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this moment to the next to the next goes way, way too smoothly. and sometimes I love it because laughing is like breathing, smiling is like blinking. but then yelling is the same, saying the cruel words as they slip from my skewed head are so, so easy. and I hope, beyond all hopes, that it doesn't take a toll. that at the end of the day you can ( Read more... ) -
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there will never be the right words to write on my lj except for these:
I love.
Everything I do should be centered around loving everyone and loving myself. Nothing else. -
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Do you ever get the feeling that you're supposed to be living a different life? One that you've maybe seen in a movie? Not in that I-wish-were-an-elf-so-i-could-fight-orcs sort of way, but a slight change. For example, I've got the strangest feeling that I'm actually secretly made to attend weddings, like in the movie "Four Weddings and a funeral ( Read more... ) -
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I'd like to clarify my last entry. I don't love you all any less. That should be obvious, and I also know you all don't love me any less. What I meant was that I can't continue to live my life around the two hills and the memories that surrounded the few square miles of Oakland/Berkeley. Maybe one day I'll move back there for good and I'll be able ( Read more... ) -
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My life belonged to you. Everyone one of you. The people who have been at my side for years, my family and friends. But gradually as my world shifts to a place so far from home I can't say anymore that my life belongs to anyone else. And gradually I find myself belonging more to me. Looking back as recently as last year when my skies were white, my ( Read more... ) -
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I am PALE. like...really pale. I'm in the library right now looking down at my sunless body and I'm just craving the warm sun(ummm just to clarify that means my arms. I'm not sitting in the library looking at my *body*). that sounds so hokey...but there's a different between skin that is usually tan but is now not and skin that is usually pale. i.e ( Read more... ) -
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rugby really fucks with you ( Read more... )