out to see my psychiatrist and was a little early. So being the cool person I am I decided to venture into whole foods. I didnt want to binge. I just wanted to plan a binge. I do that. So I went through the isles looking at all the yummy food and thinking of all the stuff I wanted to eat but ( Read more... )

The holidays completely suck ass. Completely. If I had my way, there would be no damn food to celebrate over. I binged pretty much every day I was in California. Easy feat for me. Too bad I couldnt purge like, ever. so I know I put on 5 pounds. 5 fucking pounds onto my already disgusting weight. and no I will not be sharing that with you ( Read more... )

Hello lovelies ( Read more... )

Updating:

Starting diet tomorrow. Because today sucked. California pizza kitchen is the devil!

I went way over- but I am not that upset. huh, weird

These are the rest of the rules. Wanted to write them in here ( Read more... )

Ok, I just wanted to write about today. Perhaps one of the most eventful days in a long time ( Read more... )

Im not sure when I am going in yet. Either tomorrow or Monday ( Read more... )

Yesterday I binged and purged 5 times ( Read more... )

last night... totally binged. Like one of my old binges, everything in sight... I think I ate a total of more that 2000 calories yesterday..... fucking hell ( Read more... )