i have a new lj username. im killing this one.

ashesofabaddon

forever your eyes will hold the memory. i saw your heart as it overtook me. we tried so hard to understand and reason. but in that one moment i gave my heart away. that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me. and all i knew was what had overtaken me. with no explanation i am comforted by inability to understand. when i wake from this dream will ( Read more... )

i had a fucked up dream last night. i was seriously dying. it wasnt an actual dream. i was awake. a tingly sensation was running throughout my body. i couldnt move. i tried so hard. i couldnt move. i could look around. 3:21 am. i could hear everything. my air cleaner. i felt my chest. inhaling and exhaling. yet i wasnt getting any air. i wasnt ( Read more... )

i have my flaws. i have my reasons. i will be ok.

great job to, in all honesty. augustine. one day remains.

it was pleasant to see the ones that i dont see often.

hmm. good person with a happy ending. bad person. never going to have a chance. some people are fortunate enough to be happy within relationships that excel past a friendship. some people. search every place they know of and wait for a relationship to make them complete. yet. they have no luck in the journey. and there are some that never really ( Read more... )

promise falls. the sounds taste good.

external replacement. eternal engagement.

show tomorrow.

my apologies go to everyone that i pissed off, let down, annoyed, or just plainly made uncomfortable.

a clouded day is fuled. closer closer closer.

im dead to myself. why do i do this? never consumated.

im not a fucking toy. keep pulling my string. im done entertaining you. im nothing from no where. just leave me be.

one day remains. augustine. in all honesty. at moose joose. corner of wiltshire and wakefield. at 7:00. $3.

some of the best things in life are worth waiting for. im still waiting.

i threw my heart away. i dont use it anyways.

~~~moose joose show friday. go. one day remains. in all honesty. augustine. $3. 7:00 doors.~~~

waiting...waiting...

slipping through centuries untouched by human love, void of the simple pleasures that human life provides, forever bound, i lie in wait, undying and insane.

some things never change...

on a lighter note.

-One Day Remains, augustine and in all honestly are playing at moose joose. this friday, april 23rd. $3 i think. probly around 7:00 or 8:00 are doors. go support.

dear,
i just wanted you to know that... exhale.

i wish lacuna coil was actually real. i just want to be forgotten. there are so many things that i wish i could say but text only goes so far. exhale. i love it when i dont make matters better. i forfeit. im not going to talk anymore to anyone about it. im sorry to let you down.